PARASYTE

i pray to god i die every night

thank you for listening.

spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/track/6jpMuFNYc0ldqxPiUqDE4V?si=1920290afede4211

@vasthearts
you’re taking up my time
i’m not the one for you
i only adore you
you dont want me in ur life
i "break myself" for you
theres nothing i cant do

-but you dont wanna be here-

ive been alone
no one to call home
but its fucking complacent
my head has been racing
i shove these pills right down my throat
and pray to god that he’ll let me go

(i shove these pills right down my throat
and pray to god that he’ll let me go)

@deadatdawn
breaking down once again
promise this wont be the end 
cant survive without you
im calling out to you
im calling out to you
you pushed me down for you
you pushed me away again
but you never really meant to

bloody massacre
its all in my hands too
im trying to fight for you
ill kill myself for you
my soul forever changed
my heart wont be the same
breaking down again
ive lost my home again

break myself + zen

hosted by me, NOT MY SONG 
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@foreign-776114277

foreign:
baby tell me if it’s a lie 
do u love me or do u not just tell me
do u love me or do u not just tell me
theres times you think about times u love times u talk to me now u don’t text tell me what it is do you love me hate me 
out my mind i been going crazy 
my friend told me don’t trust these hoes. 
all alone shes a girl that hates herself 
but i love you soo

addy:
what do you really want?
is it me or is someone else on your mind 
is this, what you want?
tell me what you need
tell me is it me

i was lost thought you knew what to do.
now i want nothing to do, with you.

foreign:
baby tell me if it’s a lie 
do u love me or do u not just tell me
do u love me or do u not just tell me
theres times you think about times u love times u talk to me now u don’t text tell me what it is do you love me hate me 
out my mind i been going crazy 
my friend told me don’t trust these hoes. 
all alone shes a girl that hates herself 
but i love you soo

spotify

hate - foreign (ft. addy)

i dont want you anymore
man i dont want you anymore
i never meant for anything to happen
now you can come collect your shit at the door
and boy does your scent linger
and even the cat can smell that you're a whore-

and now you're gone i miss those nights i crept in through the windowsill
(oh well)
and yeah i miss those nights where you used to make me pay the whole bill
(you're an asshole btw)
and yeah i still remember when i saw you sitting on that park bench

and I know that you'll never return again
and I know that you'll never return again

i dont want you anymore
man i dont want you anymore
i never meant for anything to happen
now you can come collect your shit at the door

prod sickboi

dont want u

weekofagony

prod. sickboi

i still hear your voice
in my head
dont wanna listen to what you said
nothing good ever happens then
nothing good
maybe i should
run away
run away
i dont feel safe
when im staying here
you cant escape what youve done to yourself
you can cry all you want but no ones coming to help
ive been waiting for years for something to change
itll only get worse every fucking day
do you think im still a part of you
do you still wanna see me tomorrow
do you remember what i did for you
youre still in the jacket you borrowed
just throw it away it doesnt mean anything to you anymore

where are you

clowns hate September

coming down

This time is different, I feel different
Lost under tension, fateful companion
Your skin is frozen, my wounds closing
You overestimate the ones you love, the steps you take
And I want us to be best friends
But maybe, baby
I can't pretend


When I’m asleep is when you call me
Don't talk too deep, we'll be sorry
Find hope in nothing, we are nothing
I want us to be until the end
But maybe, baby
I can’t pretend

weekofagony

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