i'm back

composition, instrumentation, production all by me and @brakence

[Verse 1]
brakence
It's oversaturated
Lock in adrenaline
I'm so detached and jaded
This shit'll spread me thin

Colliding With Mars
I'm unsteady
Bypassing a firewall
I think I'm running out of options
What I'd give to say I'm not involved
Whatever changes, I remain a target

brakence & Colliding With Mars
And they're telling me "boy, you just gotta let go"
But I just stick to the ceiling like mental velcro
Cause what I thought was an answer was just an echo
I did the deed but my spirit's still in the escrow

Colliding With Mars
El problema siempre es el dinero
Yo quiero sexo en exceso
I want to shed this
Constant, unvaried
Looping hell

[Chorus]
brakence & Colliding With Mars
Fucked up, no luck
I'm in a rut
Stuck, disgusted and I'm

[Verse 2]
Colliding With Mars
I never thought to try (go, go, go-go)
Something to kiss the sky (go, go, go-go)
I'm in a thought loop using dream logic
To solve a math equation in the dark
I'm in the dark
I can't find my way

brakence
You're not my enemy
And from my head to my heart
I just can't hold it back
In the cathedral, torn and imbibed
I'm begging for stretching hands
I had the faith you'll swim through the depths
And pull me from mud to land

Colliding With Mars
Requiem æternam dona ei
Domine, amén

[Chorus]
brakence & Colliding With Mars
Fucked up, no luck
I'm in a rut
Stuck, disgusted and I'm

Brightness of Vega (feat. brakence)

MEDIA (feat. brakence)

IS (feat. brakence)

Clementine

It All Comes Out In The Wash

Infantilization Errors

Perish Song

Salvation

Let Them Kill Me

Tryhard

Whore of the Orient

MEDIA IS GOD (feat. brakence) [7 min. version]

SPOTIFY: https://fanlink.to/OurPatchoftheEarth
BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/our-patch-of-the-earth

dedicated to you

written by christian james and kaylie genton
produced and performed by colliding with mars
vocals by kaylie genton
this song is not mixed lol

lyrics: 
crystal buildings on the moon
cause, my heart floats when i'm with you
and the lights shine brighter than the stars
they let me know just where you are
and grass grows in the sidewalk paths
and just like that 
i'm in love
so baby, baby please
please hold me
so baby please
please love me on Sunday morning

our patch of the earth - single

our patch of the earth

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/3Gk7bGDdG2ECpvaADjpDJZ?si=UvOXLia7S-qaCdJbNy0iXg
BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/volcano

dedicated to you

written, composed by colliding with mars
lyrics, artwork by colliding with mars
mixed & mastered by colliding with mars
additional vocal engineering by @leorinda

lyrics:
Baby come around let me see your face
You don’t gotta act shy yeah I know my place
I’m a stand-up guy imma treat you right
Imma play you some guitar we’re gon make it a night
We’ll do what you want just gotta say so
Yeah we’ll be ballin all out or we can lay low

But she told me your darkest secret
And she’s making my head
Go round and round

And she’s making my head
Go round and round 
And she’s making my head
Go round and round 
You make me feel like I’m infinite
The touch of your skin is magnificent
And she’s making my head
Go round and round 

Volcano, volcano, volcano, anong ginagawa mo? 
My nerves are getting nonsensical 
I’m floating on a planet of your excess desire for me
When I’m in your arms, well I feel so damn free

But she told me your darkest secret
And she’s making my head
Go--

And she’s making my head
Go round and round 
And she’s making my head
Go round and round 
You make me feel like I’m infinite
The touch of your skin is magnificent
And she’s making my head
Go round and round

Volcano

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/34fTsMf5BlZP6bBlRJjdTM?si=otwkAm8OTMm0Y2qy_F2EqQ
BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/neon-tetra

dedicated to you

composed, produced by colliding with mars
mixed + mastered by colliding with mars
artwork and lyrics by colliding with mars
additional vocal engineering by @leorinda

lyrics:
Everything is 
Better in my dreams 
Because you don’t have to worry 
About all the hardships that 
You encounter I wish you’d come sleep with me
The fruits of your labor have 
Always been sour but all wounds heal with time


