Intro:
i need something worth living for
shut your mouth please just close my door
dont wanna see you anymore
cya later you silly whore
or maybe im bluffing
i know if i aint have you i would be nothing
oh baby im nothing
why do i always feel like i have to be something

Verse 1:
what do i need right now x3
i need something worth living for
shut your mouth please just close my door
dont wana see you anymore
cya later you silly whore 
or maybe im bluffing
i know if i aint have you i would be nothing
oh baby im nothing
why do i always feel like i have to be something

Verse 2:
oh i wake up frustrated and tired
9 to 5 job it aint my desire
oh i just wanna be bigger than me
oh i just wanna be bigger than myself
oh i just wanted that bitch on her knees
smoking joints and im puffing on that top shelf
im smoking all kinds of shit
im popping all kinds of shit
my brain is gettin fucking lit
ooo i do this shit so i can forget x4
about my past
about my past

something worth living for

go check out runnaz'
https://soundcloud.com/runnazapostrophe

dr phil (ft. runnaz’)

Contains scrapped songs from kush pony, and other projects

1. awful (june 2nd 25)
2. antisocial (june 1st 25)
3. im very fluent in toxic (june 16th 25)
4. stalker (june 14th 25)
5. scared (july 26th 25)
6. unmixed version of "a song while im not sober cause i rlly wanna fucking die" (june 14th 25)
7. unmixed version of "txtin" (june 28th 25)

girled's august mix

lyrics

i was following you like a damn dog
thinking that you were fw me
now you got me mad and hot
so i just wont eat a lot
and ill go to my room to rot waiting for you
i thought you were fw me guess not
hate all the fake empathy hate all the fake sympathy
thinking bout its killing me
oh its so god damn sickening

was following you like a damn mutt

prod clairo & leon michels

all my life i've been tossed around
the bickering's unheard when they hear the sounds of
yelling
can't calm down, but there's a spirit telling me
"there's a better kid right above"

cause im a fuckin loser

gon od in a bathroom and finally be at peace im the only fucking freak alone in their room during halloween god i fucking hate this planet

wanna be a girl (sped up)

commitmentterror