@176s
@lilac

art by @jyoucyo on twitter

wordz:
i always tried to make it all better
i couldnt find and piece it all together
im stuck in time i couldnt write the letters
I tried to tie everything and forget her
im getting off track im stuck between the lines
i cant believe ive been living all a lie
i know its wrong and its making me so blind
i knew it was fake ima leave it all behind

i never wanna try again
i never wanna fall again
you never stuck to the end
yeah theres no more time to spend
your the one that keeps me close
never wanted you to know
never seem to let you go
too afraid to be alone

alone (waifu x lilac)

changed the cover art 2 me as a kid cuz my mohawk was fye

prod pichu & remghost

im a little confused like what u want w me
ya they always stop n stare like what is wrong w me
i think i fucked up cuz she wont talk 2 me
remember i was down remember they aint never rocked w me

ya they always told me take a fucking photo it'll last longer
well that didnt work on us but ill admit i shoulda tried harder
ya i shoulda held out i shoulda acted stronger
u always tried to shake me down u a fearmonger

ya we gon shoot a movie slo-mo
ya countin bands im on go mode
ya i count up bands till my fingers sore
count up a hunnid need a hunnid more

ya say u gettin bands but it doesnt show
everybody hates u ya ik it fucking blows
i think i gotta problem, dior all over my clothes
ya u wipe the fucking slate clean, case closed

i just wanna go up but u wanna drag me down
everytime i show up u always try to take me down
ur on the hunt for me im on the run from u
u always leave me confused like wtf i gotta do

im a little confused like what u want w me
ya they always stop n stare like what is wrong w me
i think i fucked up cuz she wont talk 2 me
remember i was down remember they aint never rocked w me

ya they always told me take a fucking photo it'll last longer
well that didnt work on us but ill admit i shoulda tried harder
ya i shoulda held out i shoulda acted stronger
u always tried to shake me down u a fearmonger

ya run up to the bag like im usain 
bitches talkin down i beat em up juss like im bruce wayne
i cant fw them nah they all juss 2 faced
i kick back im rollin up a blunt n smoke sum true face

ya like want u want
if ur really pissed off baby we can hit the mall
buy u a birkin bag then we shoppin at chanel
we whippin in the hills ya i smell like YSL

fearmonger

sometimes i wonder how i got here
all these pictures i put up up on my wall
wanna tear em down i try not fall
i put the phone on the table dont wanna trip everytime we talk everytime that u call 
i dont know what what i would do right here if i lose you its not clear

girl tell me is it for real
girl tell me is it for real

i want nothing
girl im tryna be more than u ask
u could start with giving it back
and leaving the rest past

i feel nothing matters
i feel like nothing hurts
i cant read the patterns
i been getting worse
i feel like nothing matters
i feel like nothing hurts
i cant read the patterns
i been getting worse

(blxty)
girl take a good look at my face
i make it so obvious
don't turn your back on me
and side with the audience
i know i'm not perfect
tell me someone that's perfect
i promise no one is perfect
they like blxty why u do that
u call me stupid to my face girl i knew that
you tell me you miss me lots, well can you prove that
well, can you prove that?

girl we gotta work something out
like i dont wanna talk about nothing else
i wanna be inside your house
girl we can talk it out
ur always all up in my head
i wanna get u out

i feel nothing matters
i feel like nothing hurts
i cant read the patterns
i been getting worse
i feel like nothing matters
i feel like nothing hurts
i cant read the patterns
i been getting worse

detachment +blxty (yandere)

on all plats
lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vNnzZ_0scys

we smokin ciggies out the window
and she think she fire like sum beat inside my headphones
she said that she fuck with me i told her shes a handful
dont switch up the tempo
she all up in my head bro

no i aint grateful
they jus wanna call me sinful
bitches wanna fuck w my mental
this shits gonna be eventful 
getting tired of u playing hard to get
its like ur always tryna make me upset
its like u know just how to make me obsessed 
maybe i just wont invest
sorry that i left…
sorry that i did this shit and i wish u the best
pickin up the pieces but i wish we never met
know youll never trus me and u wish that i was ded
bitches say they want me so i talk a lot
she said she gon cuff me now ive had enough
only say she want me when she on the drugs
know that u arent sorry but u fucked it up

ciggies (shinju)

@0arid
@brknglss
@remghost
love u guys :D

angel w/ arid prod brknglss & remghost

prod. @resolve1k

LYRICS:

hook

we can spend some racks if u want 2
moving like ghost bb i just wanna haunt u
makeup covers up my face and all my flaws too
wake up and do everything that i just want to
(never know what i want but i want u)

falling
ion really care cuz i never had no options
fake friends come around and go fuck up the process
i just want the racks now ion wanna start shit
(wish that i could shut down like an off switch)

verse

never down bad can make a rack in my nightmares
take a step back had to go n get my mind clear
n i been fuckn up (x3)
but its ok if ur right here

dont wait
pls dont waste no time come n take my hand
it aint no way
i wont interact if we aint talking bands
this time i wont go away sticking to the plan
cuz lately i been feeling growing pains
(and i hope you understand)

i got 2 much up on my plate
30 racks jus hit the bank
30 clip so u know im safe
running quick cant leave a trace
if u dont know then i dont know
n i count the racks with my eyes closed
(and if u want, girl we can go)