[Chorus]
I’ll see you at the bottom 
You don’t gotta waste your time on yesterday
I’ll see you at the bottom 
You don’t gotta waste your time on yesterday
She moves, a bad thing
Baby, don’t you cry like this
You don’t wanna you don’t wanna let them see you this way
I’ll see you at the bottom 
You don’t gotta waste your time on yesterday

I’m giving myself far less 
and giving my all to be more selfless 
Ostentatious bearings cast aside 
As I cried against an ocean of light 
It’s easy to love you now 
But I’ll still love you when you’re old
And broken 
And the wind’s dried you out

[Chorus]

neon tetra

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/6JFEQfSWw4hB8p5dFtpcua?si=GWcHYHaMRYqjzs-5WTcrjw

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/keia-w-bluknight

this song was meant to be played loud

written & performed by colliding with mars & bluknight
additional vocal engineering by leorinda
addtional vocal by kaylie genton
artwork by colliding with mars

lyrics:

[verse 1]
pack your bags, we’re going south 
we’re going home 
make some friends, you’ve got time 
you’re moving slow 
learn to drive, get a job 
and cut it short 
with your deadbeat girlfriend 

you don’t know what the world 
will throw at you
you’re not a kid, so shut your mouth
and get a clue 
focus on, what we want 
it’s good for you
you’re moving too fast, too fast 

[pre-chorus]
uwu
and all this time I had you by my side
but you drown in silence
I came to life to find you 

[chorus]
but you drown in silence
I came to life to find you
but you drown in silence
I came to life to find you
fortune won’t you come my way
when I’ve got nothing more to say
but you drown in silence
I came to life to find you

[verse 2]
work harder, at this rate
you’ll never be 
good enough to get into 
the Ivy League
nowhere fast, is where you are
if you do not get up off your lazy ass

no real friends, no real job
nowhere to turn 
I was a punk, such a kid
who never learned 
but I have changed, with the help 
of all of you
thank you for making me something more

[pre-chorus]

[chorus]

oh, just tell me you don't love me anymore
anymore
oh, just let me off the hook and set the score
set the score

Keia (w/ bluknight)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/3JTplTrD1gTPE1CCy3Uxqx?si=B3ZOVsUIQwW9Pq7iH1Ve2w

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/foxgloves-w-bluknight

dedicated to you

produced and composed by @bbluknight & colliding with mars
mixed by colliding with mars & @lilpolearm
mastered by @lilpolearm
additional vocal engineering by @leorinda
lyrics and artwork by colliding with mars

lyrics:

[verse]
all these songs are a mystery to me 
I’m just tryna let it be 
I’m just tryna let it be, yeah
when she said I don’t have the energy 
I’m just tryna let her be
and let nothing come between us


[pre-chorus]
she said 
that she hurts herself and she wanna be somebody else
she said 
that she hates herself and she wants to be somebody else


[chorus]
should’ve said I don’t have the time 
out of sight and I’m out of mind
come around during wintertime 
doo doo doo haha i said doo doo


should’ve said I don’t have the time 
out of sight and I’m out of mind
come around during wintertime
doo doo haha i said doo doo lmao so wacky

[verse]

[bridge]
baby it’s cold outside
you can’t say that I didn’t try
you make me feel so odd
like foxgloves in the wintertime

[chorus]

Foxgloves (w/ bluknight)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/6mCDsp6lPkqEmzqunZAcmd?si=GHxG6-cSRzKDv7iE7cyyAg

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/how-to-stop-feeling-inadequate

dedicated to you

produced and composed by colliding with mars 
mixed and mastered by lil polearm and colliding with mars 
additional vocal engineering by leorinda 
artwork and lyrics by colliding with mars

lyrics:
[hook 1] 
how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step one; reach out, and let me into your heart 

how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step two; break down, it’s okay when you fall apart 

