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saddd

i’ll run away, away with u
when we’re together we’re like glue

i’ll take the pain away from u
if ur hurt then im hurt too

i’ll waste away, away with u
if ur dead then im dead too

i’ll sit and decay away from u
cuz if im dead then ur dead too

addison

lyrics:
ghost me 
O-M-G
bitches want to know me
L-O-L
im laughing at you homie

oh no whos he?
sorry that im nosy
K-Y-S
does he know that youre with me?

F-M-L
but i guess you dont care though
S-O-S
cause i think i really need help
K-M-S
cause i cant stand this hell

(yeah) cause i think im gonna kill myself

i hate you

needed you, what happened to all your friends?

spotify

friends

only im scared
"dont leave", "ur dead to me"
just use ur fucking head
dont leave ur boyfriend for me (you'll jus end up dead..)

i know you know

dont leave ur boyfriend for me he loves u i dont

boyfriend

lyrics:

im so sorry
im useless
im worthless to you

im so sorry
im ignorant
im messing with you

i should run away
nothing feels the same
nothings in my brain
i swerved in your lane
i cut in your lane
paid the price to pay
am i here too late
im 5 minutes late
im 10 minutes late
im a decade late
you should run away
im not perfect girl
im so wreckless girl
you should get away

excuse me for being such a loser

instrumental by my bro @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

ive been a ghost for a while
she saw the blood on the tiles
i blew my head off my neck
i tend to get sad past ten

my friends all think that im dumb
i want molly and a gun
youre stuck with me, you cant run
i dont know what i have done

nice to
meet you
youre my
soulmate

i know
i stalk you
its how i
show love

i know im
way too
clingy
im weird too

im weird too
im weird too
youre weird too
we're weird too

im such a failure i cant even tie a noose

instrumental by my boy @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

really really thought she wouldnt stab me
snuck a tag into my car and tracked me
looked in thru my windows when im napping
why shes always there when im lacking

she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
i want her out of my head

shell probably come track me down
shes probably here in my town
shell probably take me away
ill probably never be found
she really need to calm down
she need some lean or some loud
she such a queen, need a crown
i know ill never be found

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

maybe im the crazy one idk

lyrics:
i wanna run away
i need to get away
i want some people who love me

i want a cigarette
i make some empty threats
i know im flawed, but youre flawed too, we're humans girl

i want some hennessey
you are no friend of me
i dont have friends, cause they all turn to enemies

you say you hate me well
i really hate me too
i fall in love with the wrong girls

i want some acid 
im way too passive
ill never pass but ill puff that, im killing myself

youre irreplaceable
im such a damn fool
i ask for one more chance

i want a cigarette

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WH11_lxkwh0

could u see me
if not maybe
i could leave u dead in a second
if you wanted to i could make a move
baby im a fucking coward u guessed it

coward

wish i were him

pony

bipolar

Id act like ur ragdoll just to be around
Said you feel nothing hope that its not true
Im crazy bout you, keep you in my dreams
Stayin in bed rotting as i revolve around you

Tell me how it feels to take me out my
I still never feel real im out of my place
Ima turn to ashes, burnin up in my space
Even when im six feet under ima get replaced
Im a lifeless weirdo, but ill still fight thru

Girl ill keep hurting myself when i think about you
Take me wherever you go and maybe ill

Maybe ill leave you alone when i seek asylum
My heart keeps running off my paranoia

ragdoll

Track 5 from “Clown” - Out Now Everywhere

Stream/Download: aeter.us/clown

Lyrics:
Things keep changing
I’m replacing
I miss being a kid
Scary faces
Lungs can’t change yet
I miss being a kid

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kids

Track 7 from “Clown” - Out Now Everywhere

Stream/Download: aeter.us/clown

Lyrics:
Did you ever notice that were nothing alike?
Did you ever notice that were nothing alike?

Parties at my house 
Never going back, its over
Yeah its over
Parties going down
Throw me through the glass, its over

But you were never invited
Invited at all.
No need to get all excited
And break down the walls
The walls, ou-ou-ou-ou

ragdoll

see you next summer