Wasted

No Longer feat. lilya

with @y2k01

https://thesehealingwords.bandcamp.com/album/all-this-just-to-live-it-again

All This, Just To Live It Again (w/ y2k01)

Lyrics

Oh baby 
look at you 
You were like my pretty drug 
More like my cocaine 
Had me zooted 
Had me fucked up 
Locked up 
Inna trance 
But thats okay 
I made you dance 
I made you quiver 
Knees weak 
Your hoe 
would never 
Stand a chance 

Yeah 

I feel you wanting more 
Even tho 
we’re far apart 
And 
I know
I got 
what you want 
But you’re a coward 
That loves my blood 
I know 
that you crave it 
Its why 
you got these 
Pointless hoes
Cuz look 
you can’t explain it
The way made you feel 
You can’t escape it 


Oh baby
I never lose
If you think I did 
Well shit 
you’re screwed 
Cuz 
I thrive 
off the pain 
Its the shit that 
Gets me through 

Let’s face it 

I still run 
through your veins
And 
Through your head
Your chasin 
Just the thought of me
Sets you off 
Drives you crazy 
Seein you 
Tryna find me 
Through 
All these 
changin faces 
Knowing you fucked up 
Since day one 
It’s like the sayin 
What goes around 
Comes around 
I hope there’s changing 



Shits energy wasting

I know

the waving air slowed

solace.nov.16.2023

prod. melodrama
music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3TH3Cf_JHyg

Something pure in the form of hell
Am I going up to heaven, I can't even tell
God reaches out and lures me into his spell
I'm always watching where I'm steppin, cause I know I'll fail
Same thing that hurts me, cures me, God I need some help
My mind's gone and I left it but I never dwell
Sometimes I wish that you could see how I view yourself
I use this shit as a weapon, a way to ring the bell
I do this shit for you and me, baby no one else
I do this shit so purely, cause it's how I felt
And even though you ruin me, I still miss your smell
We lived a life of cruelty, now I bid farewell
Because of you, I know, I'll never go and sell drugs
I mourn the living, while sinning, I felt love
I'm more forgiving than the beginning, but I'm starved
I'm torn, I'm missing, but I'm wishing that we're apart 
Baby if it's what you want, we can go back to the start
My lungs gon make me cough, gone black from the darts
Maybe I still got a spot, waiting for you in my heart
I act like I forgot, but you really left a mark
I'm smoking on this pot, now it's got me makin art
I feel we can't be stopped, brah it's just the way we are
I look inside my box, find your pictures, now they're scars 
You're waiting for response, smoking mix and popping bars

Was it only me just lovin you?
I don't wanna ignore it
Was it only me just lovin you?
Why you make it out like it's nothing?

I got nothin' left to live for
Bitch you can go shit talk
Everything you wanna tell me I'mma ignore
I'mma pick you cunts apart like a jigsaw
I'm just pourin' out my heart, man this shit's raw
Life's a roller coaster not a seesaw 
I'm just doin what I'm supposed to, yeah I been and saw
Tryna process everything she told me she saw
Release all, life took a detour
Release all, I'm still tryna be more 
Release all, babygirl I still love you
Release all, you fuckin' bitch I still love you

Pulled over by the cops, it's makes her cry and fall apart
I'm driving her to hospital, I tell her we ain't far
I swear I nearly lost it all, I go and park my car
Speakin all illogical, I hope it don't last
I stuck by her side whole time, all night
I know she's tryna fight in the inside of her mind
We lie till the sun rises up in the sky
Bad memories aside, I know our souls are still tied
My mind's been weak but my heart stays tough
My blood runs deep, still here sure enough
Decline been steep, but I'm never losin trust
I can't sleep, yeah these time's been gettin' rough
I really need the dough, I really need the money
I need the cash flow, cunt this shit ain't even funny
I'm back to smoking dope, I'm slowly losin' hope
I'm thinkin' bout the rope, then I think of both my folks

I got nothin' left to live for
Bitch you can go shit talk
Everything you wanna tell me I'mma ignore
I'mma pick you cunts apart like a jigsaw
I'm just pourin' out my heart, man this shit's raw
Life's a roller coaster not a seesaw 
I'm just doin what I'm supposed to, yeah I been and saw
Tryna process everything she told me she saw
Release all, life took a detour
Release all, I'm still tryna be more 
Release all, babygirl I still love you
Release all, you fuckin' bitch I still love you

Release All (prod. melodrama)

Too Late

welcome back 2 sunny avenues, plz listen to this wile u chill on wahu island

https://combinationlock.bandcamp.com/album/renaissance-2009-2

crystal light

combination lock