[verse] 
well it’s bout time 
you treat talking to others like it’s a war crime 
if you need somebody well I’m coming round the curbside 
you’re always super kind 
but you’re barely getting by 
I can see it in your eyes 
when you say you wanna die 

think you’re not enough for others but it’s not true 
there are people that do love you and won’t blame you 
yeah you’re barely getting by 
but I need you in my life 
cause you’re everything to me 
and I tell you all the time 

[bridge] 
I wanna tell you something before it’s too late 
(oh, oh, oh) 
you are so loved 

[hook 2] 
how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step three’s easy; give yourself time to rest 

how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step four is a chore, but; tell yourself you are great 

[verse] 

[bridge] 

[hook 3]

how to stop feeling inadequate

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/0MSjpt2F9WiVikGuIY5Q8Q?si=1YsH0KaORb61yu1TMqzb6w

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/weak-aversion-to-frost-w-bluknight

dedicated to you

composed and produced by colliding with mars & @bbluknight
mixed & mastered by @lilpolearm
additional vocal engineering by @leorinda
artwork by colliding with mars
lyrics & vocals by colliding with mars 
additional vocals by @ocoenia

lyrics:
Don’t hold your tongue baby say what you wanna say
Don’t wanna make you wait 
Don’t let it fade away
Don’t hold it back baby tell me how you wanna play
She sent me naked pictures from her neck down to her waist, oh
I need you now more than I ever did before
And your embrace
Takes me away
When we connect I feel as though I’m at home
I feel secure

When you call my name 
But your body language says what’s in your eyes
And you feel so warm when you don’t let go 
I don’t wanna say goodbye 
When you’re sat in the driveway 
Come on, tell me that you’re ok

When you’re sat in the driveway 
Come on, tell me that you’re ok
And the tears keep streaming down
And you can’t quite shake it now

Knock on my skull
Thinking of—
Racking my brain 
Wanting you safe
Don’t hold your tongue baby say what you wanna say
I feel secure 
I feel maintained

When you call my name 
But your body language says what’s in your eyes
And you feel so warm when you don’t let go 
I don’t wanna say goodbye 
When you’re sat in the driveway 
Come on, tell me that you’re ok

When you’re sat in the driveway 
Come on, tell me that you’re ok
And the tears keep streaming down
And you can’t quite shake it now

weak aversion to frost (w/ bluknight)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/7wPaF7s1HxSoT5cWrs0RAq?si=LFS52w0rR1u1t0gpA2MLtw

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/the-cutest-girl-in-hell-w-bluknight

dedicated to you

composed and produced by colliding with mars and bluknight 
mixed and mastered by lil polearm 
additional vocal engineering by leorinda 
lyrics by colliding with mars 

lyrics:
[Verse 1] 

If you’re gonna go and waste my time 
Go all the way 
Go all the way 
If you’re gonna go and waste your life 
Go all the way 
Go all the way 

You are not okay 
I feel your steadfast in your sway 
If I’m to take away the pain 
Would you still see the light of day? 
And you know 

[Pre-chorus] 
Diligence is best when served if 
With a cold fist and a gaze of death 

[Chorus] 
Feel you, hold you 
Be there for you 
Know you are more 
Than what 
They say you are 

Don’t go crying to yourself you’re the cutest girl in hell 
And hell is a state of mind 

[Verse 2] 
With your cigarette 
I feel your sense of self regret 
I know you stumble, but don’t fret 
I hope my gaze is less intense 
And I know 

[Pre-chorus] 

[Chorus]

the cutest girl in hell (w/ bluknight)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/2DZZm1GwYuRegXCGchopVg?si=MP1Ppb_tRmisFU0CH5_-7Q

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/apothecary

dedicated to you

produced and composed by colliding with mars 
mixed and mastered by lil polearm 
additional vocal engineering by leorinda 
lyrics by colliding with mars 
artwork by colliding with mars
additional vocals by ocoenia

lyrics:
[Chorus] 
La la la 
Throw me to the wayside 
In the morning there’s a cease fire 
Inertia, can’t fight it 
My own head, and silence 

[Verse 1] 
For the past 3 years 
I’ve been trapped in here 
And there’s angel tears 
Dripping down my windshield 
At my worst 
When you set me free 
You had shown me love 
Apothecary heal me 

