Connor John

Beau’s Big Dick Baller Playlist

hmmm 7

Make Belief

Russell Westbrook On a Farm

Lil Dicky Sway In The Morning Freestyle

Lil Dicky Freestyle - Tim Westwood

for the people i wasted my time with

Prod. @Blckocean and Connor John

comfortable changes (prod. blackocean, connor john)

Look at Us

This took the longest so hope you enjoy :)
Background vocals; Macy Privet
Co-Prod: @Blckocean

Hung Up (prod. Connor John, Blckocean)

Add me on snapchat and let me know what you think! I know its a lot different but was super fun to make
snap: cjsigs

By Myself (prod. anteven, Connor John)

Lyrics:
These liquid thoughts, evaporate, I can't remember, anything
See i'm deranged, thoughts stay the same, stop wondering when life will end
Like where did all the time go? How'd it get to this state?
Spending nights all fucked up, just to wake with hate built up
Melting house of cards, falling crashing hard, dealt it for myself.
Stuck in a day dream made for you and me, we'll escape from this reality
Don't look back to see, all those awful things
We'll make believe, lost in memories, oppertunities keep passing me
What is happening, life keeps lapping me, forget everything
Just let me relax till i relapse 
Ticking hour glass full of all our ash full of all our ash
Like where did all the time go? How'd it get to this state?
Spending nights all fucked up, just to wake with hate filled guts
Melting house of cards, falling crashing hard, dealt it for myself
Like where did all my life go, how'd it get to this place
Spending nights without you, wish i could have kept you safe
Wish i could just see your face, one last time
Stuck in a day dream made for you and me, we'll escape from this reality.
Don't look back to see, all those awful things.

awful things ~ [p. ocean]

(available on spotify)
im lost and
im lost and
im lost and
im lost and

we lost in, emotion
im sorry, unspoken
stop talking, explosion
make up sex, so broken

dont leave me, dont leave me
i know you, you need me
i know that im not easy
but babe im on my knees 

so lost that we can’t see
i want you next to me
you want to see me bleed
you want to hear me scream 

so loud but
no sound we
fall down we
fall down

on and off, and off and on
can we talk, what’s going on
when we stop, we never stop
it’s everyday, everyday

careful, slowly
darling what’s the hurry
love me, hate me
kiss me when you hurt me

dancing when we’re burning
everyday she learning
ways to cut my heart into the shape she wants to turn me

baby that’s a no no
how low can you go go
stick around to find how bad she’ll wreck my fucking heart, though

[spotify]

onoffonoff

Produced by @nedarbnagrom 

Mix/Master by Travis Ritcher 
https://twitter.com/TravisRichter

Over It (feat. Nedarb)

needed to say some things. Thanks for listening

Better Off Alone

i get nervous

wouldn't have spent the last 6 months with anyone else <3
i love u dingus 

we don't know how much time we have so
let's drive away far from here you know
i'd go wherever you are 
even without a reason

fingers intertwined 
we can lay upon the grass
staring at the sky
with your head upon my lap
sing away the scars
we'll forget about the past
spot a shooting star
i'll make a wish to make it last

and you can call me late at night
we'll fall asleep together
on the phone if you'd like
or we'll escape into the night
and talk about whatever
that's been bothering your mind

we don't know how much time we have so
let's drive away far from here you know
i'd go wherever you are 
even without a reason

fingers intertwined 
we can lay upon the grass
staring at the sky
with your head upon my lap
sing away the scars
we'll forget about the past
spot a shooting star
i'll make a wish to make it last
try to make you laugh
i never wanna see you sad
we can take our time
we don't have to go fast
always by your side
i'll never walk a different path
i'm always by your side
doesn't matter where i'm at

even without a reason

made this song on senior skip day
thanks for listening

Don't wait for me- Demo

19
Minneapolis 
Email: cjsigs19@gmail.com
Instagram: cjsigs