My life is void of direction or meaning
Outside im calm but inside im screaming
Inside my house is where i stay
Nothing out there ever seems like a good play

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Nothing i do will ever be enough
Ill never fill the void with any amount of stuff
Nothing i do will ever fix this shit
Ive tried way too hard to amount to just this

Everyday i let down my family
Im so depressed and you know that im planning
To kill myself in a matter of years
No one will miss me when im not here

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Fuck This

its not fair the way you part your hair
the way you look at me the way that i stare
i see you everywhere and its hard to get over
i see you all the time does it get easy when we're older
and she'd say

doot da doot da doot
does that make sense to you to you to you
i never had a clue a clue a clue
i love her only you oh you oh you 
i love her only you

so please come over over over over
please come over over over over
we'll get older older older older
we'll get older older older older
i'll get older

i love you

will return to punk sound soon jst trying new stuff
nothing i can do all day i jst sit and rot
i dont really want ur help u treat me like a snob
i knew that u had plans ill just say i forgot
i dont really like u and i dont wanna talk
i know its unhealthy but i get lost in my thoughts
im a fukin creep think im always in the wrong
and i dont want ur help no i dont want ur help
you dont know shit think ill fix it by myself

i don't want your help

idk i didnt prod this kinda bad song
im so stuck up on u
and idk what to do
ive been like this for a while
swear ur the reason i smile
its been hard cus u dont care
about me and its not fair
ill still dream of us while i play with ur hair
but no matter how i try im just not ur typa guy
why dont u care how i feel at all?
and no matter what i do u still wouldnt have a clue
about all the things i do for uuu

stuck up

Produced by holdmetillicry and coldwntr
Vocals mixed by holdmetillicry
Lyrics:

@holdmetillicry
you make me wanna die
you make me wanna die
i think ill kms
cause my whole life is a lie
commiting suicide
and i dont even know why
cuz i just wanna feel something instead of rot

the way u drive me crazy
dont think ill live at 80
girl i just want ur love but u been acting shady

and girl im sorry that i forgot to take u out
but im a loser , sit online , what i write about
ill cut my wrists just watch me bleed i wont make a sound
i think ill kms tonight and im sorry 

@coldwntr
swear ur Love drives Me crazy
swear I want Ur Love so badly
Dont know what it'd take for you to like me back
I'd give you my life, I wont ever look back
You seem to not care latelyyyyyy 
i know u dont notice meeeeeee :///
Visions of what we Could Beeee<#33
just know that For You Id bleed

@holdmetillicry
and i can't work at all
baby i just wanna lay in bed zzz
i took 20 fucking pills to get you right outside my head
but it didn't even work, so i just think of you again
i think ill kms tonight and im sorry 

you make me wanna die
you make me wanna die
i think ill kms
cause my whole life is a lie
commiting suicide
and i dont even know why
cuz i just wanna feel something instead of rot

(ALL PLATS) for you, i bleed w/ coldwntr

lyrics:
gonna take my life
on a cold december night 
there's no reason why
i guess it just feels right :P
i hope you miss my warmth
remember how you'd ignore
all my cries for help
and it got to the point 
where i no longer know 
how to express myself
how to express myself
how to express myself
how to express myself

kill myself, brains all on the wall
such a shame you ignored my call
you're so mean when you're talking to me 
really makes me wonder if you'll even miss me



cold december night

blame it on you

prod me 

@coldwntr
why am I afraid to talk to you?
your eyes so bright it strikes a mood
idk when 2 make my move
so ill just sit and think of you X2

@humanendeavour
im so obsessed, obsessed
SOS your the prettiest
im just a mess, a mess
why do you want someone hideous
im so stressed, stressed
i cant take anything serious
your just a guest, a guest
you dont have to be mysterious X2

so obsessed w/ humanendeavour

buy here bros show lov

Alone (gehmstone & slumpedsnoopy)

EmoBilly🖤(prod. by JessieRosse)

im never speaking again
too much dumb shit that ive said
so much dumb shit in my head
i would be better off dead
i would be better off gone
i am a fucking retard
i fuck everything up
i make my life so hard

spaz attack, i didnt mean to say that
spaz attack, so many things i cant take back

im never making new friends
my life has come to an end
people think i am a sped
why am i so retarded
just put me in the grave
i dont know how to behave
i cant communicate
i am a fucking dumbass

spaz attack, i didnt mean to say that
spaz attack, so many things i cant take back

spaz attack spaz attack
didnt mean to fucking say that
spaz attack spaz attack
too many things that i cant take back