I'm going through deep depression rn and I needed this . thank you.

this is a materpiece. Realest shit ive heard. Amazing job 

really really wish this was on spotify but i still come back here to listen to it hahaha

Music I find that I think is good v3

prod. jody x jkei

lyrics
--------
they said they need me
but they don't believe me
the fans turning greedy bout what i do
reading and weeping
i'm stuck to the ceiling
i write out my feelings
what i've been through
they said they see me
i vanish houdini
yeah i'm falling freely
in solitude
i pick up the pace
& i wipe off my face
i'm all over the place 
at this altitude
x2

i can't see when you cover my eyes
oh what a pleasant surprise
you let the light back inside
and i can't breathe when i'm too scared to try
so i'll just stare at the sky
until the sun starts to rise
and i fear that everything that i've done
up until this point is nothing 
yeah i'm zero to one
i've been tripping over cables that my mind has unspun
but then i plug myself back in before the night doesn't come

yeah the acid ate the casing off my battery pack
left my body on low power mode with panic attacks
found an outlet in the wall but hit the floor for a nap
i don't think i can get up yeah imma call it a wrap
now my visions getting blurry but my eyes are intact
all my memories erased and every movement is tracked
i don't think i am a human just a vessel of tracks
so if you listen to this song please put the volume to max

so i can hear it
i've become a spirit
i'm talking to you through this microphone
i think i've died
now i'm hollow inside
and i'm lost in a world where i'm all alone

music video

altitude (prod. jody x jkei)

GANG!/VSHOJO RAP W/ Juanono, Chefboyarekei & All Knight

Boys Are Stupid

CHAOS

chaos

LL prod rubmay

This is for all the people that struggle mentally 🩶🪽 you’re not alone

Mental illness

I fall apart

prod by backyard beetle 
lyrics by backyard beetle 
mixing / mastering by backyard beetle

backyard beetle - all we got

Gone too deep

[Куплет] Цифры плывут как река в небе Даты шепчут Но их не слышно Числа пляшут в такт тишине А я теряюсь в этом мире [Prechorus] Там где чувства Где сердце стучат Там где любовь Всё иначе звучит [Припев] Там где любовь — реализуется химия Там где любовь — законы физики Там любовь — поэзия и мистика Там где любовь — я и ты [Куплет 2] Формулы рушат логики стеныики Взгляды горят звезды Как ночью Реальность гнется под этим весом Мы в вихре света В мире чудес [Prechorus] Там где чувства Где всё молчит Там где любовь Мир вдруг говорит [Припев] Там где любовь — применяется химия Там где любовь — законы физики Там где любовь — поэзия и м Там где любовь — я и ты
18 августа 2025 г. в 0:29

Там где любовь

Cold

old, the mix is shitty af, but i liked it so here it is :)

hate

prod by me

lyrics:
close the door in my face
stuck can’t message anyway
twisted up my ends
twisted up my ends

i can’t stop picking up the pieces
life sucks when it doesn’t have a reason 
had no fun picking up the ends
i can’t stop picking up the ends 

last night i was busy talking to myself
i lied now i’m busy talking to the shelves 
i tried but how can u forgive urself
i couldn’t forgive myself

slam my head on the door just for fun
call my friend say wassup and that i’m fine
nobody helps cause our interest don’t align
no plans so i don’t have to go outside

oh well i’m fine laying here all day
4 walls called home that i can’t escape
at night dark thoughts take a funny shape
lights out blinds closed with the windows draped

stream ❄️

ends

whatever

don't listen to this on soundcloud: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/collidingwithmars1/the-dreamcatcher

written and produced by colliding with mars
performed by colliding with mars
lyrics and artwork by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by polearm
video shot and edited by adrelix

lyrics:
 [chorus]
I wanna go to sleep
But instead I’m lying here
And my heart won’t stop racing
I’m lying here
And I don’t want to debate the what if’s
I don’t want to recall the dumb things
I don’t wanna cry
I wanna go to sleep

[verse]
I could not tell how good I had it
How lucky I was to be the captain and I
lost it all by a landslide pulling all the 
wrong strings to the landmines and now all of my
greatest moments are tinged with sadness
all accomplishments are damaged I am
Nothing more than a man that’s made mistakes
Nothing more than a part to be replaced

How long til you hate me ‎
I really wanna know how long it’s gonna take
Cause at the end of it all
Everyone would rather have me uninvolved

[pre-chorus]
Ooo [choir]
Ooo-ooh
I don’t wanna be here so bad
So badly

[double chorus]

[verse]
is that really so hard?
I don’t wanna see your face no more
I don’t wanna cause no pain no more Ooooo (Vocal run)
Why am I so silent
Why do I keep trying
When can I just fall asleep

I’m a nuisance to the people that I love
I’m in my head and I’m not enough I wanna 
shine like a star that’s dying wanna
Be someone you see is trying
I wanna be on a billboard in Times Square
I wanna pay my bills and donate the rest
I wanna be happy again
But most of all

[chorus]
I wanna go to sleep

THE DREAMCATCHER

off saint dominique EP

virtual reality

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

//
my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
**

dumb

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Colliding With Mars

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