SERIOUS DEMONS Ft. Jupiluxe

Connekdead - Challenge Complete II [feat. THEULTRAVIOLETCROW] (prod. SMEbeats)

With so much continuing to pile up all at once;
With people showing true colours;
People trying to hurt me.
I've come to realize;
God is taking away all that has been holding me back..
Creating space for what will assist in my growth and evolution.
I prayed for true colour to be revealed, and the strength to be able to make the right decisions.
Yet my mind is all over the place;
Filled with rage and confusion; I want to attack yet even when examining what's going on I can't help but understand.
Its frustrating;
I WANT to talk;
Yet there is no point to talk with someone who can't ever see their own wrong doings.
Misunderstandings or not, there are ways to handle things.
Clearly the value for me isn't the same.
I'm done, I'm done trying to help and love this person who can effortlessly bash me behind my back and in public.
I want to answer your calls man I really do, yet I have nothing more to say; my trust is broken and I have no intentions on rebuilding it with someone who thinks sleeping with their friends girlfriends/exes behind their backs is cool and or ok.
My absence in your life should cause you more pain than yours in mine.
You've made your decisions...
It's time for me to make mine…

To Everything I've Ever Lost; Thank You For Setting Me Free

I've spent majority of my life feeling a faithful Numbness, a unique feeling, my own personal hell.
After spending years comfortably in my own hell, God sent someone my way to change my perspective of life.
And changing my perspective they are.
For the first time in a long time I can FEEL.
Im terrified to lose the ability to FEEL again;
I like this person;
Yet I'd be a fool to not admit my feelings;
I am not going to lose another person I love and care about because fear made me unable to talk..
I will push through;
Yet these are complex and deep feelings that I still don't quite know how to express;
Which is why it seems like almost a complete genre change.
Im trying to express something new..
Love..

Lost In You…

I know what a mirror looks like baby;
Don't break our hearts by pushing me away..

I Know...

THE MENACE - ProdbyDistro

Woke up today and was like "Maneee fuck its the first of the month, how the FUCK am I STILL BROKE?"
Fuck this rat race bullshit
Fuck the nonsense with The Devil that runs this systemic slavery, God wins in the end anyways
Imma keep following God through my struggles cause God helped me through every hard time I couldn't pay my bills, not my friends or my family, GOD.

I took sometime to reconnect with God in the wilderness for a couple days and have been back in the city for only a day.
Yet since I've been back I'm noticing how absent God is here.
Feels like he's only with me and a certain few here..
Its strange, even the churches here feel.. off;
He feels far from this place in comparison to the wilderness.

Anyways this song is me venting about the bullshit of taxes, also thanking God for the work he continues to do in my life.

NoFundz

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GUNSOUNDS

BEAVIS AND BUTTHEAD

“If God is for you it doesn’t matter who isn’t.”
I am the shadow you must confront

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I Know...

Connekdead

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