Chaotic Neutral creatures follow their whims, holding their personal freedom above all else. Many rogues and bards are chaotic neutral.

A DoD allusion and a true reflection of how I see the world – Chaotic Neutral is the character I choose, and the one I can’t seem to shake. A grey world full of whispers and whims, a life path that’s neither pure good nor pure evil. It just… is. And it just… continues. If you were to turn that feeling into a poem, you might end up with this song. Close your eyes... and you’ll see the free, grey world stretching out ahead of you.

Chaotic Neutral is the 5th release from fairy mellow pixie &Tilly and garage-influenced dream god BlauDisS (https://fanlink.to/blaudiss) – another step in their quiet, deliberate movement toward a collaborative album. 


MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/Ib7uVKnLoOo
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4QX4Vhd32DsYiXXI5xz0Vh
Apple: https://music.apple.com/us/song/chaotic-neutral/1808056592


Chaotic Neutral lyrics:

Do you see..?
Do you hear..?
Do you feel it..?

How d’you think of me?

Make me wish
Make me think in grey
Chaos and pain
Lives I’ve never lain with

Make me good
The neuter of it all
Is wrong and vain
Now, make me wanna stay

A whim
I was…
A chaotic neutral 
A host

A whim
I was…
Chaotic neutral 
Now

Lost

Do you see..?
Do you hear..?
Do you feel it..?
Do you feel it..?

Lost in wisps
Free me from my path
Predict or prey on
Heart I couldn’t pay for

Make it worth
The while that’s gone for good
Is real, or lies
Let’s… leap into the skies

A whim
Make me wanna…
I was

A chaotic neutral 
Make me wanna stay…
A host

A whim
Make me wanna stay…
I was
Chaotic neutral

Chaotic Neutral

Chaotic Neutral [BlauDisS x &Tilly]

razor blade (prod. NetuH)

My Name Is Ruin

My Name Is Ruin (Live at the Electric Ballroom)

The pillars of existence — both physical and metaphysical — collapse. Temples turn to dust, rivers vanish into void, and the laws of time shatter, weaving past, present, and future into a frenzy of chaos. Life becomes impossible, but death is unreachable. The world transforms into a nightmare, reality dissolving into the terror of eternal decay. People, beasts, even stars lose their shape, devoured by a current with no beginning, no end — only an endless fall into nothing.

Eye of Eternity

Collapse of the Pillars

Finally, “Catharsis,” the final track of the EP, is the realization of the journey, its culmination, the end or the beginning of another. The purification is complete and we are free to continue on our journey. This is, in fact, the foundation of the project itself: a feeling of relaxation and lightheartedness where the music transports you, unhurriedly, into a world of meditation, relaxation, and stillness.

Hope you all enjoyed this little trip, see you tomorrow for my Halloween special release!

Catharsis

Individuation

Lyrics:

I walked this world with empty hands,
No crown, no throne, no promised land.
Just faded dreams and a crooked smile,
Trying to matter… if just for a while.
I gave what I had, left the rest to fate,
Loved too loud, and learned too late.
Now I’m staring down the great unknown,
And wondering if I ever shone.

Will I be an echo when I’m gone,
A fading line in a forgotten song?
Did I burn bright, or fade too long,
Will they mourn, or just move on?
Was I fire, or just the smoke?
A whispered name no one spoke?

Tell me…will I echo when I’m gone?

I see faces when I close my eyes,
A light in the dark that never dies.
They took a man with a heart of stone,
Gave me a life I was proud to own.
They saw the passion beneath the war,
The broken soul behind the roar.
If you're the voice when I am done,
Then maybe I won’t come undone.

Will I be an echo when I’m gone,
A fading line in a forgotten song?
Did I burn bright, or fade too long,
Will they mourn, or just move on?
Was I fire, or just the smoke?
A whispered name no one spoke?

Tell me…will I echo when I’m gone?

I’ve made my peace with the closing sky,
No tears to shed, no need to lie.
The hands I’ve held, the truths I gave,
Will rise like fire above my grave.
The winds may shift, the world moves on,
But echoes linger when the man is gone.
So let them come, let silence call,
There’s no fear in my heart for my final fall.

Will I be an echo when I’m gone,
A fading line in a forgotten song?
Did I burn bright, or fade too long,
Will they mourn, or just move on?
Was I fire, or just the smoke?
A whispered name no one spoke?

Tell me…will I echo when I’m gone?

