one hand on the steering wheel the other sewing a garden

damn

How Long Do You Think It's Gonna Last?

Phoenix (feat. Fleet Foxes & Anaïs Mitchell)

A messy-bright grunge-pop spin.....jagged guitars, big hook, glitter meets grit. About fighting the urge to self-harm and choosing the light anyway

LYRICS

From the outside looking in
People think my life's a win
If only they could see inside
They'd want to run and hide

chorus
I pop my gum, just to feel again
To know i'm alive and not numb
The razors cold against my skin
I take control again and again and again...

Verse 2
Bandaids and iodine I always keep around
Tending the wounds I make, silent and unfound
Always scared, Ill cut too deep
This life I want to live.. 
But the cuts makes me feel
Like I have more to give..

chorus
I pop my gum, just to feel again
To know i'm alive..and not numb
The razors cold against my skin
I take control again and again and again...

Verse 3
One day I'll wake up happy and whole
Throw away my razors, that's the goal
Till then...I'll get by the best way I can ..
At least...that's my plan

chorus
I pop my gum, just to feel again
To know i'm alive..and not numb
The razors cold against my skin
I take control again and again and again...



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