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can't do anything right

I stared at your pictures for hours

I’m so sorry

A very personal and sad album for me, enjoy <3

over the hills

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now that you're gone

cut me one more time
break me 'for i die
save me you could try
or you could die
i could help you if you gave me a try

all that we left unsaid
bites me back and makes me feel dead
love this new girl more than you
she is funnier than you
beat me black and fucking blue
said i wouldn't love someone that's not you
but you not here
your not here
nowhere fucking near

ima runaway to the forest
cus i didn't want love before this
ruined me I'm moving slower than a tortoise
just fuck my life up and leave before i record this

winter depression

dumb bitch its all for you
its all i ever did
dumb bitch heart in ruins
nobody ever wins 
nobody nobody
run from yeah
bashing on my bones until my body's non existent

nobody

I hate the way I look 
wish I could burn my skin 
I hate the way they stare 
right at my open wound 

with luck that life gave me 
I should be able to 
be happy and be free
but I’m stuck in this room 

I cant look at myself 
Anymore 
anymore 

I can’t bare myself 
anymore 
anymore

body dysmorphia

i don't think heaven is real but i hope i get to see my dogs again

you disappeared

well who are you
are you the truth
I try to seek redemption
well who are you
can you feel it too
it's called loving without love
stranger love
drives me nuts
can you love without condition
can you love without permission
stranger love
you're my first
can you look into my eyes tell me what's better for me 


its cold can we mend you
ancient lies take them off me 
one more time she'll be balling 
you you just for you
its yours you know 
the world is yours
shell never run 
take it all you know the world is hers 
its hers

winter depression

commitmentterror