Will I be an echo when I’m gone,
A fading line in a forgotten song?
Did I burn bright, or fade too long,
Will they mourn, or just move on?
Was I fire, or just the smoke?
A whispered name no one spoke?

Tell me…will I echo when I’m gone?

Echo

COLD STARE

CROSS PURPOSES

🔻 Lyrics

Verse 1:
Voodoo—it's all you do
No charm, no shame
Just a blacked-out truth
Your house of cards, now falling through
Afraid to catch your own eye
Denied, denied, denied
Corrupted mind—no patch in sight
Lost call, lost soul
It's all on you now

Chorus:
I sink down, don't speak up now
Judge this thought, it's all I got
Voices ring but none are loud
Drown this heart, it's turning rot
Sink down under—blame my name
This curse is all I've got
(Sink... sink... sink...)
(Echo: Sink down, sink down...)

Verse 2:
I tried—fuck it
I cried—fuck it
Was sad—fuck it
Was mad—fuck it
I'm glad it's not you I have
Dollars stacked, still not worth the cause
Loops play on, sick repeat
Deleting thoughts like files on heat
Drag and drop—deny and lie

Chorus:
I sink down, don't speak up now
Judge this thought, it's all I got
Voices ring but none are loud
Drown this heart, it's turning rot
Sink down under—blame my name
This curse is all I've got
(Sink... sink... sink...)
(Build: Voices fading, sink...)

Bridge 1:
Waited so long just to see this die
Mind on tour, no rest at night
Pounding chest, no breath left
Just echoes screaming, dreams collapse

Bridge 2:
I don't have our memories anymore
Self-made drip—did the trick
At-home kit, quick snip
Brain wiped, now I'm new—who are you?

Verse 3:
You saw me fall, and waved
Saw my pain, and moved on
Saw my hand, and let it fade
Alone, circling the sink
Begging this drain to drink me
Drugs and sex a way to release

Bridge 3:
People want to talk to fame
Cribs be crazy
Drenched in filth and rich—going once, going twice—your soul is sold, hope he's nice!
Pretend, depend, hang on him
Split spread and bread—was that the plan?
That's how you jam? That's your scam?

Breakdown:
Act layered, but you got nothin' to pull back
Your deep throat tricks: “Look what I can do” and filler tracks
Vocabulary locked on "Brova"— “I know… right”?
Your whole act? Get a mirror, reflect back
Silver spoons and elite waste
Entry-level lies in a plastic case
Sliding doors, fake grace—wide enough to hide a whole damn face
Another bad lay, he tried to pay
Packed nose, benzos—ask him, he knows

Verse 4:
No pact, no chain, no holy name
Just me, a beast, off-leash, untamed
You stitched a wound just to twist the thread
Smiled wide—while I bled in bed
Look at you—wrapped in plastic
Watch me rise while your life folds
My scars? They talk louder than yours
My pain? It kicks down closed doors

Final Chorus:
I sink down—no, I rise now
Carved from pain, I wear the crown
You thought I'd fold, thought I'd drown
But I built a throne from battlegrounds
Sink down? Not anymore
This war? I'm walking out the door
(Rise... rise... rise...)


Outro:
Sink down no more... rise and walk away


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Static's in my veins, pulse ticks like a bomb
Airwaves choke, suffocate the calm
Your chart-top lies, they're sugar in a needle
Feed 'em poison, call it pop cathedral

Fangs out, bite the hand that feeds
Plastic gods preach a gospel of greed
Slick suits, dripping in counterfeit charm
Break their antennas, set off alarms


F*** your radio songs, your sanitized trash
Whitewashed melodies, they burn to ash
We ain’t tuning in, we’re breaking the dial
F*** your radio songs, they’re toxic bile


(Yeah, yeah) Static in the system
(Yeah, yeah) Screaming in the friction


Glitch in the matrix, I spit with a vengeance
Lyrics like daggers, cutting through pretensions
Minds enslaved by a four-chord plague
We torch the playlist, let the frequencies rage

Bassline stomps like boots on your throat
Synths scream murder, the devil took notes
Rip the signal, tear down the towers
Noise revolution, rise in the hours

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ColdStarr blends emo trap emotion with alt-grunge grit, wrapping it in haunting melodies and hooks that linger long after the song ends. Every track drips with atmosphere—bass that rattles the chest, vocals that cut through the dark, and lyrics that feel like secrets you weren’t meant to hear.

Melancholy you can sing along to.


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