holy shit this song’s been out for so long now🥺

this song actually made me cry tysm 💓 you've actuallyy kinda changed my life with your music 🥺

This song carried me through sad and hard times and  i just want to thank you 💕🥰

Do you wanna catch a vibe with me
Runaway
In the middle of the night with me
Hold me down 
Always side with me
If it came down to it
Would you die for me
Cuz I would ride for you
I would lie for you
I would die for you 
I swear
The world is cold and its really not fair
But when I'm with you
I really don't care
Yeah
I don't wanna say goodbye
But I'm leaving this town behind
I'm gonna make it big someday 
But it means 
Nothing if you are not by my side
Yeah
So come with me let's leave tonight
To the desert where they have those
pink and purple skies
You and me can build a life
Don't hesitate when the feelings right
 
I don't wanna die
Before I die
There will never be
A perfect time
I'll never be the type 
To fall in line
But if you give me your heart
I'll give you mine ( 2x)
 
And I know
We're supposed to take it slow
But
I know what I want they say
go slow because they don't
Plus, we're gonna die so
Let's not waste our time
I don't care if I sound crazy
I just say what's on my mind
Look
You're a f*cking goddess
I'm just being honest
I don't mind
Wasting all my time
With you
We don't have a single thing
To lose
You should come with me
And be my muse
 
I don't wanna die
Before I die
There will never be
A perfect time
I'll never be the type
To fall in line
But if you give me your heart
I'll give you mine (2x

Runaway

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/6JFEQfSWw4hB8p5dFtpcua?si=GWcHYHaMRYqjzs-5WTcrjw

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/keia-w-bluknight

this song was meant to be played loud

written & performed by colliding with mars & bluknight
this song is not mixed
additional vocal engineering by leorinda
addtional vocal by kaylie genton
artwork by colliding with mars

lyrics:

[verse 1]
pack your bags, we’re going south 
we’re going home 
make some friends, you’ve got time 
you’re moving slow 
learn to drive, get a job 
and cut it short 
with your deadbeat girlfriend 

you don’t know what the world 
will throw at you
you’re not a kid, so shut your mouth
and get a clue 
focus on, what we want 
it’s good for you
you’re moving too fast, too fast 

[pre-chorus]
uwu
and all this time I had you by my side
but you drown in silence
I came to life to find you 

[chorus]
but you drown in silence
I came to life to find you
but you drown in silence
I came to life to find you
fortune won’t you come my way
when I’ve got nothing more to say
but you drown in silence
I came to life to find you

[verse 2]
work harder, at this rate
you’ll never be 
good enough to get into 
the Ivy League
nowhere fast, is where you are
if you do not get up off your lazy ass

no real friends, no real job
nowhere to turn 
I was a punk, such a kid
who never learned 
but I have changed, with the help 
of all of you
thank you for making me something more

[pre-chorus]

[chorus]

oh, just tell me you don't love me anymore
anymore
oh, just let me off the hook and set the score
set the score

Keia (w/ bluknight)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/3JTplTrD1gTPE1CCy3Uxqx?si=B3ZOVsUIQwW9Pq7iH1Ve2w

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/foxgloves-w-bluknight

dedicated to you

produced and composed by @bbluknight & colliding with mars
mixed by colliding with mars & @lilpolearm
mastered by @lilpolearm
additional vocal engineering by @leorinda
lyrics and artwork by colliding with mars

lyrics:

[verse]
all these songs are a mystery to me 
I’m just tryna let it be 
I’m just tryna let it be, yeah
when she said I don’t have the energy 
I’m just tryna let her be
and let nothing come between us


[pre-chorus]
she said 
that she hurts herself and she wanna be somebody else
she said 
that she hates herself and she wants to be somebody else


[chorus]
should’ve said I don’t have the time 
out of sight and I’m out of mind
come around during wintertime 
doo doo doo haha i said doo doo


should’ve said I don’t have the time 
out of sight and I’m out of mind
come around during wintertime
doo doo haha i said doo doo lmao so wacky

[verse]

