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just in case the world ends

1000 peaceful ways to die

dear death

corner

[BROADUS]

Movements getting slower for the sleep deprived 
Never catch a wink when I’ve been demonized 
Hol up I mean weaponized 
What’s the fuckin point of life 
Existing is exhausting 
Mental terrorism for the night 
I really need a hobby 

Watch me kick the bucket while I’m slurring all my words 
I take another when it hurts 
I like the feeling when my body fuckin burns 
Bathe in the ashes of the urn 
Never accepted it’s your turn 
To feel immortal  
For eternity 

[CAVA]

For eternity we rest in peace’s overseas
Now I’m immune to everything you’ve ever thrown at me
I don’t need a remedy
No I need ecstasy
I talked to Death and asked who’s next
He stared and looked at me

I told that motherfucker put em up
And then we threw some hands
I beat his fucking face in 
With some money tied with rubber bands
Now I am in charge of bringing people to the afterlife
I saw a motherfucker that looked just like me
I stabbed him twice

There ain’t nobody that’s a bigger danger to me than myself
It’s like they made me in a lab just to kill my fucking self
I be smoking on the gas until my face will fucking melt
They put us here
They don’t want us getting help,
No

[BROADUS]

“Pray for me” as I go out from here to do some sinnin 
Reinforce my own disease to tear me down uh “kill him!”
Wake to anger at the mirror strike me down roll me in linen 
My demeanor is a fraction of the fractures in my verbal venom 

Black magic I’m casting 
With no compassion 
Mentally you’re all in caskets 
And I’m laughing in the caption 
While I’m feeding you distraction
For Reaction 
I’m behind the screen 
Stabbing me until I’m ragged 
Bleeding out, adrenal rush, relapsin’

Refashion my own department so I own all of the madness 
Willy Wonka couldn’t carry all the matches 
So I burned his family 
Told him kill the children 
Wrap them all in plastic 
Now he thinks he owns the company selling massive melted bodies as molasses 

[CAVA]

It’s no mystery
The history could fuck you in the eye
Twist the knife and kick when down
Cause we like seeing people die
Watch the world burn
I bet that none of you survive
Watch the world burn
Watch the world fucking burn

This form and this flesh that I inhabit
I rapidly overthrow cause as a God I must ascend again
And when you thought it was over 
Out of the ashes that float around where we once were
I resurrect

it's time to wake up

forget me when the summer ends

again

new single 'Us in Context'

Guitar & Bass done by @BennyKaay

Watch the Music Video Here! : https://youtu.be/r5rOzVAgvE0?si=Zy2UjdLmUsVNQwhH

Additional Links: 
Us In Context | Spotify: 
https://open.spotify.com/album/2WwoVubuRIwXqcVMi5wPvy?si=cebo8aXZRkC9UTyles8Tpw&nd=1&dlsi=b42a258425e34d39

Us In Context | Apple Music:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/us-in-context/1769977576?i=1769977577

evan carr | linktree:
https://linktr.ee/ejcarrmusic

Lyrics:
Ebb and flow
Waiting for a miracle
Wonder why you stoop so low
Turn your back before you find the
Open door
To see how you fit in
Miscue, cleverly crafted
Understand?
Think again

I'm waiting to see us
In context
Demonstrate the feeling
I don't really understand
Look ahead
Are you there?
Instead off sirens
In my head
Symbols in my eyes
Life lesson or a sign

It's easy to say no when
There ain't no chance at all
Familiar face in a different space
Pulling all my tricks
Just to feel the same
But its piling up all the things
I thought weren't true
Thinkin I'd f*cking die
If i saw you

In that context
(would all the walls we built come crashing)
In that context
(the one thing you can't get away with)

Maybe if you saw it in context
Maybe if read all the context
Maybe if you knew all the context

Don't swell up your ego
There's nothing subliminal
Sometimes there's nothing
Sometimes, sometimes

