written and performed badly by me... you wanna see me fail?

words are

The mind games get me down
See the lines on my face deepen with every frown
With a battle of wills 
Countering your sadistic thrills
Becomes damage limitation 
collateral repair
Combatants in psychological warfare
Post traumatic stress
The balance is difficult to re-address
When suffering with chronic fatigue syndrome
There are moments I feel helpless and alone
When you pile on the pressure
Its hard for me to come up to the measure
When your aim is to see me fail
Its hard enough to hammer home that final nail
With both hands behind my back are tied
All I want is to run and hide

Wanna see me fail?

I work towards my short term goals
Get to Friday and dig a hole
And hide in it to lick my wounds
From the safety of this room
And square away my angst
These days of freedom I offer up thanks
Readying myself for the next attack
For on Monday morning I come back 

wanna see me fail?

With both hands behind my back are tied
All I want is to run and hide





why don't you love me 

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DupeLex creates ambient soundscapes that sometimes congeal into or more correctly are inhabited by sounds that more closely resemble rock, melodic pop, reggae, etc. 
Just like the sounds in your house do.
Traditional instrumentation, custom engineered noise machines, re-purposed household tech as well as other devices may be employed in achieving the desired ambiance.

Warm and inviting, cold and rundown, tender and violent.
Overbearingly subtle, passive, aggressive, musty, clean and fragrant.
Just. Like. Your. House.

This is the cloud for the related acts:
 
My So-Called Posse (underground E-Town hiphop)

 DupeLex (the first name in Residential Music) 

DJ "PoPPa CAS" CaeseAryanSections (various freak-mode shit)

Thee Dumb-Ass Marrys (thrashy trashy ass....holes)

and any of the members individual or collaborative efforts.

BE SURE TO LIKE US ON FACEBOOK! :-)

for now this one cloud will do, in the future there may be individual clouds formed for at least each group, but for now i believe it's a positive to showcase this family.

Big ups to E-town, PoPPa CAS, MSCP, DupeLex, Thee Dumb-Ass Marys. 

check out the youtube link for some videos.

some info on My So-Called Posse:
My "so-called" Posse consists of Caesar, Luv~wikkid and kirbdog. Brought about in Late '99, MSCP recorded two tracks in early 2000 at Soundlab studios with Lee Faith as producer. . . The name is obviously a referance to the similarly named tv show and was intended as a jab at all them "thugs" fakin', actin' hard. MSCP takes a light-hearted vantage point on social attrocities and makes them something to love as you would a kitten, although i hate cats. . . lyrically and musically a blend of many influences ranging from sci-fi, horror, ancient chinese literature, recreational drug use and even referancing a Troll that once guarded the fridge from which all life is chilled, MSCP is the band that killed D-chill. . . Recently Rumours have surfaced that MSCP may have new material in the works and if you can read all the signs, hidden in their lines, rumour has it that they've taken a break from the scene, but seem to be coming right back up in it. of late the posse have hooked up with several other cats, Just-For-Fun-Assassin, John Wilkes Doe, and even an inter-dimentional terrorrist that fancies himself some sort of pterosaur..Thee Ptera-dact-DAMN!!!


Biotchalism Clone War era:

so then, what do you know about the Biotchalism Clone War? not a lot i can imagine, as there has been a massive, ongoing cover-up enacted by several governments and all major news outlets.

several months ago the Biotchalism Army said this, alluding to it's origins and goals:

       "Folklore tells a story of a group known as "My so called posse" Claiming one of their assassins murdered D-chill. But little did they know His wounds were secretly doctored and his body was frozen in a dark basement for years. One night during an electrical storm the power went out and D-chills body unthawed. Pinned to his chest was a note explaining in great detail who had tried to murder him. Hurt and confused his first mission was to hunt down the perpetrators who locked him in his frozen chamber. But little known to him he has the food born illness that Biotchalism. His revenge was short lived for he died before he could seek justice. But unknown to him a copy cat style murderous vigilante took up his reigns and formed the "Biotchalism Army". They vow to hunt and destroy any﻿ and all who had to do with D-chills original Demise..."

for a time the Biotchalism Army carried out a campaign of death and destruction, building their numbers and spreading their biotchalistic disease.

MSCP fired back with specific and deliberate operations. operations intended to not only stem the growth of the army, but also cause unrest within it's ranks.
 
and then, The ViroMental was revealed.

          "The Army sensed﻿ a new rebellion uprising from MSCP and switched course and disbanded. The clone army still thrives but chose a new name and a new general to Puppetmaster the cause. This new commander was chosen out of the ranks of cloned veterans and seems to rule with an iron fist. Who is this mysterious new mentalist? One can only hope they never find out..."

one brave journalist was able to make available this insight into The ViroMental's world:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KLUQRcfa-ug
 
My So-Called Posse now releases "Biotchalistic Slayride pt.1" an EP detailing the continuing struggle against Biotchalism.

the EP is available for listening on both Myspace and soundcloud. Limited Deluxe Edition hard copies are also available, anyone interested need only shoot me a message.
 

thank you everyone.

 

sin.

John Wilkes Doe,

Communications Liason, MSCP

Lofi D.I.Y. indie outsider punkish rock music from burien Washington

www.audensraign.bandcamp.com
www.noisetrade.com/audensraign
www.youtube.com/user/ughh25

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