Remixed rehashed remastered by me ... still not sure ..might have another go .. stems are fucked :-)

Beats Rap/lyrics .. http://soundcloud.com/archdemon13

Guitars vox lyrics artwork ... Extinction of the New Dinosaurs

Thanks to the http://soundcloud.com/soundmouse-1 for making a video  :-D

wasted optimism

spasm of pain when I think if your name 
And the memories I have every one good and bad 
I love you 
I want you 
But I must burn you from my mind 
The effort is so hard to find 
‘cause I wish we were together 
But the probability and odds are never 
to a billion to one 
my faith in miracles has long since gone
yea, c'mon with that wasted optimism 
full of heart, but lacking wisdom 
millions of people torn apart by schism 
my head's in the clouds but my soul is with them
wasted optimism, 
in a modern day life, 
surrounded by hedonistic jingoisms, 
saying what i should be doing, 
about what i should be doing with my life, 
the time the place it all costs money, 
you never think my jokes are funny, 
unless there racist sexist or victimise people, 
who are less fortunate than myself, 
why are you always left on the shelf, 
why does it matter, 
why don't i care, 
its never here its always there, 
so maybe there is not the best place to be, 
searching for positive answers, 
on every possible degree, 
and being palmed off with the same predictable conclusions, 
never be under any delusions your in collusion, 
even though you want to make the decisions, 
all your left with is wasted optimism.

Wasted Optimism (spasm of pain mix)

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