Lyrics:

I'm a novice lunatic
and an addict
with bad chemicals and ideas
I never seem to share the best ideals
the product of pain pills
although they weren't for my sores
but for my mind and soul

and I never thought it would get this bad
but I've never been quite this sad before
and I don't like to think I'm going mad
but I don't believe I've ever been this bad
I'm torn, I'm torn

I'm not schizophrenic 
don't need the clinic
although my conscious is crazed
maybe I am going crazy
been losing it lately
and they say I'm bipolar
hell I don't even know anymore

and I never thought it would get this bad
but I've never been quite this sad before
and I don't like to think I'm going mad
but I don't believe I've ever been this bad
I'm torn, I'm torn

never underestimate the fallibility
of a maniac
and their liability to err
and the inevitable
benevolence
of insomniacs
our ability
to live love and learn

and I never thought it would get this bad
but I've never been quite this sad 
and I don't like to think I'm going mad
but I don't believe I've ever been this bad

and I never thought it would get this bad
but I've never been quite this sad before
and I don't like to think I'm going mad
but I don't believe I've ever been this bad
I'm torn, I'm torn

Not A Cough In A Carload (Demo)

I am a songwriter lost without a singer or band. However, waiting around until I do results in losing a lot of music and lyrics over the years, so I am doing it now. Enjoy the poor audio and equipment! This is more for documentation so I always have it and to share with potential musicians and singers who would like to do it better or add to it.

Not A Cough In A Carload (Demo)

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