i love my gf as per usual
cover by https://www.instagram.com/everyymomentt/

how i rly feel (bmud)

Produced and mixed by me 

We all know I'm not perfect
Running through these loops, yeah im hurtin
I can't even.. it's not worth it
I can't even.. it's not worth it
And you know damn well you don't deserve it
And you know damn well you don't deserve it
Yeah I changed the game, yeah I curved it
You been tellin lies, I'm not stupid I done heard it
Yuh
I can tell you're nervous
Like a sleeping dragon need my rest, don't disturb it
She took 1 look at me, she said I'm perfect
And no I'm not Chief Keef but I earned it
I put the key in and I turn it
I got taught lots of lessons yea I learned it
Feel like my fates already determined
It's the end, It's the end, gotta close the curtain
Don't come in, Don't come in, unless you are certain
Like honestly, I know you been lurkin
Don't lie to me, That's what i'm asserting
Say you don't want me, but you keep on flirtin
I don't really get it, I don't wanna listen
You won't accept it, look at what you missing
Needa find a new world that I can exist in
Feel like I'm bleeding, Like i did my wrist in
I don't really get why you're so persistent
In doing everything wrong, I need some distance
I can feel your energy and theres lots of resistance
Sometimes i feel like theres no place for my existence
Yeah, I blame myself too much
They tryna get down like they knew us
Needa find a place, need a new one
But I don't got no where to run

Huh?

https://open.spotify.com/track/2i20pz0OcoTsOD6CV81Xvu?si=741546d10b774ce1 

feat @820 prod @1luvpurp



Lyrics : 
got me dying for her
i guess i got what i deserve 
i understand i know it hurts
i understand i know it hurts
i understand you wanna go
girl just kill me first
come and do it now
leave me 6 feet in the dirt
leave me 6 feet in the ground
cuz girl when you're not around
my tears they start coming out
my heart it's been screaming loud
i'm a loser i'm a mess i'm just trynna make you proud
just leave me behind with the rest until i'm fading out

glass tears on my face i'm so see through
girl i feel a certain type of way
tell me do you feel it too
tell me do you think about me, do you hope that we'll pull through
got my bloody gems on you, hope you know i want you

stab me where it hurts
let the pages burn
i will never learn 
waiting for my turn

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hurts w/ Nosgov (Luvpurp)

prod @1luvpurp & @friendly

https://open.spotify.com/track/3saB6JiQAhTlPmISzHoJ96?si=a0be6f4b2f454be5

Lyrics :

trynna keep my head down
i just wanna keep my eyes closed
my life like a shit show
I'll see you at the front row

baby i just want you here
chalice filled with bloody tears
just drink it up girl don't be scared
you're not going anywhere

promise that you care about it
i hope you know i care about it
i don't wanna say goodbye to you
you're not just anybody
baby put your love on me
i can feel my flesh rotting
tomorrow I'll be dead prolly
she'll be laying with my dead body

i don't wanna wake up 
i don't wanna wake-
for you i don't wanna wait
there's blood splattered on my face
let me bite through you
tell me how you feel
cuz I'm feeling you
if you go i don't want to wait
for you I'll do anything

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Die with me (friendly & luvpurp)

lyrics: 

@222bino
girl ya 
own my heart
own my soul
eres la unica persona
que necesito yo 
en mi vida 
girl i need ya 

so bby lemme tell u 
dnt go away 
plz stay wit me always
mi corazon sin ti no brilla
eres la unica que ilumina 
mi alma

@kairo6k
baby could i call u mine~
mayb we could try~

camera flash cus yea we on top yea when we walkout
jus spent a bag yk i make it back nd its no doubt

take u where u wnna go
what do i gotta show
i would do it all for u
u my only one yea
baby we cn hav some fun yea
baby ill make time for u like anytime u want yea~

