updated 6/30 replaced baine's verse with brand new verse from me
self prod

lyrics:

tell me how it feels
to have it all in your hands
and throw it away for nothing
your whole world caved in
none of this seems real
the whole world caved in
now theres no one left to hold your hand
Is it too much to ask to not test fate like that
and when its all said and done
i still don’t know how to react
so ill just shut my mouth
i wasted
i wasted
all of my precious time
i hate it
i hate it
i wish i could call you mine
if i'm on my deathbed
you would still leave me behind
and that's the saddest part
it keeps me up at night

shut my mouth

relax! feat Beakhyuuns

“I could try, i could try got u tattooed on my mind”

Harbor

DO YOU FEEL IT?

ds so old, but I don't have nun else for y'all sorryy lol

ts so old lol

“if i’m ever done running, girl i hope u never know”

u don't have to call me that anymore.

i was caught shop lifting by my parents best friend
i skipped class i couldn't wait for it to end
im going thru a lot but i guess ill just pretend
im losing everyone even my best friends
all the messages that my shitty ex sent
keep on refuckingplaying right up in my head

and ive rlly been thinking being fucking dead

shoplifter

fuckass hoe traumatized me lol

you stupid fucking whore you made me fucking cry w/my hb pope

smoking gives you cancer

theres nowhere else to cut
God am i running out of time?
oh please give me a sign
im trapped inside my skin
its suicide within
i painted my canvas
something is wrong
i covered up my skin
i cut down my hair
i try everything to change who i am
i dont know who i am
and i dont think i ever will
put a knife right to my neck
it doesn't feel quite real
blood is dripping down my shirt
but it doesn't feel quite real

DO YOU FEEL IT?

commitmentterror