i wanna call her mine

I’ll never see her again 
Lyrics:
It’s our last night on this earth 
It my last time talking with you 
It’s the last time I’ll hear your voice 
Today is last night you’ll bring me joy

And  I’ll miss your eyes
I’ll miss your smile 
I’ll miss your hands 
And cry for a while 

And so I’ll shed my tears 
I’ll gain new fears 
I’ll have nightmares 
That’s you’re not with me
Yeah your not with me 
And I’ll wake up alone 
In my bed 
Once and forever again

last night on earth

a tear rolled down my eyes
i just hoped you'd realize
im not ok
x2
a tear rolled down my eyes
i wondered where my purpose lied
i didn't know at all
ooo oo oo oo

mypurpose

crying at 3am

just want you

It’s whatever

fields

- lyrics -

lost up in your sights im paralyzed 
i just wanna take the time
go back to life, where i reside

lost up in your sights im paralyzed 
im tired of all the lies
but i still try

rolling in my bed, i cant get over it
cant get you out my head
i wont do this again

lost up in your sights im paralyzed 
why i feel like ima cry
when things alright

lost up in your sights im paralyzed 
say you wanna go with me
then push decline

i cant get away
and thats what i despise

everything i love
i always jeopardize

lost up in your sights im paralyzed 
tryna run away
but i been outta time

lost up in your sights im paralyzed 

thnx @daniel-calidonio for the cover

i ruin everything

prod. sickboi

I thought you had no words for me
(Oooooooooo)
But please don't worry cuz I'll be okay again.
sometimes I feel like I'm all down
so listen to the words that I sing you now
all that bad stuff just never wish a pond yourself
girl don't worry I know you'll make it out
(My last song)

TheresBloodFromMyOwnAccident

SPF INFINI saga continues with SPF INFINI 5 EPISODE 2: KIMBERLAID. The second episode in a brand new 5-part mixed album series marking the next evolution of TDJ's SPF INFINI audiovisual series into her own record label.

Featuring a 55-minute mix of all new and original music selected and mixed by KimberlaID. Accompanied, once again, by a Music Video directed by the legendary Laurence 'Baz' Morais.

Lagrima -> @lagrimaa

Watch the video : www.youtube.com/@SPF_INFINI
Available on DVD/CD : https://spfinfini.world

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Lagrima - Loop For My Hacker

Lyrics

Dont make me repeat the mistakes i made 
I think ive suffered enough
Please dont make me repeat 
All the misery that i went through
Cant you see right through me 
Im a shell of a man
And no one understands
That i need something in my lufe
But i dont know what that thing will ever be
Cause im such a fucking loser
To everyone i meet 
Why cant i just make them 
All belive that im the greatest alove 
That im the greatest alive
That im the fucking greatest alive
Would you believe me if i told you
That all this all this tome i justvlied so you would thibk of me slighty vetter
I know im a hypocrite 
I know better anyone else would know 
But i think its time for me to finally just let this go
Im not someone special
Im not someone special 
Im not someone special 
Im not someone special 
Im not someone soecial at all
No im not special at all

mypurpose

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