wanted to get something on here for once
song about some thoughts ive had recently
hope you enjoy :)

@prodbyjoshwa

::lyrics
slamming my head way too damn hard
and ive been trying to find my way to my heart
and i know its kind of stupid
but its all that i have left
ill keep on trying

start to feel alive but i cant see
and all the shattered lights below my feet
a couple brides and only one wedding ring
i cant stop being a burden to those that i meet
i fell down and i cant get up
and my brains going numb and i cant see the sun
theres too many people out there i wish i was done
i need someone to please be the one

trying to socialize but its so damn hard
i tried to make a new friend group 
and it all fell apart
and ill just go to bed
ill just say it once again
tired of all the interactions
i wont take back what i said

now you confuse me
whats with your reply
you said that you cared
but you never bat an eye
so come out of your shell
come and see the outside
i swear that itll be worth it
please just take my hand (3x)

burden (joshwa)

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