HowDoIKillMyself™ 🖤

niemals pleite

S/O @TOTHEGOOD

im so sorry
about your body
you know i'd do anything
to keep you here with me
i fucking love how
you taught me these things
i know just breathe in
let life be and
i fucking wish that 
we could live forever
i know that somehow
we have always been together
when your beside me
is when i see clear
you'll always be here 
even in the air

id do anything to keep you here w/ tothegood

lyrics

and im obsessed, with being a mess
but when youre upset the pains easy to forget
i get im not the best, but i do my part
just know ill never rest till theres designer on your chest
pull a stack out the closet, one that i cant deposit
drop a bean in the lean man fuck being cautious
fuck being cautious
fuck being

ya ya fuck being down, and fuck being dumb
i always love what i lost, why do i hate what ive become
and im so beat down, by the shit that you sent me
im sorry i cant help ive never felt this empty
now youre stressed out cause i dont care what my rent be
while im at vv droppin 20s on fendi
and you dont need me didnt say it i guessed it
well my heart bleeds cause youre the one im obsessed with

and im obsessed, with being a mess
but when youre upset the pains easy to forget
i get im not the best, but i do my part
just know ill never rest till theres designer on your 
pull a stack out the closet, one that i cant deposit
drop a bean in the lean man fuck being cautious
fuck being cautious
fuck being

fuck being cautious
fuck being cautious
got some pills im off it baby im just being honest
knew right when i met you youre the only one i wanted
for you id do whatever baby baby thats a promise
take away the pain cause i know that theres a consent
got some killers with me ya i brought em in my pocket
i just sniffed the twisted got me blasted like a rocket
know that they fuck with me ya they love the way im rockin
and if im lookin sad, its just because i feel sad
know im fly as hell but somehow i still feel bad
when i tell you that i love you
hoping that you feel that
when i tell you that i love you
hoping that you feel that
and im obsessed baby with doing my best
its your boy lil death wont someone lay me to rest
in a year imma be poppin or dead
i said im bout to be ballin you heard me thats what i said

Untitled EP

Precautions are for the Weak & Living w/poloralphmacchio (feat. SMRTDEATH) (prod. haruhi)

are u ever coming back w/ @lilnarnia x @alliknowispain
MASTERED BY @lilnarnia

are u ever coming back w/ lil narnia & lil thuey (prod. relevantbeats)

You can't die in my arms
Fuck my luck
I'm too squeamish
Always could've done more
Displace myself from grieving

You can't die in my arms
Sorry I'm so fucking selfish
I could never say more
X2

Wonder when i got so selfish
The mirror looks back and bites in
Black tinge on our eyelids
Im a loser I'm a lesson

Where my good thoughts, I can't see them
I had something, But I can't place it
Guess I'm lost here, Guess I'm patient
Point a led tip or just face it

You can't die in my arms
Fuck my luck
I'm too squeamish
Always could've done more
Displace myself from grieving

You can't die in my arms
Sorry I'm so fucking selfish
I could never say more

u can't die in my arms

this is me fm updating the description in 2024 what up

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rip your underwear (prod. tothegood)

rzrblade (prod. prince gravy)

Prod. @bornhero
Art @shadyxwade
Mixing @kidamateur

what happened to me? (Prod. Born Hero)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/jakkyboi
mixed by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Lyrics:
[And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted
Cuz Summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it]

I hit the brakes when I know something's just not right
Maybe i'm overthinking crazy or i'm outta my mind
I took this road so many times but I can't give up
Till I put up a fight
And I won't say it's not you, it's me
But I could say it all in my sleep no
I fell in love from the very first start of it
I can't reverse cuz we made it so far from there
And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted
Cuz summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it

It's into drive, nevermind, turn it back around
Ever since I met you got my head always spinning
Around and Around like we goin 180
I think you got me sick but I know you're the remedy
And if you love me, you would sit there riding shotgun quietly
While I say what I gotta say cuz I don't have another day
If my heart's doing U-turns

I hit the brakes when I know something's just not right
Maybe i'm overthinking crazy or i'm outta my mind
I took this road so many times but I can't give up
Till I put up a fight
And I won't say it's not you, it's me
But I could say it all in my sleep no
I fell in love from the very first start of it
I can't reverse cuz we made it so far from there
And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted 
Cuz summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it

SPOTIFYY

My Heart Does U-turns(prod. jakkyboi)

i say fuck too much (prod. curtains)

prod. @antongxldn & @produnown

Today I turned 19 and I'm still lost af tbh.

P.S. You're Dead To Me

✦ VIDEO OUT NOW

@poorstacy - hollow (prod. nick mira & trillogy)

hol up. gotta post a guitar track real quick

am i still worthless? (prod. Hkfiftyone)

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

self doubt again
cant get the fuck out my head
this might be the end
i think this might be the end

i cant trust this bitch i know she digging for gold
i dont know if i could ever trust a soul
got my hand on the blade if u want smoke we could go
i been screaming at the sky cus i been searching for some hope tonight

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

go fuck yourself i
dont care what you say
hope this storm will pass
drowning in my pain

nicotine [prod. 93feetofsmoke]

wrist! [prod. outby16 x kaleido]

🥀YungButDead🥀
✨biteki collective✨
@bitekivibes
email: jojowerolin@gmail.com
rest in peace N/V/D/M, love you brother

are u ever coming back w/ lil narnia & lil thuey (prod. relevantbeats)

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