Verse 1 (Cody Springer):

I’m trying to find myself
At times I feel lost and don’t know what to do
Trying to make it through the day to get to tomorrow
Sometimes I feel fucking bitter because I should be living better
Money, cars, and big houses is what I want
Providing a better way of life for my family
I work harder when I should be working smarter
I wish someone would show me the blueprint for success
I guess I have to create my own
My peers show me their respect
Even if my genre is different than theirs
I show them the love and they show it back
That’s what it’s about at the end of the day
I’m gonna get where I need to go
No matter what it takes

Chorus (Cody Springer):

I'm trying to find myself
In this dark place
I'm trying to find myself
In this dark, dark place

Verse 2 (Master C Gplat):

Pardon me
This life is bringing the worse in me
I'm not in my comfort zone
I feel like an entity
This pressure creating a void that I cannot fulfil
I'm losing my courtesy
My sanity
My vanity
I just wanna live alright thou
I just want the paper
Really want to pack it
Wanna pull up with a ride thou
I'm still hustlin'
I just want to make it
Cub a house by hills thou
Crossing harder by this dark road
Is it really worth a wait thou ??
Feel like I'm working hard with no back bone
It is hard being a man but I feel like I've never grown
There's no beauty in my struggle that just makes me feel alone
I just wanna drop some music and let my fans sing-a-long
I know my road to success is under construction
But imma find another route
To make it out, yeah, so

Chorus (Cody Springer):

I'm trying to find myself
In this dark place
I'm trying to find myself
In this dark, dark place

Verse 3 (BOY NBN):

What you see is not what you get
I keep on scrolling through texts that I left on read
My ego is too big I tell myself I don't need help
I'm always there for my people when they tell me they need to vent
But I'm always overthinking, my problems might be different
I know that I'm religious, my faith is non existence
I take my time and listen, but I don't feel no different, to victims, my feelings ain't healing
Dark days are birthdays this dark place is my brain
And I can't see my worth but I can feel these burns
These headaches like migraines, these demons they partake, In driving me off lane
I know that I'm closer to dream
I know the game I'm coming in

Chorus (Cody Springer):

I'm trying to find myself
In this dark place
I'm trying to find myself
In this dark, dark place

With Feeling

Trying To Find Myself feat. Master C GPlat & BOY NBN

Native American Recording artist / engineer
 Founder of Overcome Unknown Obstacles
 representing East Lancaster California 
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Artist/Producer. I have many collaborations with various artists and producers all over the world. Connect with this artist @darrell_p_ on Instagram. look out for singles on iTunes, Google Play and other online retailers.

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Cody Springer is from Decatur, Indiana. He was a kid who has always had some big dreams and is on the verge of realizing them.

I'm an artist coming from the dirt and here to help numb ur pain, hoping to inspire you and help bring out your best you can fxck on the rest 