[intro]

for life.

[hook]

Searching,
For the spark, for the drive,
For that life, in my eyes,
For the will, to survive,
For the fight, for that bark,
And the bite, from the days
As a kid, till the day,
That I die,
All this time, been
Searching,
Through the hurt, and the pain,
Through betrayal, and the shame,
Through the promises I made,
Same promises I break,
Same person that I was,
Who I claimed that had changed,
In my ways, still stuck, 
Still searching,

[Verse]

Umm,
Okay,
My brudda, sister, my family,
Close homies are mad at me,
Still desperate to change,
But don’t know if I know how,
If a guide, could lend me vision,
To fly, through intersections inside,
These feelings twisted and tied,
Tongue trying to tell a lie,
Disguised as high truths,
You’ll find I try to rise,
Then hide, behind moods,
That swing, mentally I’m grieving,
Pride like a cancer,
Left me jealous and conceited,
Overzealous when I’m dreaming,
And maybe it is a dream,
I always fall flat, reaching for goals,
I can’t achieve,
Silent, I plot and scheme,
Moving behind the scenes,
Painting a bigger picture,
On canvas too small to see,
I’m lacking in honesty,
Lying to myself, its a daily routine,
Daily routines don’t usually come to fruition,
In my position, blessings I’ve been given,
I ain’t capitalise,
I hope the damage subside,
Instead, it peak through the blinds,
Blood seeps through my kind heart,
Breaking, it ain’t so comforting to meet your demise,
Done so many inhumane wrongs,
For a piece of the pie,
A demon inside,
Telling me there ain’t no reason to fly,
If I, could touch the pearly gates,
Then that’s all of God’s working,
Validation through hatred,
I taste it,
All this time I’ve been,


[hook]

Searching,
For the spark, for the drive,
For that life, in my eyes,
For the will, to survive,
For the fight, for that bark,
And the bite, from the days
As a kid, till the day,
That I die,
All this time, been
Searching,
Through the hurt, and the pain,
Through betrayal, and the shame,
Through the promises I made,
Same promises I break,
Same person that I was,
Who I claimed that had changed,
In my ways, still stuck, 
Still searching,


searching

Consey