Maybe if you saw it in context
You'd know that
Doesn't work like that
Should've shown that
This ur big plan?
You'll realize when
You say goodbye then
Go eat your pride man

Us In Context

lyrics:

Was it weird just to end the call
With 'I might move to montreal'
Pack a story of somebody else
Someone who isn’t like me at all
Would you think just to hold my hand
Yeah I know that’s not part of the plan
It’s just a way to recognize this place
And for you to say that you know who I am

What does anybody wanna be
What does everybody wanna see now
Who does anybody wanna be
What does everybody wanna see now

I might not be so terrified
‘Cause what use is not closing my eyes
When the view from my window’s now
That old house torn down for a new highrise
And what about the oak tree left next to it
Do you think it gives a shit at all, I don’t know
It’ll breathe and be a little confused
But that’s exactly how I am before my daily fix

Of a bittersweetened affirmation
Said god knows where in union station
Still playing games of imitation  
For what, for what
For a hesitant first invitation
To some party planned for graduation
Just to hear the same three conversations
For what, for what

What does anybody wanna be
What does everybody wanna see now
Who does anybody wanna be
What does everybody wanna see now

Will I be less inclined to lie
In a city I’ve been to twice, I know
It’s too early to be sending gifts
But before I’d leave could you just get me a hit

Of a bittersweetened affirmation
Said god knows where in central station
Still playing games of imitation  
For what, for what
For a hesitant first invitation
To some party planned for graduation
Just to hear the same three conversations
For what, for what

Et c’est tout mon choix, n'est-ce pas mon ami
Tu l'as dit cent fois dans un rêve, juste vas-y
Quand le jour viendra je le comprendrai
Mais pourquoi, pourquoi

montreal (acoustic version)

@onlyfriendyeah 

// onlyfriend
i'm just a spirit in your bedsheets
so hate me
fuck your friends and move on with your life
it's taking everything i've got to even try
now i won't say forever, forever's come and go
cause people change and people leave
it's just the way it goes

i'm just a spirit in your bedsheets
i've been dead and gone for six weeks
won't take you back
don't hold me down
please don't tell me how you feel alive
whenever i'm around

// i'm geist
ohh
you have a way with your words
to always get what you want
no
i’d tell you how much hurts
but what’s the point of it now

six weeks dead still in my bed
and the sheets stained red, holes in my head
and after all was said, i watched you burn it down
had me holding on tight, to a love in the ground
promised we’d be alright, so how is it over now?
oh if you just stayed the night, we would have figured it out
now i’m stuck here without you
minds plagued full of doubt
and there’s nothing to amount too
with these stains on my crown

six weeks

spotify

six weeks w/ onlyfriend [iof x king theta]

Ever since I was a boy...

Lyrics: 

Ever since I was a boy
I dyed my hair and smashed my toys
I ran away from places I called home
My scraped knees would scar the road
I went outside and braved the cold
Worrying my mom with broken bones

Oh my god
What does it feel like
To be alone
Step on a land mine
I might explode
Dead on the inside
Doom scroll on my phone
I realize

There's nothing left for me
Stuck in a fantasy
Where is the man in me?
Sick of reality
No money no time
Nothing helps me feel right
My hands are tied
Brought a knife to a gun fight

When I stood in line to graduate
I said goodbye to what's her face
Damn that was hell first love is blown
They told me life would be okay
Pay my dues and I'll get paid
Work around the clock and trade my soul

Oh my god
What does it feel like
To be alone
Step on a land mine
I might explode
Dead on the inside
Doom scroll on my phone
I realize

There's nothing left for me
Stuck in a fantasy
Where is the man in me?
Sick of reality
No money no time
Nothing helps me feel right
My hands are tied
Brought a knife to a gun fight
Brought a knife to a gun fight

Today I looked up in the clouds
Still don't have life figured out
I learned success is not my dream
I don't have the biggest crowds
At least the ones who care are loud
I'll be there for them if they're here for me
Are you here for me?

Knife To A Gunfight

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