hook vocals by eeryskies
remi12gauge music 2021

bipolar (2021) (prod. eeryskies)

Hard to be happy knowing you’re gone 
Cant say it so I put it in a song 
I’ve been feeling like I’m in the wrong
It’s okay I won’t be here long 
Now I think I’m really starting to get it 
It’s all my fault I admit it 
But all that shit pushed me to the limit 
Hate playing games like tennis 
And I can’t stand myself even for a minute 
Cant stand myself 
Trying to hold on but why am I still gripping 
Cant keep myself from sinning devil is my only witness 
Losing all my friends cause I’m burning all these bridges 
Losing all my friends cause I’m burning all these bridges 
I’ve been feeling like shit stressing all night long 
Cant find motivation fell asleep with the lights on 
Wanna be better for you but can’t acknowledge when I’m wrong 
Maybe it’d be better for you if I was gone 
Maybe it’d be better if I was gone 
Maybe idk what to do
Baby i don’t know  what to do 
I tried but still feel like I’m failing you 
I Still feel like I’m failing you 
Why you listen to those lies their telling you 
Why you gotta listen to those lies that they’re telling you 
Thinking reasons why I fell for you 
Baby I’d go back to hell for you 
Baby I’d go back to hell for you 

Hard to be happy knowing you’re gone 
Cant say it so I put it in a song 
I’ve been feeling like I’m in the wrong
It’s okay I won’t be here long 
Now I think I’m really starting to get it 
It was all my fault I admit it 
But all that shit pushed me to the limit 
Hate playing games like tennis 
And I can’t stand myself even for a minute 
Cant stand myself 
Trying to hold on but why am I still gripping 
Cant keep myself from sinning devil is my only witness 
Losing all my friends cause I’m burning all these bridges 
Losing all my friends cause I’m burning all these bridges 
I’ve been feeling like shit stressing all night long 
Cant find motivation fell asleep with the lights on 
Wanna be better for you but can’t acknowledge when I’m wrong 
Maybe it’d be better for you if I was gone 
Maybe it’d be better if I was gone 
Maybe it’d be better for you if I was gone

Maybe it’d be better if I was gone

finally found the sample its called goodnight dad i love you by wishing
MUSIC VIDEO 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5h9lSCFMwg&t=35s

Emotional Vampire

Lyrics: 

it’s the way that i can live by myself 
it’s the way that i don’t need ur help 
it’s the way that i don’t need to find a way to feel accept like you 

it’s the way that i can live by myself 
it’s the way that i don’t need ur help 
it’s the way that i don’t need to find a way to feel accept like you 

lower ur fucking standards just to feel satisfied for once 
i don’t care about the time you made me feel loved, that was fucked 
i only tested the waters and now i’m the worse person to come 
i don’t need to find someone 
i just need to find a way to love myself 

it’s the way that i can live by myself 
it’s the way that i don’t need ur help 
it’s the way that i don’t need to find a way to feel accept like you 

it’s the way that i can live by myself 
it’s the way that i don’t need ur help 
it’s the way that i don’t need to find a way to feel accept like you 

break my fucking back every single time that i’m working 
it’s the way that i can know that my life will be fucking worth it 
even tho my life can change from a single mofucking person 
you can spit ur fucking verses but i’m the one that is earning 
i’m the one that’s fucking working 
i’m the one that’s not pretending 
i’m the one that isn’t flirting 
i can only make this worth it 

like goddamn u fucked me up this time 
but it’s the way that i can live my life just fine 

[Blank Society]

like you (prod. 2001 X twilight blue)

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useless (prod. TXCKA)

Yk…

ripxeia - fireflies [hyperpop remix]

empty 
I been feelin empty
cut open my body
theres nothing left inside
I’ve been trapped in
trapped inside my room
just fucking getting high 
and staying up all night

I’ve lost track of time
if you need me 
dont bother calling
I wont pick up
I’m too busy 
working on dying
why am I crying again?

chest been gettin heavy
from all the shit I carry inside, inside
yet somehow I feel empty
my body’s cold and shaking 
alive, am I alive

right now?
the lights out
Im all alone
I feel like I cannot breathe
I swear I’m
dying
why am I crying again?

Maybe it’d be better if I was gone

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