[bridge]
baby it’s cold outside
you can’t say that I didn’t try
you make me feel so odd
like foxgloves in the wintertime

[chorus]

Foxgloves (w/ bluknight)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/0MSjpt2F9WiVikGuIY5Q8Q?si=1YsH0KaORb61yu1TMqzb6w

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/weak-aversion-to-frost-w-bluknight

dedicated to you

composed and produced by colliding with mars & @bbluknight
mixed & mastered by @lilpolearm
additional vocal engineering by @leorinda
artwork by colliding with mars
lyrics & vocals by colliding with mars 
additional vocals by @ocoenia

lyrics:
Don’t hold your tongue baby say what you wanna say
Don’t wanna make you wait 
Don’t let it fade away
Don’t hold it back baby tell me how you wanna play
She sent me naked pictures from her neck down to her waist, oh
I need you now more than I ever did before
And your embrace
Takes me away
When we connect I feel as though I’m at home
I feel secure

When you call my name 
But your body language says what’s in your eyes
And you feel so warm when you don’t let go 
I don’t wanna say goodbye 
When you’re sat in the driveway 
Come on, tell me that you’re ok

When you’re sat in the driveway 
Come on, tell me that you’re ok
And the tears keep streaming down
And you can’t quite shake it now

Knock on my skull
Thinking of—
Racking my brain 
Wanting you safe
Don’t hold your tongue baby say what you wanna say
I feel secure 
I feel maintained

When you call my name 
But your body language says what’s in your eyes
And you feel so warm when you don’t let go 
I don’t wanna say goodbye 
When you’re sat in the driveway 
Come on, tell me that you’re ok

When you’re sat in the driveway 
Come on, tell me that you’re ok
And the tears keep streaming down
And you can’t quite shake it now

weak aversion to frost (w/ bluknight)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/7wPaF7s1HxSoT5cWrs0RAq?si=LFS52w0rR1u1t0gpA2MLtw

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/the-cutest-girl-in-hell-w-bluknight

dedicated to you

composed and produced by colliding with mars and bluknight 
mixed and mastered by lil polearm 
additional vocal engineering by leorinda 
lyrics by colliding with mars 
cover art by colliding with mars and adrelix

lyrics:
[Verse 1] 

If you’re gonna go and waste my time 
Go all the way 
Go all the way 
If you’re gonna go and waste your life 
Go all the way 
Go all the way 

You are not okay 
I feel your steadfast in your sway 
If I’m to take away the pain 
Would you still see the light of day? 
And you know 

[Pre-chorus] 
Diligence is best when served if 
With a cold fist and a gaze of death 

[Chorus] 
Feel you, hold you 
Be there for you 
Know you are more 
Than what 
They say you are 

Don’t go crying to yourself you’re the cutest girl in hell 
And hell is a state of mind 

[Verse 2] 
With your cigarette 
I feel your sense of self regret 
I know you stumble, but don’t fret 
I hope my gaze is less intense 
And I know 

[Pre-chorus] 

[Chorus]

the cutest girl in hell (w/ bluknight)

dedicated to you

produced and composed by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by lil polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda
artwork and lyrics by colliding with mars

[Verse 1]
I don’t wanna wait here
All your motives unclear
I just want some piece of mind
But we’re running out of time
You’re just trying to circumvent
Immolate the evidence
Say that you won’t lie again 
Say it you won’t lie again
Please don’t make me wait
When there’s so just much to be said
There’s just so much pain and anger in the way you act

[Chorus]
Baby I’m sorry
On my knees I’m burning
Sugar I’m tired
My whole life on fire

[Verse 2]
Wish I was your favorite 
You don’t have to fake it
You don’t have to pity me
Just give me what I want and leave
I don’t wanna wait here
All your motives unclear
I just want some piece of mind
But we’re running out of time
Every passing second is just time we won’t get back
There’s just so much pain and anger in the way you act

[Chorus]

no one likes it when i'm sad

dedicated to you

produced and composed by colliding with mars & bluknight
mixed and mastered by lil polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda
lyrics and artwork by colliding with mars

