HowDoIKillMyself™ 🖤

praying to the sky (prod. greaf)

Lil Peep Pray I Die

prod. @notmorgn
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oh love, won’t you help me out tonight
oh i feel like i’ve been dying on the inside
your the only one that can lift me from my pain
who can lift me from my pain

and i need you, whether you like it or not
even if i’m not, everything that you want   
i feel like i can feel you
but your so far, and i’m so lost
baby so far, i feel like your all i got

won’t you come and kill the pain
won’t you come and kill the pain
won’t you come and kill the pain

but your nowhere to be found
girl your all i think about 
my hearts so fucked up 
i feel like you ripped it out
what am i supposed to think now
what am i supposed to think now

you were my everything
now to you i don’t mean anything
baby won’t you come and see me
what i’d do for your touch
what i’d do for your love

kill the pain (prod. notmorgn)

do you even know (prod. LIL HEARTBREAK)

i'm a mess
prod. @haruhijinju

Official Music Video - https://youtu.be/9wjyyGLlPzk

i'm a mess (prod. haruhi) *video in description*

are u ever coming back w/ @lilnarnia x @alliknowispain
MASTERED BY @lilnarnia

are u ever coming back w/ lil narnia & lil thuey (prod. relevantbeats)

so tired w/ YungJZAisDead (prod. YungJZA)

prod. @yung-jza-shawty
mastered by YungJZA

like violence w/ YungJZAisDead

love [i'm lucid. remix](prod by. yusei)

no samples
prod mix master @93feetofsmoke

video: https://youtu.be/La0kW8IDOa8

lyrics:

nowadays
headache
cold shoulder
getting colder
guess I'm growing older

imma loner
lie and say 
i love her
u dont come over
when your sober

x2

i don't wanna tell you
what I think I about
drugs are longer now
i never leave the house
don't look at me for help
i hate to watch u drown
still tried my best no doubt
like fuck u talking bout??

lie & say i love her

Prod. @bornhero
Art @shadyxwade
Mixing @kidamateur

what happened to me? (Prod. Born Hero)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/jakkyboi
mixed by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Lyrics:
[And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted
Cuz Summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it]

I hit the brakes when I know something's just not right
Maybe i'm overthinking crazy or i'm outta my mind
I took this road so many times but I can't give up
Till I put up a fight
And I won't say it's not you, it's me
But I could say it all in my sleep no
I fell in love from the very first start of it
I can't reverse cuz we made it so far from there
And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted
Cuz summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it

It's into drive, nevermind, turn it back around
Ever since I met you got my head always spinning
Around and Around like we goin 180
I think you got me sick but I know you're the remedy
And if you love me, you would sit there riding shotgun quietly
While I say what I gotta say cuz I don't have another day
If my heart's doing U-turns

I hit the brakes when I know something's just not right
Maybe i'm overthinking crazy or i'm outta my mind
I took this road so many times but I can't give up
Till I put up a fight
And I won't say it's not you, it's me
But I could say it all in my sleep no
I fell in love from the very first start of it
I can't reverse cuz we made it so far from there
And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted 
Cuz summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it

SPOTIFYY

My Heart Does U-turns(prod. jakkyboi)

This song means a lot to me, I really hope you all enjoy it <3
@retrohills
mix and master by: @itshuskai

Lyrics-

I would only die for my day one’s
I would never ride for no fake ones
If you got a problem you can say sum’n
I would give my life for my day one’s
I let you in and then you broke me
I just wanted somebody to hold me 
Don’t hit me up when you are lonely
I got a new number, you can’t phone me
I thought you were the one, and I’d hold you down
I thought you were the one but you let me down
I don’t feel the same when you’re not around
No, I don’t same when you’re not around 

I would only die for my day one’s
I would never ride for no fake ones
If you got a problem you can say sum’n
I would give my life for my day one’s
I let you in and then you broke me
I just wanted somebody to hold me 
Don’t hit me up when you are lonely
I got a new number, you can’t phone me
I thought you were the one, and I’d hold you down
I thought you were the one but you let me down
I don’t feel the same when you’re not around
No, I don’t same when you’re not around 

Ayy, yeah I was never yours
Don’t act like you love me if you aint gonna give more x3

I would only die for my day one’s
I would never ride for no fake ones
If you got a problem you can say sum’n
I would give my life for my day one’s
I let you in and then you broke me
I just wanted somebody to hold me 
Don’t hit me up when you are lonely
I got a new number, you can’t phone me

OTHER PLATFORMS

I Just Wanted Somebody To Hold Me (Prod. RetroHills)

she wanna be good for me but she know that she bad

lyrics:
she know i love it when she wearin all black
she wanna be good for me but she know that she bad
so bad but still the best i ever had
and she drive me crazy yeah she really good at that
don’t wanna be seen thats why I’m always in the back
she look so good unlike me yeah a matter of fact
i can’t take this pain so my wrist cry
baby won’t you come by 
i don’t wanna cry so i hold my pain inside

i don’t wanna cry no sometimes i wanna die tho
shawty be so bad yeah she fuck me like a psycho 
she make me go crazy, thats why she my baby
shawty be my angel when I need her she gon’ save me
she wanna be good for me but she know that she bad 
I love it when she move her body like that
I can’t get enough tho baby lets just ride slow
fuck me in the back seat I love to see your body go
up and down girl please don’t stop
you know I love it when you’re on top
back of the clubs where you’ll find me at
you know I love it when you’re wearing all back

she know i love it when she wearin all black
she wanna be good for me but she know that she bad
so bad but still the best i ever had
and she drive me crazy yeah she really good at that
don’t wanna be seen thats why I’m always in the back
she look so good unlike me yeah a matter of fact
i can’t take this pain so my wrist cry
baby won’t you come by 
i don’t wanna cry so i hold my pain inside