hook (2x)

we can spend some racks if u want 2
moving like ghost bb i just wanna haunt u
makeup covers up my face and all my flaws too
wake up and do everything that i just want to
(never know what i want but i want u)

falling
ion really care cuz i never had no options
fake friends come around and go fuck up the process
i just want the racks now ion wanna start shit
(wish that i could shut down like an off switch)

falling (prod. inno)

lyrics

got a line of coke up on me things are movin slow 
and i hate that you just see me as a groupie bro
dont fuck w me Im rolling up with your best friend oh
she got me feelin wierd I dot that shit w  x and o’s
this feels like Hollywood surrounded by the paparazzi
three 6 we leave the party with a bag of molly
bullets sprayin oh jeez death just got me feelin jolly
just never switch guys my choppa play to party 
empty two cases in the back Im feeling woozy
brandi and him such a drag stop getting choosy
get him a map before he walk into my uzi
switched up irrelevant his brain into a smoothie

@caponeti

paparazzi + caponeti (wayza)

@kiraiu
@kkkarasu

i cant keep this up much longer
i just wish i could be stronger
i dont mean to be a downer
run away i’m such a coward

i can’t deal with this, i just wanna run away
i don’t wanna talk, you can see it in my face
maybe i should leave, every day i cause you pain
you say that we’re friends, i dont even know your name

ive been tryna be a better person
always try my best but its not working
i think i should leave, its not worth it
just another day of feeling worthless

i’m not stable, i advise you stay away
when they talk to me in person i just don’t know what to say
everything is crashing down, watch my mental state decay
so i take another drink, and i wash it all away

spotify

decay (gumi & karasu)

prod @yashio20k x @zixdown
mix & master @chriad

LYRICS : 
ik ur js like them i swear ur my hell
think ill be there soon cuz u kill me so well
guess im waitin… all by myself
i wont fight it. i wont cry for help

i js popped a pill now i wait for it 2 kick off
tell me is this real love… 
or shld i go n kick rocks
n ik i got u pissed off
u stole my hrt pick lock
dropped a pill inside this henny cup its filled up

i make one mistake n then its all my fault
all this weight on me sometimes it takes a toll
i start to think that u wna see me fall
cuz u wont pick me up when i gotta stand tall

i stay up grind my teeth
i got a blood all on my t
she say tht she lov me n im a star omg!!
took anothr im a Feennnnn
i found a pill in my jeans
ion ever get no sleep, 2 busy thinkng bout u n me
i cry 4 u id die 4u
y u leav idgi man im so confused
i js poppd a xn n i popd me 3 blues
got u on my mind want u in my rooom

MV OUT NOW

stand tall (yashio x zixdown)

Ft. @deepinparis
Prod. @mycorpsebridee + @prod_permafrost
"Feel like max payne shootin at these junkies"

Lyrics:
--------------
PermaFrost:
You said I've had enough
150mgs in my cup
Think it's time to sober up 
But I'm used to lightin up
I can never have enough
You can send the file
I won't promise that I'll use it
Shootin bullets through the hall you know you can't do shit
I can tell that by my skill I'll never fit
Shittin on these kids make 'em...🤯🧠

Feel like max payne shootin at these junkies
Imma make it work I'm countin money
Vocals so bad that shits funny
I might work for you but for money

Black eye bloody nose everyone knows
It's the price I pay, I know what I chose
I think I need a break, What do I know
Tell my girl to steal your bitch, have a trio
Always askin how I do it
I can never tell
It's my dirty secret
Sorry I got secrets
Always by myself it's not a pretense

deepinparis:
Boy he gettin wet up
Let me paint a picture for you 
You getting set up
Bitch you set up
I just don't give a fu-
I said you outta luck
Bitch I'm runnin it up
Bitch I'm countin the bucks

Making all this money put it in a safe
Made a couple racks
I'm not here to stay
M-M-M-Made these bands
When I'm not awake
When I'm not awake
Bitch I'll find a way

PermaFrost:
Black eye bloody nose everyone knows
It's the price I pay, I know what I chose
I think I need a break, What do I know
Tell my girl to steal your bitch, have a trio
Always askin how I do it
I can never tell
It's my dirty secret
Sorry I got secrets
Always by myself it's not a pretense

What I Chose + deepinparis (+mycorpsebride)

pray 4 for my best friend </3
mastered & mixed by me
produced by @recyclexbin & @jolst
[hook]
i don't wanna go back and feel like i'm always falling
i'm under attack just waiting for the angels calling
i need a savor
i forgave her
cut me with a razer
you ripped me up like paper

i'll see you later
fix your behavior
i don't hate ya
i want you to do better
[verse]
oh fuck this i’m off it :/
took a pill flying like a rocket ;-;
all this drama just stop it!
(i know you want my attention)
but you won't get it even in another dimension (i know you want my attention)
i'd hate to distance myself
but i gotta work on my health
(and u r not gonna help)
you're always wishing for my death
can i just take a breath!? (and u r not gonna help)
[hook]
i don't wanna go back and feel like i'm always falling
i'm under attack just waiting for the angels calling
i need a savor
i forgave her
cut me with a razer
you ripped me up like paper

i'll see you later
fix your behavior
i don't hate ya
i want you to do better

decay (gumi & karasu)

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