Live impromptu freestyle, true story except the very end.

Last Dance (Live at Cincinnati Courthouse)

LYRICS:
It’s you 
true as truth 
I adore you 
you know it’s true 
truth is I love you too
crazy over you
hurts I lost you 
I can’t feel anything 
because I’m nothing
and I never wanted it 
to be over with you 
you know what you do
left me blue over you 
sick I can’t get right 
I’m stuck on what’s left of you
and those are just memories 
aside from when I dream about you  

I lost everything over you 
lost everyone 
and I only ever wanted to be someone
I’m coming undone 
love has not been fun 
it left me on the run 
and here I go
down this lonely 
lonesome road again 
shame 
we couldn’t even be friends 
I hear ya
I know 
I couldn’t love you any less than a lover

I fell head over heels in love with you 
then I gave up 
went into a free fall wanting your love 
but you just set me up 
shame it was to be betrayed
I still love you every day
you know 
I love when you abuse me 


makes me feel of use to you
abuse me
I want to feel more 
hurts less 
when you abuse me more 
leave me crying on the floor 
walk out the door 
yeah I know 
I’m the dumb bitch 
just a worthless whore 
just please 
come back when you want to abuse me 
hurt me more

Never easy the way you whoop me
My eyes sore from crying over you
left me  blue over you 
I don’t know what to do
I want to take my life over you 
screw you 
times you 
wish witches brew 
could make you love me like I love you
but no love 
and you knows it’s true
no love from you other than abuse
and that’s why I love to be abused by you
it’s the only love I ever got from you 
and I’m left blue over you

BLUE OVER YOU

BLINK OF AN EYE (TRUE STORY)

YOU DON'T KNOW ME (INSPIRED BY TI, NOT A COVER)

LYRICS

Society hates me
but I’m on my feet 
living to be everything 
life has made me 
only person that believes in me
is me 
sweet victory 
I lived to tell you the tale 
and I’m skipping hell
never given up 
life has been rough 
I lost everything 
all my stuff
then all my people 
hard to believe 
it’s just me 
goodbye everybody 
sigh 
no relief 
it’s almost like reality 
is make believe 
I’m not sure what to believe 
I can’t see anybody 
no one on the phone 
I’m left to roam 
there’s no place like home 
having a house 
isn’t the same as having a home  
love is the difference 
I miss being a kid 
and living with my parents 
cherish the moments 
growing up 
seems more like a punishment 
I blame God for my abandonment 


I wish I knew what it is
I know it isn’t 
what it was 
I remember me before I gave up 
I use to have trust 
use to believe in everybody 
but now I’m afraid to live 
waiting for the day I die 
I doubt I even say goodbye 

Tears run dry 
when I cry 
how I feel inside 
I have to wonder 
will I live 
or will I give up and die
tired of suicide 
I don’t want to take my life 
one foot in front of the other 
I’ve got to get my life right 
my head is up 
and I’m ready to fight 
I don’t need a reason why 
this is the fight for my life 
even if I never get it right
at least I tried my best
to survive 


I sure could use a long drive
think about some things 
and get them off my mind 
if I could have seen the future 
I’d wish me to be blind 
horror story 
has me scared out of my mind 
I want to press play and hit rewind 
maybe then I would be fine

STORY OF TIME (TRUE STORY)

Written By: Michael Conover
Production By: Retnik Beats & Lavito Beats

Clock is ticking, but it's moving slow My thoughts are darker than the night, I know Every breath feels heavy, my heart is racing I can't escape this feeling, it's suffocating Try to shake it off, but it won't leave It's like a shadow, what always following me Death on my mind, I can't deny (na, na) It's a constant reminder, I can't hide
Wait, ah, ah 
Everywhere I go, it's always there Fear of losing everything, it's hard to bear I see it in the news, I hear it on the radio (what?)
I see it in the news, I hear it on the radio

It's a reminder that life is fragile, you never know (know) When it comes knocking on your door Take away everything you've ever lived for
Try to push it away, but it creeps back in The thought of losing everything, it's a sin Death on my mind, I can't deny It's a constant reminder, I can't hide

Yeah
Wait
Wait
Ah, ah 
I don't want to live in fear But it's hard when it's always near Try to find some peace of mind But for now, it’s death on my mind
Yeah 
SESH

Panic Mode

Suffocating (Prod. Retnik Beats & Lavito Beats)

save me

FUCK A TITLE

IN LOVE WITH U

FALLEN DOWN SCARRED

COOL KIDS

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