@coldspades
buy u anything u want, anything u need
every day u look so perfect, like something from a dream
spent ur rent up on my fit, i put this on with ease
baby please dont play with me, cause ur the one i need

yea we walking out saks fifth idk what i spent there
i know that they hate me but i really just dont care
got too many brands, i dont know what to wear
when we walk into the spot u know that they all stare yea

don't go + kairo, coldspades (kidu)

additional production by h3artch3rades

there wasn't too much to say
only thing that i could say
it's been a long time coming for me
god took one look and said you ain't where you supposed to be
another lost soul to keep the devil's men company
he stripped the halo and the wings from me yeah
trumpets and angels that were weeping over me
feeling the fires and the burning beneath (inside)
i heard the words that said you're right where you're supposed to be

i know the lord's keeping secrets from me
but know i'm trying to try to keep the devil away from me
i don't know what it was that's keeping me peace inside
but i can't going knowing i'll never go
through the fires and trials and tribulations
through the hardships, heartbreaks, and the hard things
pressing my skull against the wall until i'm blacking out
moving in silence but i just can't figure it out

trapped four walls and i'm closed in in silence
covered in clothes that hide signs of violence
nowhere to run to
nowhere to hide in
trapped in four corners of my mind don't tell nobody

what it was i experienced on the deep end
am i wrong for trying to find what i'm seeking
trying to hear the words i never heard before
trying to find out if i was even good for

i know the lord's keeping secrets from me
but know i'm trying to try to keep the devil away from me
i don't know what it was that's keeping me peace inside
but i can't going knowing i'll never go
through the fires and trials and tribulations
through the hardships, heartbreaks, and the hard things
pressing my skull against the wall until i'm blacking out
moving in silence but i just can't

god looked at me and said (prod.soma & dose)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
Prod. DreamBoi x 7mamoruprod7

said u love me but ur bluffing 
think this bitch insane treat me like im nothing at all
to u does it even matter 
now that we're thru hope ur heart is shattered 

lost in this thought 
i follow the rabbit how deep does it go
and ur throwing stones in a house made of glass so watch ur step 
ur obsessed!!!

wanted to be Juliet
i feel js like hamlet 
toxic love story u and me 
not part of the scene 
or of the script 
poison on ur lips

and it was never meant to last 
looked for a way out but i dont understand 
why i dig deeper and deeper again 
i still feel u under my skin

dont wna fight with u 
but ill bring u down with me 
if i have to
u love it when i bleed 
run away with YOU?? 
i think this bitch is CRAZY!!
after everything u cant rlly blame me

u play these games 
drive me insane 
get a grip 
on the edge dont slip 
i feel trapped in this 
on the floor im sick nauseous 
i feel sick

glass house

produced by @spiritblossom @cloudbxy1 
take a chance with me
girl I got the recipe
shawty wanna lay with me
show me a better way
lets make some memories
that you'll never forget
tell me if you feel the same
Im not the type to play

is this just a fantasy
am I just lost in the sea
theres something inside me missing
Im still picking up the pieces
imma have to carry on
or Imma keep on running away
til my lungs give up, smoking on this loud

Girl you drive me crazy
You my angel come and save me
cure the poison in my brain
for you I would take the pain

chance

chance (spirit + cloudbxy)

@ssh1be
@so-r-u

lately i feel like im not enough no
i dont recognize myself but i dont know how
it doesnt matter if i try i always fall down
situations change, i feel the same now
x2

im just sick and tired of the fake love
they always switch on me thats something i cant make up :/
cant waste time, i got none for you to take up
i know you’ll leave and thats something im afraid of
i hate it all i wanna run away
i need something to make me feel ok
i cant look in the mirror, hate my face
everything that i did was all a waste

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not enough (ssh1be & cranes)

Produced by K4nji
Vocals by me + @hollons
^shoutout these guys that made this fun song possible
(◕‿◕✿)

Stream link: soon

Lyrics:
sori
Know we just met the other day alright
I usually turn the other way cause I’m used to catching eyes
But you just seemed so easy to keep sights on
And I think you might just be my next mistake yeah
It’s a possibility
But you're not used to girls like me
You're not used to ones that know that they are all that
See you when the sun rise
Then want to see you all night
And you don’t know what that’s like
Could I show you tonight ?

You think you figured me out
“You know what I’m all about”
You don’t know what you’re doing
You’re way in over your head
I thought this was just a crush
I hope we don’t fall in love
I don’t know what we’re doing
We were supposed to be just friends

hollons
But we could be way more than that
You think you know me
You think that I'm all bad
You know I hope to get the chance
to take you out tonight
and show you who I am

"I could see through you"
that's what you told me but
I could see through you too
Try to ignore it 'cause I love the way you move
You might just be my next mistake
You'll make me wish for better days
Oh girl I know it

🔁

not enough (ssh1be & cranes)

coldspades

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