october lies with u - this is us

themonsterlookslikeu

i want you to see me
i wanna be near you
i just havent felt this way like ever
i know that i need you
baby do you need me
i just really want you here in my arms

im dumb in love
i dream of you and i just cant help it
i close my eyes
i want you here so i see you clearly

but i still see you smile

near you

i was caught shop lifting by my parents best friend
i skipped class i couldn't wait for it to end
im going thru a lot but i guess ill just pretend
im losing everyone even my best friends
all the messages that my shitty ex sent
keep on refuckingplaying right up in my head

and ive rlly been thinking being fucking dead

shoplifter

fucked up my head (scrapped version)

pie in the dark raw

all prod. me, shoutout cherish for the verse

creek

standing too close to the sun

prod. @bloodsekai
if ur a girl and like this pls dm me <3

lyrics:
i just wanna see her on my bday
10k miles away but its okay
when you buy the ticket make it one way
stay here with forever with me hand in my hand

(light music club tag)

i dont wanna b alone
come with me and fill the hole
ill give you my word your my one and only
hold me tight and heal my scars
i dont wanna fall apart
i just wanna be with my one and only
keep composure through the screen
bite my lip until it bleeds
i just wanna be with my one and only

ur names not delilah
but i just wanna find yaaa
and you keep shinin brighter
than the entire new york sky

i just wanna see her on my bday
10k miles away but its okay
when you buy the ticket make it one way
stay here with forever with me hand in my hand

put your head up on my heart
can you feel as it departs?
clasp my hands with yours my sweetheart
and my heart cant take it i might just explode

i dont wannaaaaa
not gonna leave yaa
i dont wannaaaaa
not say i love yaa
i dont wannaaaaa
not look at your eyes
i dont wanna i dont wanna i dont want to leave yaa

i just wanna see her on my bday
10k miles away but its okay
when you buy the ticket make it one way
my heart cant take it i might just explode

i just wanna see her on my bday
10k miles away but its okay
when you buy the ticket make it one way
my heart cant take it i might just explode

i found another me online (bloodsekai)

anothermissedcall-by-bunni

lyrics :s

i guess that i'll just die
will you just take my life
i guess that i'll just end up dead
dead on the floor bleeding out
whats your favorite color?
babe i hope it's red
i hope you don't leave me when you realize 
i'm a fucking loser
a fucking loser   

oh will you take my hand
or will you even write back?
all those unread messages, you're not important
who am i supposed to get rid of this time
baby
he's not important wont you stay with me
i know i'm clueless everyday ay-ay-ay
but babe a-a-abe
i know this feeling won't go away this time

i guess that i'll just die
will you just take my life
i guess that i'll just end up dead
dead on the floor bleeding out
whats your favorite color?
babe i hope it's red
i hope you don't leave me when you realize 
i'm a fucking loser
a fucking loser   
will someone save me it's been far too long
i'm tired of being stuck inside this fucking room
and it's true
i really feel this way
i really don't wanna go back to you
these feelings really complicated
oh what predicament i've gotten myself into











loser (prod peril)

w/ @aprilflowers11

prod. me

Any time I joke
You force your laugh
Any time you grin
I can’t hold back

I just wanna hold you so damn close
But if I’d asked you’d just say no

When we hung out last weekend
I thought this could really be something more girl

Now I’m just balled up on my floor girl
And its too much I just can’t ignore girl

Im sorry I can’t dance with you
I’m really shy believe girl that’s true
When we lock eyes I can’t help but blink
I wish I could show you just what I think

Im sorry I can’t dance with you
I tried to practice it in my room
Would it be fine if I don’t move on
And I'll still sing the same old love songs 

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Can I ask you why
You mess with me like
I'm some beat up toy
Can't remember how
I used to feel
But I'm just left annoyed

Waited four whole weeks to hear
Another word I'm missing you
I just can't avoid my fears
It's what happens when I fall too soon


shoplifter

commitmentterror