These are some of your strongest lyrics yet, and personally, this is my favorite song so far. I adore your music and sound. the lyrics are so brutal and true. i adore this song. seriously 10/10

CAVINNNGGGG INNNTO MYSELFFFF😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️STFFUUUUUUUU

HEARING MY BONEZ GO CRACKK!!!! Love. It. the gerard way queercore emoweirdo paul dano batman of it all

ILL NEVER BE A GUY

I'll never be a guy in high-school
I'll never be a guy in track
left to my own devices
when I ask why you look at me like that

my ribs are fucking broken
the third one this week
from binding my chest a little too long 
and wearing it in my sleep

caving into myself
stuck in my own cage
there's no setting me free
if I'm the one holding me in
and tying me up
and screaming my sins 

hearing my bones go crack
see the ambulance is flashing
but it's not for me
it's for her

deadname is one with the sea
but it won't set me free
I just keep drowning
maybe soon I'll drown it out

I'll never be a guy in high-school
I'll never be a guy in science class
never go up to my chemistry partner
and have her ask me for the notes (that I lack)

and yeah my ribs are kinda shitty
but ive been sticking with flimsy sports bras
just to change my figure
scraping at my chest till it's raw

caving into myself
stuck in my own cage
there's no setting me free
if I'm the one holding me in
and tying me up
and screaming my sins 

hearing my bones go crack
see the ambulance is flashing
but it's not for me
it's for her

deadname is one with the sea
but it won't set me free
I just keep drowning


maybe soon I'll drown it out

ILL NEVER BE A GUY

a rainy day

sushi and you

enjoy this song that took me 15 minutes, so excuse any dumb mistakes

wrote this song just so i could use this art lol/mirrors are bullshit

a collection of songs and tunes that were written, produced, and created during the lowest point in my life. all made using the same guitar, in the same old room. enjoy <3

16. hanging on by a thread

15. don't let me

14. cant forgive myself

emo lesbian world tour

shoutout @chazaiya for sending the close to the knives vocals shoutout sidney phillips

edit: not as happy with this one any more if you're new ignore this one and keep scrolling

ILL NEVER BE A GUY

Connor Lālea

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