lose all hopelessness

ice baths

i made this album during one of the hardest times in my life, which i still haven't fully recovered from. i had little to no motivation to continue this project, but almost 3 months after i started it, here we are. finishing the album helped in part with my process of moving on, which i am still in the midst of.

this didn't bring joy to me as i made it, but it was the album i had to make, for myself, and for anyone else out there who is going through a rough time. i hope this album - even in the slightest of ways - can help you get through whatever it is you're going through.

i want to thank you all for listening and sticking with me for so
long, and i hope you'll continue to enjoy my music, as i'm hoping to try new and cool things in the coming year.

- combination lock

download: http://bit.ly/2jDeSX9
alt download: http://bit.ly/2iKMyNX

thank you to all of my friends who helped make this project possible. links to their pages can be found in the song descriptions.

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it's all in your head

It Will Destroy You

You Probably Deserved It

nadiak & @troubadourlexile - Disfigured

Guitar written and composed by Troubadour Lexile

Sample: The Cranberries - Zombie

Thank you for your support / Follow @how-does-it-feel

Disfigured

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im going blind, cant you see?

you broke me ft. nghtwndr

november rituals

𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒻𝓊𝒸𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝓇𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓃 𝒸𝓊𝓏
𝐻𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓈 𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒽𝑒’𝒹 𝓈𝓅𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹
𝐹𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓉 𝒶 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓉𝓊𝓇𝑒 
𝐹𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝐹𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝐹𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒
𝒫𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓉 𝒶 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓉𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒
𝐻𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝒽𝑒’𝓁𝓁 𝒸𝓊𝓉 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉
𝒮𝑜 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶 𝓅𝒾𝑒𝒸𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒶𝓇𝓉
𝐹𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓉 𝒶 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓉𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓉 𝒶 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓉𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓉 𝒶 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓉𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝐹𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓉 𝒶 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓉𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒
𝐼𝒻 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉𝓈 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒’𝓁𝓁 𝓇𝒾𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒶𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓉
𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒹𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝒹𝑜 𝓊𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓉

Painted Love (prod. Gauntlet)

I want to be remembered