The "If You’re on the Water" EP, while self-released, is The Saxophones' first studio recording. It was recorded and mixed on an analog Toft console by Cameron Spies of Radiation City over the course of a spring week in Portland, Oregon. It features Alexi Erenkov on guitar, vocals, and woodwinds; his wife, Alison Alderdice on percussion and vocals; and his longtime friend and collaborator Richard Laws on bass, vibes, and Crumar synthesizer. 

The title track was inspired by a summer week that saw suicide, the transition of a relationship, and Alexi and his Father’s near death experience in a boating accident. The album pays tribute to the currents of beauty, sorrow and regret that run through our lives.

If You're on the Water

it comes as no surprise to me when things don't go my way 
i was wrapped up in this mindset where i would be okay 
this small bed is made of lies, they swallow me at night 
feel my face begin to fall, but i can never cry 

when the city falls asleep, i'll float down from the sky 
feel the wind assailing me and shuffle through moonlight 
and i will dwell upon some things and feel so alone 
i don't mind this sentiment, i know i hold my own 

all the things you've said stitch me up thread by thread 
you save this world of gray, decorate it with your verbal paint 
i thrive on what you create, soak it in let it saturate me with 
life, and come to terms with who i am as of late

world of gray

if i told you that i loved you, would you let me stay 
but i don't love you, you're just someone on who i've fixated 

i don't care if it's a lie, i don't want truth just a beautiful guise 
hide today, come back tonight, when you leave i'm fine 

everything is temporary, nothing i want is necessary 
but it'd be nice to get my way, that won't happen today 

if i told you that i want you, would you push me away 
if it were me, i'd have started running before you could finish that phrase 

i don't care if it's a lie, i don't want truth just a beautiful guise 
hide today, come back tonight, when you leave i'm fine 

everything is temporary, nothing i want is necessary 
but it'd be nice to get my way, that won't happen today 

if i told you that i loved you, would you let me stay 
but i don't love you, you're just someone that i've learned not to hate 

she says don't come over 
red rover, red rover

red rover

This week we talk Ancient Aliens, the tv show. We discuss why we love it as well as the many things about it that worry us. Then we talk about conspiracy theories at large: how do they function, why do they exist, and which ones are our favorites. Ljubica argues that all conspiracy theories may be reactionary and counter-revolutionary. Adam lends some cred to the episode and our harebrained ideas by introducing us to a thought-provoking essay by Eve Sedgwick about paranoid reading. We also manage to argue about religion. 

Links as promised in the episode---

Paranoid and Reparative Reading, or You're So Paranoid You Probably Think This Essay Is About You, by Eve Sedgwick:
https://sydney.edu.au/arts/slam/downloads/documents/novel_studies/3_Sedgwick.pdf

John Titor Conspiracy:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Titor

Link no one asked for, Mandela Effect listicle:
https://www.buzzfeed.com/christopherhudspeth/crazy-examples-of-the-mandela-effect-that-will-make-you-ques?utm_term=.hfMDJyNZV#.emVGJPEr6

Are We Being Paranoid? Ancient Alien Theorists Say Yes!

my heart is so soft and stale
i waited beyond the pale
felt crushed when the world around me turned
cling to my limbs till it hurts

i dreamed of you every night
i'll think of you every time i close my eyes
the moon swooped in to set things right
and now i can't fall asleep

wind moving slow and you're not on time
then i am gone by the time you pass by
i'm already gone it's just marrow in my bones
i'm already gone it's just narrow and unknown 

i dreamed of you every night
i'll think of you every time i close my eyes
the moon swooped in to set things right
and now i can't fall 
and now i can't
fall asleep

sleep

I see the suffering I cause myself and others, but it can be so hard to change; sometimes I even forget I’m trying to change! It’s difficult to accept responsibility.

Mysteries Revealed

I saw the future wasn’t that different. 
Isn’t that strange? 
How I try so hard to be the same. 

How could I not notice the depth of the pain? 
How could I not change? 
When the vision’s so clear,
you shouldn’t need to explain. 

A cut in the flesh, a sign of the times. 
Mysteries revealed, but I don’t like what I find. 

You must have noticed the moment passed. 
How does a moment last? 
I guess I never cared. 
I just thought I should ask. 

It may disappoint you, 
but I won’t blame you 
for having fun,
because it’s hard, 
even for the chosen one. 

A cut in the flesh, a sign of the times. 
Mysteries revealed, but I don’t like what I find.
A cut in the flesh, a sign of the times. 
Mysteries revealed, but I don’t like what I find.

Songs of The Saxophones

Mysteries Revealed

Little Wings & Maher Shalal Hash Baz "Share" out 08/21/2018 on Moone Records

Maher Shalal Hash Baz - Sorewo Yamereba

Debut single released on aug 9th 2018.
Watch the video here: https://youtu.be/HtiRHVCF8nU

Lucid Lake

cold pizza party is Adam & Ljubica, talking about TV and leftist politics and trashy TV

Are We Being Paranoid? Ancient Alien Theorists Say Yes!

cold pizza party!