dont u tell me im important
i've been tryna pick pieces but they wont fit
imma drop these fake friends b4 i drop dead
tryna get this thought of u outta my head
all my fake friends hit me up like "where u been?"
ur full of shit, i don wanna talk 2 u
theres so much that i have to prove
and by now u know that im js full of shit
i cant make any mistakes or fix what i did
but i want you to know that i didnt mean it x2
i didnt mean it, i want u to see that i can always be here if u rlly need me
i kno u dont but lets give it a shot



lotuzs: 
i got so fuckin high again i feel alone
if i told u that i missed u would u feel at home?
if i didn’t kick u out would u stay inmy arms
oh my god
i felt like i never did alot
im poppin percs in the parkin lot
dont u ever tell i wasn’t enough 
u say u would stay with me until im gone

ghoul +lotuzs (lil biscuit)

ericdoa - throw it up ft. glaive (ORIGINAL)

im awful
everybody hates me
aint got anyone at my eighteen
it feels so empty
when i try to talk you ignore me

i feel alone
i know i already said this
im by my own
no one fckn gives me credit
what is the point of effort
thirsty in the desert

better off dead
living is a suffer
maybe its not that bad...
feelings are a construct
self destruct
feelings are a construct

the world ignores me prod. runawway & tewiq

i would drive them miles just to be between that man and you
i told you for a while i would be a better man to you
just think about me before you go to sleep, something i demand of you
i need you around me or i cannot sleep even though i cant stand you sometimes
and shit gets rough, i would never leave your side
love you too much even though you would leave mine
and it's been some months since i even seen you smile
let go of them cuffs baby you cant lock me down

i got no control over you but yet i got this fear of losing you
i need eyedrops i'm too high to see you
i let bygones be bygones just for you

but i really dont wanna regret it
everyday i wake up and i'm mad at myself i cannot believe i really said it
really let you get by with the shit you did
now i gotta get high with another bitch 
and i'll never tell you why i did you wrong
thats the only i'll get my payback 
i wake up and i get straight to the paper i aint even ate yet my stomach aching
you can fucking save that shit for me later i dont wanna hear it i fucking hate it
and you made my head a mess so quick, you had me thinking we would die
you prolly wonder how i got ahead so quick, bitch i figured out your strategies and

i would drive them miles just to be between that man and you
i told you for a while i would be a better man to you
just think about me before you go to sleep, something i demand of you
i need you around me or i cannot sleep even though i cant stand you sometimes

love you too much
and it's been some months
since i even seen you smile.

better man prod. me

its fine

insecurity w.i.p

oh i guess that i
oh i guess that im 
gonna die real soon 
ive been calling out
ive been bleeding out my chest
whats there to talk about 
gun shot wound right to my head
and the gun bloom now my ass is dead
cuts to my head 
cuts to my neck
ive been calling out
ive been bleeding out my chest
whats there to talk about 
whats there to talk about 
save me
ive been screaming im upset 
ive been calling out 
ive been bleeding out my chest

i was just tryna play fortnite

Inspired by the tanay beat
https://soundcloud.com/rdr4ge/nao-posso-ser-so-mais-um-ritmado-prod-tanay?si=c4e54b4596324203b4dae5f8a7dc270e&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Flafu Tribute

OG sample: Joon - Talk!  
Prod by me, ft. Asim, Isa, Bixby, Joon & Starfall

Falsetto Helpers (ft. Asim, Isa)

from a hushed ire

i don't wanna go

i don't want to go

i'm selfish
but they're here
everyone's here
oh my god

but it's not worth it
to make new friends
act all cordial
then, run

that abstraction
a transition
for
memories going blind
connections severing time

that abstraction's
a reflection of      
memories going awry  
in my mind

and my throat is sore
from the times im chasing truth
yet i don't know why
i tend to dream of you
still a callous mind
running further than i do
my muscles writhe
as my future hits undo

why don't you 
why don't you leave me slow
i can't take being alone
you just have nothing to show  

yet i don't know why
i tend to speak so softly, it's italized
and its perfect made in heaven, it's idealized
crumbling petals over everything but where are mine
selfishly appointing friendship, yet i don't know why
it may be more than defense for all the things ive tried
trading purpose for some points that i can spend online
trading purpose for the peace i gain from being offlinev

check my upkeep
follow me
deeper further than

end where i am
its a fault 
shelter everything

(you just have nothing to show)

Next stop,

instagram: conrens
main: @conren
alt: @wrenelliott

i don't want to go

conren

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