I'll be needing the full version next month

u needa drop the full version its BEAUTIFUL

вот бы полная версия вышла, звучит шикарно

produced by me
hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:

Lay in my bed and the time
Is running away but thats fine
I feel like I dont try enough
To make anything out of my life

Tell me that I am not wasting my time
Tell me that I didnt fuck up my life
Feed me your lies and make me feel secure
I can’t tell the truth and dont want to anymore

Dont call on my phone
Leave me alone
You say you’re a bro
But I don’t think so, no

I don’t want to hide
But I dont have a choice
Bottle it up
I feel like a toy

Seems like every day’s just getting worse
And I’m taking all these pills but there’s no difference at all
Its gotten to the point where I’ve given up hope
But I keep on faking smiles cause they want me to

I can’t just sit n chill
By myself cause then I would
Find myself just breaking down
Thinking bout my life and how

Itd be easier to end it
Thinking bout it but then still
I got someone to live for
Dont know how much I need them

Lately its been way too much
Weight on both my arms
Been carrying way too much
Troubles, stress still not enough

Looking at the time and I’m wasted
FUCK
It’s another day, nothing changing
Still feel like shit and head’s aching
Take another pill and forget it
x2

change

When I'm drunk don't piss me off
Please don't ask what's in my cup
Like what you heard from such and such
She's gonn' believe the thoughts I'm tellin' her
'Cause lightning strikes but once
I bite the gun
She says I'm not enough for her 

I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied
I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied 

When I'm high don't kill my buzz 
I thought she believed in us
I don't even care no more I'd probably bleed out on this rug
You a fantasy I dreamt of you a fading thought for sure 
And within this darkest bedroom I remember who you were 

When I'm drunk don't piss me off
Please don't ask what's in my cup
Like what you heard from such and such
She's gonn' believe the thoughts I'm tellin' her
'Cause lightning strikes but once
I bite the gun
She says I'm not enough for her 

I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied
I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied

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CHRIS RAIN - Catalan

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lyrics:

i follow where my heart leads sometimes that's all i know
then i end up defeated when i lose all self control
but i'm not the villain, and i'm not the good guy either
if i'm such a problem, why would you let me keep her

last night i was fuckin it up
i can't lie i kept refillin my cup
and though i know i shouldn't ever wanna drink like that
i have a couple issues that i got from dad so

i've tried to end it all and finally feel the repercussion
i know that its stupid all the memories would be for nothin

if you meet a better guy you should prolly dip
you should prolly split nothings what you thought it is
if you need some peace of mind i can let you go
god knows girl ya i'm such a fuckin joke

if you see me doin fine its another act
i'm an addict not an artist never take me back
if i see another day its another bit
i'm just tryna make you smile ain't it obvious

i've set my standards so damn high
i don't know if i'll make it out this time
i wanna tell you i've healed and i'm fine
but everyone knows that's a lie

i follow where my heart leads sometimes that's all i know
then i end up defeated when i lose all self control
but i'm not the villain, and i'm not the good guy either
if i'm such a problem, why would you let me keep her

Girl tell me what you wanna do
I've been up all night just because of you
Pacifist no fighting
Love leaves slow; but it change fast lighting
We're on Different roads, different time zones writing
Even though I'm better by myself I still couldn't do it
That's cause leaving you I'm bound to leave a part of my self
That can't be good for my health
But neither is staying here
We've been going back and forth for what's felt like a year

Girl tell me what you wanna do
I've been up all night just because of you
Pacifist no fighting
Love leaves slow; but it change fast lighting
We're on Different roads, different time zones writing

I've got heart of ice
Lately ain't living right
Smoke til the morning comes
Just to get through the night
I just cut her off when I'm on my own
Late night studio in my zone
She just want attention
I can't get a word in it's like I'm stuck in detention
I'm just tryna vibe, I'm so sick of all the tension
Can I ask a question
Do you think we work together
Or need intervention
I'll be okay all by myself
Can you say the same yourself
I just need some space when I'm building up my wealth
Stuck inside this rat race and I'm tryna break the spell
I just couldn't be happy with you; If I'm living in hell

This the curse of my life, just accept it alright
You are not enough and neither am I
That's why I spark up my blunt and I be screaming in a mic
If I didn't have this outlet; Wouldn't be shocked to be in a psych ward
(EXHALE)
So do you hear me now?
I'm a broken man
Always filled doubt
Tryna make it work
Tryna make it out
I know silence hurts
But less then open mouths

Girl tell me what you wanna do
I've been up all night just because of you
Pacifist no fighting
Love leaves slow; but it change fast lighting
We're on Different roads, different time zones writing
Even though I'm better by myself I still couldn't do it
That's cause leaving you I'm bound to leave a part of my self
That can't be good for my health
But neither is staying here
We've been going back and forth for what's felt like a year

Girl tell me what you wanna do
I've been up all night just because of you
Pacifist no fighting
Love leaves slow; but it change fast lighting
We're on Different roads, different time zones writing

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lyrics:

I dont wanna talk, I dont wanna get outta bed I dont wanna walk,
I jus wanna leave here nothin even matters
I already accomplished all my goals and I jus sat there
I dont rly see what u see in me cus ik in my head ur an enemy
I dont feel okay I dont feel like me
I would take on all the pain if it meant I could be here

its hard to explain jus how I feel
okay im pissed off but that shit aint real
I can see thru all the fake shit in my head
but sumtimes it makes me feel like im fuckin...
dead, jus got outta bed
finally got up and now im headed to the shower
wash away my problems but I cant cus this disaster is never gonna end I cant wait for the after, life sucks ik.
I cant catch a break I swear im always on my toes
I try to use my energy I try to give the most
I swear that ima be like this until Im comatose

I dont care what u think of me
I fall down the same path everyday
fighting my problems is tiring
I fight myself jus to get sum sleep x3

i can't take this any longer

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