Note To Self

see you on the other side (prod. angst)

"GHOST CAMP" Album
@marlasdreams & @clearpurple
August 14, 2021

playlist:
01. like a lake (w/ @memoryroseishere)
02. it's happening again
03. BETTER TIMES (w/ @luvlimits)
04. safe and sound (w/ @fkwt27)
05. take you home (w/ @fkwt27)
06. big nothing
07. PAPER AIRPLANES (w/ @woundedyouth)
08. alone in my head
09. flower blossom (w/ @nogoingback0)
10. last hour of summer sunlight
11. back to back
12. LAST SIGH OF NOSTALGIA (w/ @morgnbates)
13. let it go
14. north lynx (w/ @prodopalwind)
15. burning off emotions
16. when everything is burning down
17. IT'S ALL THE SAME (w/ @chrysalisxxi)
18. THIS IS WHO YOU ARE I GUESS (w/ @youwereneverhere)
19. temporary soothing
20. i lied (w/ @nogoingback0)
21. deeper inside

cover: https://www.instagram.com/pokelmeshka/

alone in my head - clear purple & marla's dreams

"A great fire burns within me, but no one stops to warm themselves at it, and passers-by only see a wisp of smoke"

lyrics:

self hate in my vision,
fade away locked in this prison,
cut these rappers with precision,
let em talk until it hit them,
drive the blade into their flesh,
now i'm thinking on who's next,
maybe this time imma choose myself,
young dirtbag don't deserve no wealth,
no i don't need no fucking help,
you don't know me,
you don't know this hell,
die by the tides,
just to watch them swell,
high all the time,
cause i can't cope well,
don't got a nine,
but the blood gon spill,
whether it's mine,
that shit don't matter,
hands tight around his neck,
just so i can hear it shatter.

how the fuck can i find my peace,
eyes dart round,
when i'm on my street,
hear that sound,
now you think you sweet,
saying you were down,
til you lyin at my feet,
who cares about you,
no one
who cares about you
no one.

this life don't mean shit,
yeah it's all bout what you make it,
sorry if i've not replied,
been in my bedroom feeling vacant,
this drought i can't escape,
i don't care bout if you want this,
exo should go harder now
exo should be softer wow,
nothing i do is ever enough,
feel my spine break,
cus the weights too much,
they all gon think "yeah he gonna get up"
won't reach a hand out,
don't recognize shit,
don't wanna see a man down,
don't wanna pull yourself in,
that's fine just let me drown,
let me sink till i hit the deep end.

Note To Self

Codepotic