feat. @bruude
prod by CHXEU
mix by CHXEU
artwork by CHXEU

lyrics:
Bruude Part
Life is so messed up empty and dead
Got everything wrong with this world in my head
I’m working my ass off where the fuck has it led
I’m still in this bitch with the pain that I bled
I’m not telling my story no one cares in the end
Cut out your tongue bitch don’t call me your friend 
Biting the bullet sounds like a plan
Off to the den

Life’s been long enough 
Cold steel against my head
Why do it always hurt
I want it all to end

Bang goes the glock 
As I’m drifting away 
I hear no talk
And I’m feeling no pain
It’s finally quiet 
My peace been attained 
Can’t even remember your face when I try
I’m so happy that tears falling down 
Look in the mirror I actually cry
Release all the pain that I built up inside
It’s funny how death got me feeling alive




CHXEU Part
Working Trying my best
but sometimes everything seems so far away
this pressure of life in everything
push me off the cliff
break me
end all this hurt 
end all this pain
don't look at me
I just want my end
my mind overflows
my anxiety crushes me
this emptiness increases
the darkness dominates me
I do not want to die
I do not want to loose
I want to win
but i have no choice
this blood that runs through my veins
I feel it's in vain
my mind kills me
my mind sinks me
my life does everthing for me to give up
bipolarity, insufficiency
voices in the mind
everyday every time

LAST BREATH feat. BRUUDE

feeling silly silly aint been really willing 
for a lilly lilly wont give her achilles 
need a milly milly so the river filling 
breed my billing billing so the liver spilling 
shop pop it flopping vamp in zone 
rocket lock in shock lamp in bones 
burned my burned my brain chromosomes 
cant find cant find my way back home 
ambient seroquel imma fight off the sleep your belittling is cute spreading bruise for a fee
magnify where it hides then its back to the sheep 
slowly steep in the tea electric shock chicken beaks

charred lamb w/ biv + ripkarter [prod. hxlx + frosttt]

Artwork by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Produced by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Mixed by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Vocals by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)

Lyrics:

wrapping my skin with layers of dirt bitch
putting some mud in my fresh deep wounds 
i tearing my nails to fucking escape this 
well of despair that want me to frost 

I don't wanna rot in state of much distress 
but on my hands are holes of pus 
im trying to scream and climb off my mistakes 
But this dirt flows into my mouth

this pit is laughing at me
it's laughing on all my attempts, fuck 
this pit is laughing at me but
i keep on my creeping along to the light but stuck 

this pit is laughing at me 
it's laughing on all my attempts oh fuck 
i don't wanna die of this shit and 
i keep on my creeping along to the light from dark

i just wanna leave 
all i want is breaking these walls apart 
no one speaks to me 
cuz this well is deep as mother's womb 

and i just wanna leave 
all i want is breaking these walls like bomb 
don't tryna speak to me 
my mindset is so sick as fucking plague

and i just wanna leave 
and all i want is breaking these walls apart 
no one speaks to me 
cuz this well is so deep as mother's womb 

and i just wanna leave 
and all i want is breaking these walls like bomb 
don't tryna speak to me 
cuz my mindset is dying im sick and it's lethal as plague

and this well is absorbing emotions and kindness 
im lurk in this circle that getting so small
and i feel like my bones breaking of all this pressings 
its pressing so hard so my guts throwing up

all this well of despair was awaiting for my head 
it's feeding my flesh and it's drinking my blood 
there's my soul and my hopes that were drowned in depressing 
reflection of me in this water and mud

hollow mind. — Well Of Despair [Prod. ABXMINVTIXN]

HDWAV 5.1 - SW33TT 3V1L DRR11LLL 0FF1C14L R3M1X FT TYPHON - Dome Splitta

zonedout - OBFUSCATED VOID (prod. phntmzn bR)

@ys57 and I threw a collab together for the Prxz sample challenge

@prxz @prxz @prxz

SELF DESTRUCT w/ Y$57

زه هرڅه ماتوم،
زما ډک خپل دماغ کې دننه کړئ
زه ستا د انا له خوا خفه شوی یم
هرڅوک یو شان دي
خوني رنګونه
نازک رګونه
زه نه غواړم د تیورۍ پواسطه
زما ګوتې ستا مخ ته ماته کړه
ما په هیڅکله په لومړي ځای کې نده ورکړې
وګورئ ډیمین ډمی
ایا نه فکر کوئ چې دا شیان مجازات دي؟
دا پلار او مور مور ته ورسیږئ
اما د دوی په بدن باندی حق دی
یو بل ځوړنده سوری
په دې ایم ایف کې
په ورو ورو احساسات ډیر سخت فشار لري
کله چې زه دا له لاسه ورکوم نو اډوکی یې مینه کوله

زه غواړم ټوټه ټوټه کړم     

https://open.spotify.com/artist/48HATvpVlBbwZN1qs15w7a

Mental Breakdown (Prod. Deaf)

KILL EBOLA - DEATHSPELL [PROD. COLE THE KING]

THANK YOU TO ALL WHO HELPED ME WITH THIS ALBUM

prod landfill

lyrics:

imma start shit
i will break shit
i dont really give a fuck bout the hate bitch
imma make shit
i wont wait bitch
dont tell me you wanna come but i dont say shit

fuck the fake shit
imma make shit
i dont care what u think and what u say bitch
imma make shit
i will break shit
i dont really give a fuck bout the hate bitch

9. FAKE SHIT (FT. PAPA SLEEP) [PROD. LANDFILL]

How to build the apprehension engine
You will need:
- Some glue
- A saw
+ a few more items which are listed below

@yakthegod
@fuckapache
@drear26
@amaymxn
@grimlymusic
@lvstforpain
@oniinc
@hxstile
@dytenna
@lost ultra

I'm forever grateful for all the friends who contributed to this project that has been ongoing since November 2019