I DONT FEEL LIKE A PERSON ANYMORE

loser club

verse:
i know that you have your
reasons to leave me on delivered
but its okay it was a mistake
ill tell myself coping all day

pre chor:
but now you seem to forget me
is it cus im too nice you dont like me
youuu know i try my best but you dont seem to care
and i break down cryin cus ik its not fair

chorus: were friends but i rlly think u cute but ik im in the wrong and theres nothing i can do
think i get attached a lil bit too fast and if u dont feel the same ik that ill be rlly sad
bridge: youre always fuckin lying to me 
you lead me on and i coudlnt see
what you were turly doing to me
but it was nothing at all and now your fuckin in my dreams

chorus repeats

end: were friends and i rlly think u cute but u think that im jus weird and theres nothing i can do
i know u will never feel the same but ill still lead myself on until i blow my fuckin brains

prod me

friendzoned

og before i changed it with slightly changed lyrics and higher pitched instrumental

cant have you og version

you hurt me and i still havent healed

on my balcony, I smoke my life without a doubt
you’re my malady, I wish I could just cut u out
all my cavities are full of blood and no one cares
it’s just my agony, my agony, I’m scattered into spares 

i wanna kiss you again
i wanna meet you in hell
please let me sense ur scent
it really drives me insane

i wanna kiss you again
i wanna meet you in hell
these pills can’t fix my head
forget me till i’m dead

i’ve got my eye on you
i’ve got my mind on you
i carve it in my chest
a wound that never rests
your kiss becomes my tomb
a coffin lined with bloom
my blood becomes the glue
i’ve got my eye on you

meet u in hell

i wish i had fucking talent
maybe i would be pretty cool
maybe if i had talent 
i would get a medallion too

But i fucking suck
maybe im not even good enough
I post so many songs
I feel like i should give up


I DONT FEEL LIKE A PERSON ANYMORE

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