[Chorus]
I just want some time with you
See your face glow on my cell in the moonlight
I would do it all for you
Spent a whole comma by the beach in the summertime

x2

[Verse]
We write our names in the sand
And at that point I take your hand
Every kiss, begins with K
I feel my doubt just fade away
The water drops on your skin
Dance and reflect my affection

[Chorus] 

[Verse]
I can feel the rush when I’m by you
In a field of lush right beside you
Wished this moment lasts forever 
Wished this moment lasts forever
I don’t need anyone
But you here in the sun
You make me feel like I am whole

[Chorus]

lush (w/ bluknight)

LISTEN ON SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/59CywC3libzFJgQYO33do5?si=Mdfv-LICRJi2IahZ0dof3g

ALL TRACKS WRITTEN, RECORDED, PRODUCED, COMPOSED, AND PERFORMED BY COLLIDING WITH MARS EXCEPT TRACK 1 PRODUCED BY COLLIDING WITH MARS + OCOENIA AND TRACK 2 WRITTEN AND RECORDED BY COLLIDING WITH MARS, DEMXNTIA AND FATS’E

ORIGINAL ARTWORK BY ADRELIX AND COLLIDING WITH MARS

MIXED AND MASTERED BY POLEARM
ADDITIONAL VOCAL ENGINEERING BY LEORINDA

DEDICATED TO YOU

COLLIDING WITH MARS IS CHRISTIAN JAMES + GOLD

MENTAL BREAKDOWN IN SLOW MOTION

MURDER YOUR MEMORY (feat. Ocoenia)

Uploaded early because we love you guys. Prod. Ian Crumley. Verses by Akash Gururaja and @keepitinside

Thanks for listening.

(Not) Out Of Mind

SPOTIFY

(Not) Out Of Mind (feat. keepitinside)

I turned 24 today and I feel like you do care. 

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0985QB7K7KPgtrOmrgTjfT?si=aUifIcDtSrWAkrqrURX26g
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/depressed-doing-my-best-feat-ocoenia-hawian-eagles/1490285825

Producer: https://soundcloud.com/dot_com_music
Singing: https://soundcloud.com/ocoenia
Artwork: https://www.instagram.com/clarsart/

Existence is hell, that's life oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what's coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I'm just there standing standing

Wanna be by your side, wanna spend all my time
With you until I die, your heart is where I live hey
Let's go see a movie, eat out, get some sushi 
hammock at the park or go drink up a smoothie
Maybe if you're down 
We could blaze away everything that's ever hurt us, 
Numb away the pain with a bowl when we're nervous
Head in the clouds I'm not coming down
Unless I hear you call my name out
Existence is hell, that's life oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what coming at me, the trains coming really fast
And I'm there just standing standing

Existence is hell, that's life oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what's coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I'm just there standing standing

Existence is hell, that's life oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what's coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I'm just there standing standing

Hot boxing on a cold night
Windows fogged from streetlights
I'm lost in my emotion
I can hear the ocean in Venice 
Let's focus on the wrong things
Like why you never talk to your parents
Or why you're never stable
You feel like you're unable to meet your friends half way
This life ain't like a movie
But you just keep watching now you're 23 
And you're thinking of just stopping you fell into your vices
Your dreams a world away 
What's a life without a dream
That's an early grave
I think about you too much, I need a steady pace
I'm a slave to my own mind trying to break free from my chains
And it seems you never cared, you're probably hurting too
The roses are in season with the springtime it ensues
And I think it's fair to say that we should love our lives 
Even if the thorns hurt there's beauty in this life there's beauty in this

You're always fronting I chose to be myself
That's why I am suffering 
You were always judging I always really cared
And I kept on struggling

Existence is hell, that's life oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what's coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I'm just there standing standing

Existence is hell, that's life oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what's coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I'm just there standing standing

Existence is hell, that's life oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what's coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I'm just there standing standing

Existence is hell, that's life oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what's coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I'm just there standing standing

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Keia (w/ bluknight)

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