Hang yourself because you cant have her
Everything is a disaster
cold world where nothing matters
Take your pills obey your masters

Someday youll realize that everything here sucks
Someday well all be fine because soon well bite the dust

Hang my head cause im a failure
Too far gone to really care
Every night death calls my name
I dont wanna live here another day

Why is it all so hard
How do i go on
Where do i go from here
I think im too far gone

At least this lifes not forever
I dont care fuck it whatever
At least this lifes not forever
I dont care fuck it whatever

Why is it all so hard
How do i go on
Where do i go from here
I think im too far gone

Too Far Gone

h4rtbrkr - fuck u (demo)

i know you hate it but im alive and im healthy

free download

go back to quarantine

obviously i am on my own
i push away from me 
than sit in my home

i like to think of ways 
i could break her bones

then shove her body inside my stove

i will not solve my problems without 
my coke 
bc i hate my breathe so ill fill my nose

im gonna shoot myself 
when im feeling low

because i hate my guts
and thats how life goes

i think it really sucks 
that i broke my phone

and it really sucks 
that my bodys cold

why do i have always have something wrong

why cant we just get along

oh shit a motherfucking ghost boy
walk up on his body beat him down and break his nose boy
i dont needa talk cause imma slit his fucking throat boy
i just like to disappear thats why i am a ghost boy

shove her body inside my stove - overtonight

i know i cant do anything right
fucked up once, i was gone from ur life
said you'd always be by my side
i now know that you're full of lies
there's still something about you i cant get out my mind
im thinking about you, but im left behind
i just miss when we used to talk and
ik that i wont ever forget
hate the thought of you, i think and i get upset
i was in the wrong now i was i wish that i could be dead
dont wanna look back, so many things i regret
too much going on and im feeling so embarrased
we could talk it out, but u act like im a ghost now
everytime i see u i get anxious, im so scared now
ik its over now
i feel so burnt out
cant get u out my head
ik u want me dead x_x

PRODUCED BY me plz do not tell me i accidently rewrote another song yet again

it's over

og before i changed it with slightly changed lyrics and higher pitched instrumental

cant have you og version

single while u guys wait for my ep
(got inspired to make this from a yt beat i produced this tho)
lyrics:
chorus:
Lately ive been feelin useless
Nothing seems to go my way
But i gotta suck it up
Cus nobody gaf
Even when i feel like i wanna quit

verse:
all my life just filled with lies i dont wanna do this anymore
always mad or always sad i keep on going but just what for?
always seem to wonder whats wrong with me
my friends dont stay they always leave
and i always seem to wonder why im so naive
this worlds not real its make believe

chorus repeats then solo

degenerate

prod me
lyrics:
@coldwntr 
waste my summer in no time
ill leave this whole world behind
my life means nothing to me
2 more months its getting boring X2

@holdmetillicry
its awful, i don't wanna do it at all
i hate your guts and the way you talk
don't know my worth, always get withdrawls
they'll find my body in the rocks
she's taking off her clothes i'm getting really nervous
cuz i'm so ugly, she's so cute, and i'm imperfect

my part repeat again x2