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@mental
@pyu

[coldspades]
say you love me but i feel like a nobody
i cant trust cause it always takes a toll on me
if you need to then baby you can hold on me
stole my heart feel your love it takes control of me
x2

it took me way too long to realize that i want you
please dont tell me that you hate me no its not true
i made mistakes that i wish i could just undo
always catch you when you fall you know i got you
i know that i messed up im sorry
its my fault put the blame all on me
just wanna tell you but thats not me
ill be there just stay here dont worry

[mental]
just stay here and wait, love i messed up
these thoughts in my head got me fed up
i tried to be calm but im stressed out
each step that i take's a confession
each step that i take leads me farther away
so maybe its best if neither of us change
got lost in the place where the both of us lay
cant ask you to stay im still way too afraid

spotify

trust ft. mental (meta)

prod @kggn

[mei]
i think i had enough i just been through much and now i realize
analyse clear my vision now i see ur stupid lies
in ur eyes i see it in ur eyes u cannot fool me twice
traumatized i think im traumatized u cannot heal me

blood & despair, lost in my head 
no im not the same, rot in my bed
do my best u dont seem to care
keep it all inside like every single day

it lost its taste just like a chewing gum
why i cant just spit it out?
ur words keep on hurting me like knife
going in and out
i trace my heart i keep it safe & sound

if im being honest its not what i wanted
spojrz na moje dlonie, cale sa czerwone
czemu nie gadamy o tym jak temu zapobiec?
moze chcemy pobiec, kazdy w swoja strone?

i can feel it through veins, paralyzed
cant scream through my pain
do or die noo this is not a game
ask me if im fine im not okay

i dont know what the cause is
"thats just how it is"
ill wait a 1000 days i promise
i want u to be honest with me
u dont want it, i see
i feel nauses, i bleed
down to my knees

vision (kuru)

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if you wanna touch the sky
then spread your wings and you’ll take flight
take my hand and close your eyes
i’ll take you anywhere tonight
if you truly can’t believe
that you’re the only one i see
then hold on tight and fly with me
i’ll show you what you mean to me

get higher!
get higher!
get higher!
higher in the air!

if you forget that you have wings
then hear your heart out when it sings
if you think you have nothing
just know theres love in everything
i hope that you can find your way
i’m also trying every day
i just wanna hear you say
that you’re proud of you one day

if you wanna touch the sky
then spread your wings and you’ll take flight
take my hand and close your eyes
i’ll take you anywhere tonight
if you truly can’t believe
that you’re the only one i see
then hold on tight and fly with me
i’ll show you what you mean to me

get higher!
get higher!
get higher!
higher in the air!
get higher!
get higher!
get higher!
higher in the air!

what we had could never be replicated..
produced by me
art by me <3
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lyrics
just keep it on the low
nobody gotta kno
if i’ll be honest
you’re a fantasy inside my phone
i can’t leave you alone
you keep doing me wrong
know it’s depressing 
but i just can’t fucking let her go
our love was all for show
you never sticking 2 the code 
go tell your friends you fucking knew me
tell me how that goes 

she only love my music 
but i guess i should’ve known dat
staying up til 2am
i’m waiting for your call back
tour up in yo city 
got you asking 
“where the shows @?”
no i can’t go out bad 
but my ex girl checking out all my tabs

she in love with seph
but she don’t love me for myself now
guess that’s just my fault
i pushed my ego til we fell out 
don’t say that you know me 
you don’t know the way i felt now
i rip my heart right out 
girl i can’t see myself with no one else 

i got what you want 
got what you need 
got what you stand for 
come and take a picture
got us kissing on my camcorder
i ain’t met nobody like u
u feel like an answer 
she kiss me til my head hurts
i can’t stop fucking thinking bout it

fuck all ur friends
fuck what they say 
it should be you and i 
i think you fell in love 
with tryna waste my fucking time
don’t need nobody else 
i cut them bitches off my line 
loving you is suicide 
feels like im boutta die 

she my dream girl 
a million miles away 
when we call on the phone 
girl you kno what 2 say 
now i’m trapped on the feeling 
heart made of clay 
for someone who don’t know that i need her..

she only love my music
but i guess i should’ve known dat
staying up til 2am
i’m waiting for your call back
tour up in yo city
got you asking
“where the shows @?”
no i can’t go out bad
but my ex girl checking out all my tabs

she in love with seph
but she don’t love me for myself now
guess that’s just my fault
i pushed my ego til we fell out
don’t say that you know me
you don’t know the way i felt now
i rip my heart right now
girl i can’t see myself with no one else

persona #dynastyXO ₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊

@whyhaze @hartfxlt @1akura

[victxrw]

(bye byes are harder than u think
its harder when its just u and me
trying not 2 remember everything
close my eyes ur the thing tht i see)

like baby whatchu say abt me in the dark
is that truly what u think inside ur heart
if i had another chance id press restart
looking for any signs inside of the stars

nd baby i know
maybe this is not for us maybe we should let go
nd baby i know
itll all work out we jus need 2 take it slow

[whyhaze]

take it slow, baby we should let go
but its not over, till its over
i got love scars baby tell me your secret
im writing goodbye letters
im just hoping youll read it

when im away
what do you think of me
girl what do you say?
cause i can say nothing
when i look at your face
i think of what it could been
i wonder what you truly think
i hope that you feel the same