And the way she walks around is so cold 
And the way you glow 
Baby girl don’t let me go 
And the way she holds me when it’s over 
Hold your composure 
Baby I won’t let you fold 

[Prechorus] 

OOOOOOOOOOOOH 

[Chorus] 

[Verse 2] 
And I know 
When I see your face 
When I feel your glow 
I will be okay 
But I need you most 
In the seas of night 
When there’s just a ghost 
Laying at my side 
And the way she walks around is so cold 
And the way you glow 
Baby girl don’t let me go 

[Bridge] 

OOOOOOOOOOOOOH 

[Chorus]

apothecary

dedicated to you

produced and composed by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by lil polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda
artwork and lyrics by colliding with mars

[Verse 1]
I don’t wanna wait here
All your motives unclear
I just want some piece of mind
But we’re running out of time
You’re just trying to circumvent
Immolate the evidence
Say that you won’t lie again 
Say it you won’t lie again
Please don’t make me wait
When there’s so just much to be said
There’s just so much pain and anger in the way you act

[Chorus]
Baby I’m sorry
On my knees I’m burning
Sugar I’m tired
My whole life on fire

[Verse 2]
Wish I was your favorite 
You don’t have to fake it
You don’t have to pity me
Just give me what I want and leave
I don’t wanna wait here
All your motives unclear
I just want some piece of mind
But we’re running out of time
Every passing second is just time we won’t get back
There’s just so much pain and anger in the way you act

[Chorus]

no one likes it when i'm sad

everything is ok 

written & performed by colliding with mars
produced by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda
cover art by colliding with mars


lyrics:

I’m gonna be a pop star 
So I can go make my mother proud of me
She never believed in the music industry
Every time I showed her one of my songs
She never really cared at all

[Chorus]
God damn
Just wanna see you in the crowd sometime
Because you’ve seen me break down one too many times tonight
And I know I haven’t been the greatest son
But I wanna prove that I’m the type
I’ll make it up to you

Quit your crying
Teach your son a lesson, quit your crying
I spent my whole life proving myself
To those who I’d never see again
Guess that’s something I get used to
But I’m moving on
Hindsight 20.20 when there’s something wrong

I just wanna be special to you

[Chorus]

Now when they all see me want a photo
How you even say that you’ve been so cold
I don’t wanna be here wanna go home
I just wanna go home
I don’t make as much as all my friends
When you say that wish that I was dead
I just wanna make my mom proud
But all she cares about is why I’m not the best now

I just wanna be special to you

[Chorus]

I’m gonna be a pop star so I can go make my mother proud

my mom doesn't believe in me

dedicated to you

written + performed by colliding with mars
produced by colliding with mars
mixed + mastered by polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda
cover art by colliding with mars + adrelix

lyrics:

I could never hurt you
So I’ll keep your name a secret
But I’m cursing under my breath
Cause I know I blew my chances
Not like it could ever work out
But the thought of it seems so nice
And I miss the times that we spent
Staring at the stars above my bed
The thoughts of you are fleeting
But all the same are swarming my head
I don’t want to be a burden
I just want you here in my bed

All the time we shared
All the time we shared

And even though you aren’t dying
I’ll carry a piece of you with me forever
But for now we’re just two lions in the rain
Waiting for the summer to close out

two lions in the rain

LISTEN ON SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/59CywC3libzFJgQYO33do5?si=Mdfv-LICRJi2IahZ0dof3g

ALL TRACKS WRITTEN, RECORDED, PRODUCED, COMPOSED, AND PERFORMED BY COLLIDING WITH MARS EXCEPT TRACK 1 PRODUCED BY COLLIDING WITH MARS + OCOENIA AND TRACK 2 WRITTEN AND RECORDED BY COLLIDING WITH MARS, DEMXNTIA AND FATS’E

