spot of sunlight

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I need a spot of sunlight
To get a- away from life 
I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again

Fried out of my mind get it over easy
True story I run see me on the TV
In a month I'll be out of the rut
Rust covered and lust filled
Calling your bluff

I think I know how to solve it
I found my head in a pulpit
A way to let go
I found a way to absolve it 
Now every time I look back
I'm seeing your ghost
And you're the talk of the town in my mind
When you look my way
You split my taste in the mood
And when I take it the conflict rise
I'll just fake my life 
Fore I lose my faith in the ruse

I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again
Lost without a way to find your conscience
You been in the dark for quite a while so what's the option
Proving that the mark you made on me lead me to coffins
Hurdles and the tribulations got me feeling nauseous

You and I are out of luck we're at a standstill
Guess I'm a diamond in the rough whenever going gets to tough
Cause I just roll with the punches, throw a stone in a bucket
No my tone isn't fine but I just won't get to bluffing
I guess I'm a dope fiend and I'm waiting for nothing
I got no self esteem when I'm calling you lovely
You need a hotel somewhere else combing the cusp
It wasn't noble when you're fucking causing a ruckus

Cause if it's better than me 
I'll sever tether to breathe 
New sweater, trendsetter
Back on to the leash 
I need a spot of sunlight 
To get a- away from life 

I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again
Lost without a way to find your conscience
You been in the dark for quite a while so what's the option
Proving that the mark you made on me lead me to coffins
Hurdles and the tribulations got me feeling nauseous

I think I know how to solve it
I found my head in a pulpit
A way to let go
I found a way to absolve it 
Now every time I look back
I'm seeing your ghost

prod 31sentinel + simon m
written by 4cf + angelus + gabby start

carer (feat. angelus)

i'm back

composition, instrumentation, production all by me and @brakence

[Verse 1]
brakence
It's oversaturated
Lock in adrenaline
I'm so detached and jaded
This shit'll spread me thin

Colliding With Mars
I'm unsteady
Bypassing a firewall
I think I'm running out of options
What I'd give to say I'm not involved
Whatever changes, I remain a target

brakence & Colliding With Mars
And they're telling me "boy, you just gotta let go"
But I just stick to the ceiling like mental velcro
Cause what I thought was an answer was just an echo
I did the deed but my spirit's still in the escrow

Colliding With Mars
El problema siempre es el dinero
Yo quiero sexo en exceso
I want to shed this
Constant, unvaried
Looping hell

[Chorus]
brakence & Colliding With Mars
Fucked up, no luck
I'm in a rut
Stuck, disgusted and I'm

[Verse 2]
Colliding With Mars
I never thought to try (go, go, go-go)
Something to kiss the sky (go, go, go-go)
I'm in a thought loop using dream logic
To solve a math equation in the dark
I'm in the dark
I can't find my way

brakence
You're not my enemy
And from my head to my heart
I just can't hold it back
In the cathedral, torn and imbibed
I'm begging for stretching hands
I had the faith you'll swim through the depths
And pull me from mud to land

Colliding With Mars
Requiem æternam dona ei
Domine, amén

[Chorus]
brakence & Colliding With Mars
Fucked up, no luck
I'm in a rut
Stuck, disgusted and I'm

Brightness of Vega (feat. brakence)

guess what you said rings true;
i know you better than i know myself
remember you told me you loved me
and cared; i'm not someone to help
but tell me am i wrong for wanting way more
and it's obvious no
that this was just the end but
darling what stings the most is i don't know how you felt

but baby you're not your mistakes
was i the one who led you this far in the first place
first place
i let you go i know
things just won't change
but i understand
i'm not the same saint that i was
you could rest easy knowing i wont ever change
i wont

i fear i played my part way too well
if you stayed would it change, i can't tell
i've been chasing dotted lines i guess
all the precious time i spent
you're not a ghost
baby i want you around
to tell me i had some more time
to tell me how you felt
i wasted time and paid the price
i'm out of sight
i'm out of mind
i'm out of sight
i'm out of mind
i paid the price
and i won't let go

guess what you said rings true;
i know you better than i know myself
remember you told me you loved me
and cared; i'm not someone to help
but tell me am i wrong for wanting way more
and it's obvious no
that this was just the end but
darling what stings the most is i don't know how you felt

BLUE

i took a look around this morning
and realized the sun had exploded
but my love says it's okay now
so why would i cry
i'm exhausted
and i said i'd meet you down in austin
i know the words don't sound the same now
but why would i lie
i'm still a shadow
but my sun longs to shine where it can't go 
so why would i hide
why would i hide
why would i hide this light
some things just dont feel right
consider it a flaw in my design

the days seem to blend together
and though it's the same
i change with the weather

michigan

IS (feat. brakence)

Clementine

It All Comes Out In The Wash

MEDIA IS GOD (feat. brakence) [7 min. version]

On conviction .. 

~ Lyrics ~
Close your eyes for a moment
Picture all of the lives you've had
What the fuck were you thinking
Too involved to discuss this yet

If I could have it for a moment
I could only guess at all the
Things I'd take for granted
In the fifty seconds

I would have everything that
I had wanted until then
Oh if I had only seen
Every man I could've been
Would I?

Claw your way into heaven
Oh how beautiful your wings
Oh how difficult the climb
Don't you notice how he bleeds

Yes and you can be like him
Separated from his friends
Scars are covering his hands
Can't even read his fingerprints

Oh thank God
That he risked all he was given
Playing lotteries with tickets
Bought with time and stress and sickness

Oh thank God
That he sacrificed connection
And stability. Reflection
Wouldn't you to be in Heaven?
Wouldn't you?

Too involved to discuss this yet

What the fuck were you thinking
Too involved to discuss this yet

What the fuck were you thinking
Too involved to discuss this yet

Lament

On regard ..

~ Lyrics ~
I miss the way the carpet feels
Under my feet

I notice the dust
On this hardwood too much
To feel clean

And I know it's easier to sweep
But vacuuming is more for me
I like the sound it makes when it
Runs over chunks

And sure a lot of hair collects
But something nasty in me likes
Pulling the strands from the threads

Ooh
Pulling the strands from the threads
Ooh
Pulling the strands from the

Open the door
It's been raining a bucket out here

Tape my teeth together
And pour anecdotes in my ears

On our couch
On our porch
Drinking tea in the winter
The cushions were old
So we'd sink to our necks

You'd tear up the fabric
I'd made from excuses
You're pulling the strands from the threads

Ooh
Pulling the strands from the threads
Ooh
Pulling the strands from the

I will latch myself to every wall
In this home that you have made
Another one way conversation
An aloof attempt at gratitude

Let me sap all your resources
Let me take all that you've earned
It was only for a moment
It was only for a moment

I'll dump all my thoughts and my worries on you
Take a second to check in
Don't want you to think that I'd

Talk for an hour and not wanna hear about
Your life
But you're right

Ooh
Pulling the strands from the threads
Ooh
Pulling the strands from the.

Threads

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