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SYDOR - Victoria’s Secret

I'm tired y'all. This survival shit ain't working. I deserve to get to live.

[Verse 1]
Even the closest ones will finally go 
I used to blame others, now I know my lot is my own
I can't expect a single person to care if I'm never there
And once I began going against the grain, it was Everclear

For four years I've been in limbo bout this music shit
My original plan was I'll be damned if I don't do this shit
But then I did the shit, then everybody triggered shit
I thought I dealt with already, nah, there was bigger shit

Money was an issue, so my soul I ground to bits for it
Tired of being poor, had no illusion of getting rich
Every time I saved a little, bills would come and snatch that
Mom would say me too, but I'm not your redo

People disappointed I'm someone they gave beats to
Recorded many projects but releases are due
Didn't even have the energy to get on a stage
So how the fuck am I surprised if nobody'll press play?

I know
Cause I've been working for the devil too long
And I know...


[Verse 2]
I let myself drift away from everything that I love
Then came the point I was the one that people don't speak of
Out of sight then out of mind, while I was over here
Thinking, how's he celebrated as the nicest to rhyme?

I understand though, it's fine, responsibility's mine
I let myself get out of shape, I let depression design
My fucking outlook on life, and it was Bleecker than Manhattan
I let COVID be a bad excuse for falling back to patterns

Apologies ain't enough, and you won't care if I've changed
So I get why you put an asshole asterisk to my name
Just keep the energy the same, if you believe you are unblemished
I used to be a pescetarian for folks that selfish

Being loud in my feed saying how it should be
But would you give your eyesight to show me how I should see?
Everybody got a dream, and I'm too tired to be woke
So let's agree that not responding is the quietest No

If it's you that gets to choose who belongs, then keep your membership
You think that I'm ignoring your message? You never sent the shit
You think you get to question my DNA, and redefine
What it means, to be a man? Your invitation's declined

I've spent a decade listening to y'all and playing the Cassandra role
To end up getting well actually'd by people who can find a quote
By someone they admire, I hope you write your own at some point
Your intellect will cease to protect you from shit you gotta go through...

S2 E4 - The Quietest No (First 48 Freeverse)

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S2 E4 - The Quietest No (First 48 Freeverse)

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