[victxrw]

like baby whatchu say abt me in the dark
is that truly what u think inside ur heart
if i had another chance id press restart
looking for any signs inside of the stars

nd baby i know
maybe this is not for us maybe we should let go
nd baby i know
itll all work out we jus need 2 take it slow

goodbyeNotes (hartfxlt + akura) ft. whyhaze

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art by me

lyrics:
and its just the way u hold me
cuz its been so long
tell me is this how u want me
cuz I think the feelings coming in
where were u when I was lonely
cuz it feels like you don't know me
I try but I'm still growing
I don't want for you to live for me

hide away
seen it coming
keep me safe
feels so lovely
I've betrayed
I did something
mind decayed
you're still wondering

I tell her not to worry
srt I floor it
I don't wanna listen to you cuz yo story boring
don't hit my line, ignore it
yea me and my squad we sippin 40s
I got so much fucking gas this shit feel like a forest
just stay a while
just tell me how u feel
you're what I want
don't try to keep it real
don't let me cry
Im not one to go fail
cant make it right
just know I wish you well

hide away
seen it coming
keep me safe
feels so lovely
I've betrayed
I did something
mind decayed
you're still wondering

live for me

Bite Down!

cursed since birth...

produced by me
art by cuttle_bone on twitter <3
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lyrics
turn dis party upside down
tht bitch singing all my songs
i ain't roll no loud
turn his body inside out
put a hex on my heart
there ain't no way out
bby tell me whatchu wna knooo
switch flows 
like im switching out my hoezzz
swear i'm only in it for the douughhhh
that bitch talking way 2 much 
i'm unappalled

she gon make me nauseous
it's a paranormal party 
when i walk in
all my bruddas locked in
tell ya brother #kickRocks
get him dropkicked
saw u in my dreams 
and u vanished
mix&matching everything
i'll never understand it 
i kno life goes on
but i hate it
i could only ever see u 
if i blow up & get famous

do u think abt me
think abt u
when ur lonely?
remember everything you told me?
been a whole year
i'm still holding
kinda scared tht i can't love nobody else
leave my brains on the shelf 
cuz i'm never getting help
i kno u don't care bout no one but urself
think bout everything u told me
when u had me in ur spell

how i'm living now is unappealing
i can't break out bby
i need reason
let you find my body
in the deep end
i got no love 
every1 is leaving
whatchu see? 
besides of what i make
or besides a pretty face
you ain't ever gna tell me
hex my heart
and let that shit decay
i still think of it tday
girl i wish u never knew me

turn dis party upside down
tht bitch singing all my songs
i ain't roll no loud
turn his body inside out
put a hex on my heart
there ain't no way out
bby tell me whatchu wna knooo
switch flows 
like im switching out my hoezzz
swear i'm only in it for the douughhhh
that bitch talking way 2 much 
i'm unappalled

hex #dynastyXO ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆𖢻⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺

@owtiss
@prod_promise
@yashio20k

[coldspades]
girl you love to break my heart in two
do you hate me, tell me was that true?
cause you know im stuck to you like glue
if you listen, tell you something new
find a way out of here
cause now i see it clear
you became everything that i fear
can you break the silence?
i’m tearing my eyelids
your face in my iris,
you’re all that i see

[owtiss]
i cant make an appearance
i just wna stay at my home
be alone!
ur words wear at my soul
made a promise i swear i would hold
on a different day
maybe i could open up again
it depends on u
im with u
its all true!
ill just stay and wait for u ;)

iris ft. owtiss (promise & yashio)

kiss

kiss (bonus)

@1akura @rewind214
and all these pictures tell some stories
im always in my head dont know why i worry
maybe its for the best that we both dont know
empty promises gives scars, wont show

when i cant hold back i let all tears out
alone, i cant be without u here now
no communication its unclear how
u hate me so much its all that i hear now

back then we used to be so happy
and now u dont wanna be around me
its sad to see how much has changed now
its sad to see u far away now
its all too late now
i drove u away
and now im falling straight down
i wish i could say that im sorry
ur love is departing
ur leaving me lonely
pls dont forget me

and all these pictures tell some stories
im always in my head dont know why i worry
maybe its for the best that we both dont know
empty promises gives scars, wont show

when i cant hold back i let all tears out
alone, i cant be without u here now
no communication its unclear how
u hate me so much its all that i hear now

akura - all that i hear now (rewind)

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ur a million miles away
what i’d give just to see ur face
dont understand these games u play
lets take it slow i’ll match ur pace

can i hold u close like i’m supposed to do?
cause i just dont know what i’m supposed to do
if you said u love me, would it be true?
cause i can’t go on if i’m not with u

u U u U u U u U u U u U u U u U
u U u U u U u U u U u U u U u U
(cause i can’t go on if i’m not with u)

ur a million miles away
what i’d give just to see ur face
dont understand these games u play
lets take it slow i’ll match ur pace

can i hold u close like i’m supposed to do?
cause i just dont know what i’m supposed to do
if you said u love me, would it be true?
cause i can’t go on if i’m not with u

u U u U u U u U u U u U u U u U
u U u U u U u U u U u U u U u U
(cause i can’t go on if i’m not with u)
u U u U u U u U u U u U u U u U
u U u U u U u U u U u U u U u U
(cause i can’t go on if i’m not with u)

A Million Miles Away

watch video here: https://youtu.be/4Xggoc7ABmU?si=zqRUMCe5HJztYVn5
stream here: https://drop.cobrand.com/d/Kilu/howdidtheknow
released 25th july

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do u miss me? (feat. miraie)

Transfeminine Queer Anarchist, Introvert, ¿ADHD?, Cat lady 🐱

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