Swans

cut me one more time
break me 'for i die
save me you could try
or you could die
i could help you if you gave me a try

all that we left unsaid
bites me back and makes me feel dead
love this new girl more than you
she is funnier than you
beat me black and fucking blue
said i wouldn't love someone that's not you
but you not here
your not here
nowhere fucking near

ima runaway to the forest
cus i didn't want love before this
ruined me I'm moving slower than a tortoise
just fuck my life up and leave before i record this

winter depression

last year sped

mirror (would you) ft.cloest

you’re the one losing interest, not me

show me whats wrong and ill tell you
show me whats wrong and ill tell you
no girl i cant change you know that 
no girl i cant change

https://open.spotify.com/album/0Vg0cudcEnkK7gNo6u3Kds?si=qmLTtPPYSiKUaWi5nqw22A

whats wrong

my lifes a fucking mess
and im fucking full of stress
i just pulled the hair out my head
and i need a cigarrete
im i self obsessive punk
and i always smell like skunk
if i pull up u should run
someone pull out they gun and aim it my head
where do i begin
cus this room is fucked trashed
theres a hole on through my head
and theres blood on all on the mat
ur lifting up my body
and throwing it in the lake
it was nice to know u
but i wish i could have stayed

u left me in the lake

ma jolie fille

https://www.instagram.com/trulyhatelondon

episode 5: after arriving in london the two start wasting the days away falling back in love. its like nothing LA ever happened. they need to continue laying low locals are starting to wonder. local police have been seen talking to them about the two. her banks have been locked (assuming a tactic from the police). everything’s going to shit. and he just wants to go home.

I REALLY HATE BEING HOMESICK

{lyrics}
You want her, you need her
So please just don’t deceive her
You want her, you got her
So please dont decieve her

First of the month, almost everyday i just wanna give up
Though its on my mind - constantly can’t believe im decided theres no relief 

This is my last song, I might delete it
But i love music too much i think you should see this
I hate Tds, hes such a weirdo
I love to hear the hate, helps me with my mental state

Risen my body and taking my corpse
I would take my soul but it has no remorse 
No more remorse to bring me right back
I thought she was something but shes not coming back
What can i do in this simple life, when there’s nothing left but suicide

Im just tearing through in my misery 
Drowning in my pain and sorrow keeps me feeling so dizzy

Wouldnt you like that, if i went ahead & off myself tonight 

®️Rocko41

winter depression

commitmentterror