ORIGINAL ARTWORK BY ADRELIX AND COLLIDING WITH MARS

MIXED AND MASTERED BY POLEARM
ADDITIONAL VOCAL ENGINEERING BY LEORINDA

DEDICATED TO YOU

COLLIDING WITH MARS IS CHRISTIAN JAMES + GOLD

MENTAL BREAKDOWN IN SLOW MOTION

SANDGEM TOWN

HEIRLOOM (feat. demxntia & fats'e)

never ask me for anything ever again

please listen to this song on any major DSP instead of soundcloud:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/collidingwithmars1/heirloom-remix

written by Colliding With Mars, shinigami, Supachefm, polearm, Savage Ga$p, 93FEETOFSMOKE & fats'e
produced by Colliding With Mars, 93FEETOFSMOKE & polearm
mixed & mastered by polearm

lyrics:

[Verse 1: Colliding With Mars]
I'm sorry for the way I treated you (Oh)
And I’m sorry for the way it fell apart
What a day, what a day
I'm sorry that I took than to let you suffocate
I can never be stronger
Staring at the seams; goner
I'm breaking, I’m facing the end of my mind
This head rush will make me crash
Sedate me, I'm wasting
I feel the impact
This heirloom won’t bring me back
I'm sorry for the way I treated you (Oh)
And I’m sorry for the way it fell apart
I didn't mean to break you in half
I just don't love you anymore

[Bridge: shinigami]
I'm screaming to the sky for one chance
I'll do what I can to make this last

[Verse 2: supachefm]
And I promised you girl, that it's all for good riddance
And I'm scared of the scene when we go and first meet and I have to go and break the ice
Wait, it's the last straw
Gotta smoke a couple buds when I'm pissed off
Oh wait, might just fly away, girl
Every time I'm high, think I contemplate girl

[Interlude: Savage Ga$p]
And after all you hate me
Ay, I never thought that we'd come home
To lay with you now
Ay, but I don't wanna let you go (Ooh)
Why am I alone now?
Falling in the snow, woah (Ooh)
But I don't wanna let you go
I call you on the phone, you just wanna let me go (Ooh)
I can't only get there myself

[Verse 3: shinigami & supachefm]
Laying awake and I'm wasting away
Thinking 'bout you and it's ruining my day
And I told you I'd wanted to meet in the backstreets
I'm still embarrassed from when you had asked me
Burn it all down, you been watching me spiral
I haven't felt like myself in a while
And I try and retrieve just some space just to breathe
Can't we just meet all alone on the scene tonight?

[Verse 4: polearm]
I could say that I’m feeling alright, yeah
But lately I've been feeling you don’t got the same vibe, yeah
You act like you don’t care when I say that I'm there
I was tearing it out so I cut off my hair
And you don't feel a single thing, oh no

[Outro: fats'e & 93FEETOFSMOKE]
It's alright, it's alright
No it's fine, no it's fine
Just leave me here, it's alright
Guess that it's cool, guess that I'm fine
I know I'm lying, I know I'm lying
I know, I don't, I don't, I don't like
Just leave me here, it's alright

HEIRLOOM REMIX (feat. shinigami, Supachefm, polearm, Savage Ga$p, 93FEETOFSMOKE & fats'e)

look before you leap

written & performed by colliding with mars
produced by colliding with mars
mixed & mastered by ty lorenzo
cover art by colliding with mars & max schramp

lyrics:

[Chorus]
Do you ever think about me
I always feel like I’m forgotten
Am I lingering in your thoughts
Is there no more space allotted

Do you ever think about me
Is this feeling disregarded
A mistake for even calling
Nother lapse in my own judgement

[Verse 1]
Wasting time I’m stagnant
Pacing!
My room million circles
Racing!
Thoughts like vultures
Hunting
Ravens
How could I ask for more?

My life’s 
been a series of unfortunate events
That highlights
Everybody else as nowhere near as discontent I
Pray that
I can balance and compose myself again
Do I wanna know?

[Pre-Chorus]
Do you ever—

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
I just wanna know
Am I fluttering in your head
Clogging up your feed
Am I part of your existence
Do you think of me
Am I getting too persistent

Do you remember me?
I am a burden
You crashed your car into the lake
Without a purpose
I am the weight holding you down
You don’t deserve it
I am the weight holding you down
You don’t deserve it

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

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