i think ill be okay(demo)

Who even listens to my shitty songs?

If you like them there is something wrong with you

I don’t even right my lyrics down 

Everything I say I say it proud

Yeah I do 

I write these songs for you

In hopes you realize

How much I love your eyes 

I want you to look at me 

I want you to touch on me 

I want you know 

I see you made of gold 

I just want you to know 

How much I love you

I know these chords are familiar 

But I want you to know 

That’s these words are mine 

And only for you 

I just want you notice 

Everything that I do 

Oh I would sell my soul 

Just to see you smile 

You mean the world 

You mean everything to me

You’re my lady 

And you mean so much 

I just want you to notice 

Why I love you so much 

Why I do everything

Creepy creeper

do you miss who i was?

I’m feeling distant again

I don’t know what the name

Of this feeling is

I wanna feel real

But we’re falling apart

Tell me what is wrong 

What the fuck is wrong

I don’t wanna feel this way

No of these things make sense 

So what the fuck Is wrong

I really wanna know 

Why I feel this way

All this mind numbing pain 

Please make it stop

Feeling distant again

an excerpt from the book I found in her room \\ prod. mauvia

It's pretty cold tonight
Without you here by my side
I'm bleeding out
Vision is blurry
No strength to shout
Can't let it out
If I told you 
About all my feelings
What would you do?
(What would you do?)
Deafening silence 
Blinding lights
Why try to hide it
You're always right
Why would you lie
I keep it inside
I'm hurting inside




retainers (Prod. neverforever)

i was caught shop lifting by my parents best friend
i skipped class i couldn't wait for it to end
im going thru a lot but i guess ill just pretend
im losing everyone even my best friends
all the messages that my shitty ex sent
keep on refuckingplaying right up in my head

and ive rlly been thinking being fucking dead

shoplifter

july

music video https://youtu.be/C6fJjIwXA9U?si=dmcEKZ8abN8Eem5z
spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/1qe5pnoZDpFYngWbhrstvi?si=fdec3d9e5f8e473d

I fear a raving flame never lasts
And so with the ticking time that we have
And before we extinguish,
Let me love you

I want to thank you 
For taking the time here to wonder why I deserve you
I'll lead you, by you taking my hand in love
Oh god, I won't hurt you

Have you ever loved me before?
When you're daydreaming..
Thinking of our love?
I think I'm the nameless face in your head

And if I'm the face, then let's make it last
For as long as the time that we have 
And all the moaning and wishing for a maiden lover..
All ends if you look at me

But don't look too much
'Cause we're young and loud 
And boredom manifests into the nature of our love
And how I feel about how..

*produced by thomasp
*fifth song written for brontë

shoplifter

commitmentterror