I HEARD A SNIPPET OF THIS AGES AGO IN GLAIVE DISCORD HOLY SHIT

"credit to the awesome @aleksfogle on vocals, sound effects, and cover art
credit to the great @shadeeqap for the vocal clip

i’m not so flawless
i tried to stay stoic, i don't know the feel
but everyone knows it, think they know everything about me
that I always got my hopes in
talk, it’s big talk
it’s mixed up, i picked love, it’s
manic, static, business maladaptive

@aleksfogle
know this street the same way that i breathe
summer sixteen
i’m running routines, i put my life on it
everybody wants to be around me
cause i brought weed
and people just assume that i’m good for it
yeah i sure like the attention
but i feel my weight is shifting
what’s the point in bruising both of my feet
breaking both knees
if they don’t know the places that i’m going

creasing both of my nikes
squeezing into the backseat
she said
“i wanna sight see” @shadeeqap
time is short let the tank bleed
8 o clock moving light speed (san francisco)
drop me off at the beach please (alameda)
look,
i don’t gotta stay if i don’t wanna
and i don’t have to be around them to know i’m wanted
crash into the waves on south shore cause i love it
see me for what i am

self assured near your reach
a call i seemed to need
of a foreign numeral
telling hide then sail away
you healed me in a dream
you're stronger made than me
when the lion hears your sound
i'll be daring, i'll be loud

@aleksfogle
i've come so far
still got a long way to go
still trying to help out at home
but i'm not doing this alone"

released on: 1 September 2021

maladaptive (with aleks fogle)

https://soundcloud.com/saoirsedream
vocal mix by https://soundcloud.com/dteen

mr. drainside (prod. saoirse dream)

cinnamon breath

2/3

i thought you said id want that
i bet i didnt wanna speak
i guess i didnt like that
nails past my shoulder digging deep
you pull up now
twisting round the wound you carved in me
you said something
you said something to me 
you said something
whispered to me    

blood on your fur coat, leaking from the wound that you gave me
hearing all your words for nobody
vision blurring i dont feel pain, id fall asleep in your arms again
to your lullaby of hurting

claws

obliviated

tek it

It could be sth in my psyche 
That makes me think that nobody likes me
A lovely room to myself, if they left and I couldn’t tell

I couldn’t tell you.
in my worst moments, I was a selfish stupid person
No I dont need truth, I got myself now,
I am so see thru, do u know how I feel now??

Is that what I really wanted all this time,
 I swear I knew the truth, still I can’t get close to you

It could be sth in my psyche 
That makes me think that nobody likes me
A lovely room to myself, if they left then I couldn’t tell

Pick on putting it down 
plead on, suddenly buffering out
Fluff of lightnings south
Seeking sense, god help me now
Pas iptonodinjo ipa cheno nodingu ay
Gude sennon omlam blyo sol

im beginning to lose all my senses of the meaning
all im missing, i could need it
just tell me if you can’t care care about it
just tell me if you can’t care care about it
all my senses of the meaning
all im missing, i could need it
just tell me if you can’t care care about it
just tell me if you can’t care care about it or you dont

Psyche

remix of sequester originally by @leastfavorite featuring @billy_exclamationpoint and @bhproducer

(original song: https://soundcloud.com/leastfavorite/sequester)

the billy part is so loud👍👍👍 go stream isomorph

lfav - sequester [remix]

guitar by daniboi
released w/ angel radio

I hear voices in the dark
They say i won't make it out until im dead
And i believe that they're right
But they keep wailing while im trapped outside my bed

Aren't you scared then? That your friends are gonna die?
Or are you cold enough to forget it sometimes?
How do you work then? Power through the floating eyes?
The phantoms that remind you that your fucking despised?

I didn't sleep too well i had to hunt a ghost
Why are you acting like i wanted to invoke it
Always the skeptic telling me it's just a hoax even though
My bedsheets leak ectoplasmic vent posts

She told me everyone has them, and to valentine my time
I told her what they look like in a twisted mix of spite
And now i lose all motor functions and he's asking me to write
He wouldnt last a day living my life

I never do sleep well im haunted by a ghost and
They're always acting like i wanted to invoke it
Tell me i'm still a kid then treat me like a drone while 
My bedsheets are still leaking my blood

I'm a fool who thinks she's an empress
With the devil and death in my hands
When reagan and chris call the exorcist
The fisher price telephone takes their heads
Down a 5 and a half minute hallway
In an acid filled attic with teeth and gums
I cant off myself on a vhs tape
Or i'll become the ghost

Ghost Hunting

gentle machinery

prod. me
mixed/mastered by me + jedwill
soprano vox lead : rosesleeves
verses : rosesleeves + jedwill + button maker
editors notes: this beat had a lot of renovation done to it over a while, i made almost all of these sounds myself including that cool bass :) the melody was mainly inspired by a segment in an old melodic fuckery thing i found on newgrounds i dont remember the name of, and the ending epic pad section was inspired by fka by underscores and i think the riser into it may sample it as well

lyrics:
[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

[rosesleeves]
i’m so damn gone babe
take a pill to the brain
can’t help feeling lost i
guess i was made this way
it always feels the same
can’t make it go away
it-it-it hurts so bad
and i can’t make it change

[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

[jedwill]
Ah

You know that I miss you when I call you lately
I can never talk, I’m confusing, hate me
Why do I avoid your time
Just like I avoid your eyes
But did you catch that you just might miss it
I think about you a lot but I’ve been distant
I’m sorry guess it’s just my loss
You’re precious I should count your cost
I’ve waited long
It’s all so soft
My heart was locked
You make me calm

[button maker]
Ooh I'm lost in my own headspace
(Can't help but feel like I'm losing control) 
Ooh, Always last in the race
(I've waited so many, so many lifetimes)
And I know it may never be my time
(It's so confusing, like, headache inducing)
Ooh,  even though it's always the same
(I wouldn't have it any other way)

[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

[rosesleeves]
i’m so damn gone babe
take a pill to the brain
can’t help feeling lost i
guess i was made this way
it always feels the same
can’t make it go away
it-it-it hurts so bad
and i can’t make it change

[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

headspace w/ rosesleeves + jedwill + button maker

beat page of https://soundcloud.com/collines-music

mr. drainside (prod. saoirse dream)

collines 2 (lou)

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