Just A NEET

writing songs over and over again
i say the same things over and over again
i can't pretend that i'm not stumped
fucked up drunk slumped over again

i'm at a loss of friends and everything's so hard
look's like i'm giving up again
too fucking shy to try wanna die
but i'm still too scared for suicide

i know that's not you anymore
but i wonder if you remember what you said before

all the times i tried, cast aside
cause you lied,
and can't put your past aside
now i think im finally done

cause you turned to scum
i'm so fucking dumb
and it seems i've fallen over again 
fallen for it again, all the time it all happens

all over again 
roll over again
just lay and die
i dont wanna try

i dont wanna try

on the train at 8 am
just to show up late again
just to walk these halls alone
cause now you’re gone im all alone

dropping out cause i dont care
what it meant to me i was never there
and i just cant fit in
so i guess ill be missing

lonely walking down these halls
thats all they ever mean to me
everybodies being mean
and you dont even bother me

and always acted like my friend
and ever since i turned 16
my friends wont even talk to me
i wish it didnt bother me

mean

Kinder

Left on Read (Negative XP Cover)

grabé esto el 20/11/23
algún día le voy a hacer un cover como se debe

forget me (Pill Friends demo cover)

Bummer Friends [ft. common bastards & corredor] (Surf Curse cover)

Go check out Duerst’s music

https://on.soundcloud.com/yDyjc14NS4K9EPaj9

Antifa is Gay (Feat. DUERST THE WUERST)

Flower Wilts

crumbling through tangled footholds, oily stings lacerate my latex skin and exsanguinate my touch, my cold. gazing eyes in our bleeding garden 

clumps of rot skewer my commandments. urchins sinking and clawing erratic.
cold wind flauted against my skinless skull as I bow to my daedric enchantress. strain your knuckles down my throat to pull the lining past our mouth.I relish this fleshy cloak, to be fucked is to be human. I kinda heard that you don't really do this, we could hang at my place with some music. i got booze and some weed and a face and some blood and some flesh you can have whatevers soothing

he writes the truth about the garden he kept trying to build in their backyard, how it was an unfinished project, one that was kept secret from her only because he knew white lillies were her favourite flower, and how he wanted to suprise her one spring with rows upon rows of them. he imagines her face when she read the letter and finds out. the thought brings out a weak smile

I hope they grow over my grave

garden for lilith

Chords: A#, G, C, D# repeating


[VERSE]
she’s got a cottage-core profile picture on twitter
she’s gonna tell you her opinion on Israel
crucifix between her cute collar bones
pretend to not like her but I really wanna kiss her

[CHORUS]
cause she’s so based
she’s so based
she’s so based
she’s so based

[VERSE]
her portfolios all in on crypto
she’s gotta a big network yeah she’s really in the know
cigarette burns on her shooter tshirt
smoking outside the show on the patio

[VERSE]
yeah I know, I should probably say no
but she even read notes on the underground
haven’t felt this way in forever
cause I think we’d be so cool together

[CHORUS]
cause you’re so based
you’re so based
you’re so based
you’re so based
cause she’s so based
she’s so based
she’s so based
she’s so based

forget me (Pill Friends demo cover)

common bastards

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