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saddd

i’ll run away, away with u
when we’re together we’re like glue

i’ll take the pain away from u
if ur hurt then im hurt too

i’ll waste away, away with u
if ur dead then im dead too

i’ll sit and decay away from u
cuz if im dead then ur dead too

addison

lyrics:
ghost me 
O-M-G
bitches want to know me
L-O-L
im laughing at you homie

oh no whos he?
sorry that im nosy
K-Y-S
does he know that youre with me?

F-M-L
but i guess you dont care though
S-O-S
cause i think i really need help
K-M-S
cause i cant stand this hell

(yeah) cause i think im gonna kill myself

i hate you

Hit #2 125, Rue Montmartre

Huge Fucking Alex G Comp

Not Anywhere (Alex G)

Sometimes Memory Fails Me Sometimes

all cred @laughingmatterband (ig)
just archiving what isnt here

i don't even like granola bars that much

needed you, what happened to all your friends?

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friends

only im scared
"dont leave", "ur dead to me"
just use ur fucking head
dont leave ur boyfriend for me (you'll jus end up dead..)

i know you know

dont leave ur boyfriend for me he loves u i dont

boyfriend

125, Rue Montmartre - Safari

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WH11_lxkwh0

could u see me
if not maybe
i could leave u dead in a second
if you wanted to i could make a move
baby im a fucking coward u guessed it

coward

Therapy

Sayonara Cross Teck

prod. sickboi

take a lil walk outside
and think about taking my life
you cut me open with a knife
but you can’t look me in the eyes
let the blood spill on the floor
oh i can’t take it anymore
you kicked me out and slammed the door
you love to wreck me to my core

12 gauge shotgun on my back
bitch i ain’t cutting you no slack
pour a little bottle of the cognac
bend that lil bitch over and break her back

take a lil nap off a xan
i’m taking the world in my hands
ashing the blunt on my pants
she’s asking me what’s my plan

(what’s my plan)

take a lil walk outside
and think about taking my life
you cut me open with a knife
but you can’t look me in the eyes
let the blood spill on the floor
oh i can’t take it anymore
you kicked me out and slammed the door
you love to wreck me to my core

i can feel it changing me
will i ever get myself back
i know you know what i need
i know it’s fucking killing me

i’ll smoke a cigarette and fucking hate it
breathing so slow don’t think i’ll make it
i’m falling to pieces can’t you see
why won’t you come and set me freeeee

(let the blood spill on the floor
oh i cant take it anymore
you kicked me out and slammed the door
you love to wreck me to my core)

12 gauge

old pictures of you

rest in peace been an inspiration ever since you was cyrus.
remix of nope your too late i died - wifiskeleton & jacko
https://open.spotify.com/track/0WJfBpIO8TVsuKyvJwlye7?si=2cd23bd70fe14b63

when i dug out my veins to pump it full of mistakes
i couldn't explain why he kept me alive when i'm so wrong
i'm your loneliest creation i don't belong
i wish i'm not the flesh i'm assigned, this soul and this mind
i hope it's not mine, n im on a path to finnd all the signs u hide
my divine
i kill myselff n nnow i'm reborn
can't escape rfom samm n sarah cuz ik they'd be torn
it doesn't matter what i wear it's about what i've worn
r u even concerned will u ever return
split my brain into two
is it you i'm looking for
am i lying on the floor
is there smthing rlly more
i'd like to sell offf my soul
maybe i did
it would be simple
just to get rid of it, of it all
i wont have to think or recall

god's loneliest junkie

pictures

father

we dont know much about you rayray but everyone adores you

maple

I'm waiting 4 u

pony

bipolar

Track 5 from “Clown” - Out Now Everywhere

Stream/Download: aeter.us/clown

Lyrics:
Things keep changing
I’m replacing
I miss being a kid
Scary faces
Lungs can’t change yet
I miss being a kid

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kids

Track 7 from “Clown” - Out Now Everywhere

Stream/Download: aeter.us/clown

Lyrics:
Did you ever notice that were nothing alike?
Did you ever notice that were nothing alike?

Parties at my house 
Never going back, its over
Yeah its over
Parties going down
Throw me through the glass, its over

But you were never invited
Invited at all.
No need to get all excited
And break down the walls
The walls, ou-ou-ou-ou

the party

with myself i just couldnt be honest 
played it safe like i had a harness
broken heartpiece, sad that its not me
didnt say too much didnt wanna be od
i couldnt wait when I put you above me
knew it was fate when i felt every heartbeat
stuck on you got chains on my feet
you and we, it wasnt what it seemed

i felt the worst when you arent there to harm me
without you in my life ima fucking zombie
now im smoking woods at the holly im lonely
but i still want you like youre my one and only
pessimistic mind hoping no one will find me
driving for ur love but im doing it blindly
i couldnt let you in when im tryna kill myself slowly
all ik is that i just want her to hold me


wouldnt let u go
in a second i folded
if i wandered would u wanna call me?
im too controlling
im so fucking sorry
my head is spinning
put a knife up in it
can we talk for a minute
push me off a bridge
i’d do anything just to get u back
keep these words inside of ur lil head

dont look for me

see you next summer