Just a few songs I have been a part of.

These are two songs I've done with my friend Ralski https://soundcloud.com/chris-r-amesquita

Collabs with Ralski

Lyrics & vocals: Ralski @chris-r-amesquita
Music: Constricted Freedom

Pulling Down

Woven across myself
a captured break in time
Nothing all
ever was mine

Catastrophe cannot lie
And the freedom will not fly
In a world alone
we already died

Illusion is oh so pure
When you look into the obscure
locked, my body aches
mentally erased.

Illusion is oh so pure
When you look into the obscure
locked inside my cell
locked inside my hell

Comin’ and a goin’ and a…
Comin’ and a goin’ and a…

Well I feel it!
Can y’all feel it?
And I feel it…

Pulling down.
Pulling down.
Pulling down.
Pulling down.

Truth beneath my skin
Buried deep within
Scarring heals another begins

Shattering silent screams
like a ghost inside a dream
nothing more is all what it seems

7/12/2025

Pulling Down (Ralski & Constricted Freedom)

Army of Me, from Björk's album "Post" - written by Björk, and Graham Massey

Instrumentation: Constricted Freedom
Vocals: Ralski @chris-r-amesquita

Army Of Me (Björk Cover)

Vocals: Ralski https://soundcloud.com/chris-r-amesquita
Music & lyrics by Constricted Freedom

Fighting Demons

I fight my demons, from within
The angels crash the scene
Dark creatures tremble
Fast approaching, relentlessly

Won't be stopped forever, no
You can count on the truth
Ignorance will be squashed
Under the weight of my boots

Relentless march of fortitude
Shaking the heavens and the ground
Sulfurous fires weaken fast
The storm of will, is pouring down

Fighting demons
Fighting demons from within
Fighting demons
Fighting demons from within

The anti-gods are clashing
Force of thunderous demise
Raging battles forging on 
There is no end in sight

Division and deceptions roar
No despair nontheless
Mayhem carries into the night
The thunder takes no rest

Relentless march of fortitude
Shaking the heavens and the ground
Sulfurous fires weaken fast
The storm of will is pouring down

Fighting demons
Fighting demons from within
Fighting demons
Fighting demons from within

Harnessing all my powers
Lies and doubt start to fall
There is no escaping the resolve
To conquer and capture all

Righteous anger burning strong
Domination on it's path
The unsacred fire will be quenched
With rains of my wrath

Relentless march of fortitude
Shaking the heavens and the ground
Sulfurous fires weaken fast
The storm of will is pouring down

Oppresive manipulation
Of my lower self
Will not indulge the domination
...This unsacred filth...

Unwanted and conquered
The fires of weakness and deception
Indignation, exultation
Run! run! run! be gone!

Fighting demons
Fighting demons from within
Fighting demons
Fighting demons from within

Relentless march of fortitude
Shaking the heavens and the ground
Sulfurous fires weaken fast
The storm of will is pouring down on the ground...
  
Fighting demons
Fighting demons from within
Fighting demons
Fighting demons from within

Fighting Demons

Fighting Demons (Ralski & Constricted Freedom)

Going South

Lyrics & vocals: Ralski https://soundcloud.com/chris-r-amesquita
Music: Constricted Freedom

Wasted, falling
you're tumbling down.
The heavens above you climb as you 
descend into the ground

Seen it once, now see it twice
the fire beneath your feet...
...as you walk alone in a barren land
a torn and tattered street.

Wailing, but not a sound
as you're going out of your head.
Looking around, you realize
it's a path that you have led.

Trailing into the ground
your feet digging deep in the earth.
You have died as your body tried
to shake off the afterbirth.

Straight, down, 
shedding skin
Twist, turn...
take it all in.

Fear, screams 
coming out of your mouth.
All your dreams are now 
going south.

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Shaken, arise
you begin to wake.
The clouds above you break apart
and clears your mental state.

Now you feel that what is real
can only start from a goal
as you stand up tall and start your day
with a new enlightened soul.

Sailing above the ground
as you're clearing out your head.
Looking around and you realize
it's a path that you have led.

Knowing what you have found
your feet digging deep in the earth.
Open your eyes, let your body rise
and move on for what it's worth.

Straight down, 
shedding skin
Twist, turn...
take it all in.

Night scares
clearing out of your soul.
All your dreams have now 
become whole.

Arise.

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Now I lay my head to sleep
I pray that GOD my soul to keep
But if I die before I wake
then I pray that GOD, my soul to take.
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Wasted, falling
you're tumbling down.
The heavens above you climb as you 
descend into the ground

Seen it once, now see it twice
the fire beneath your feet...
...as you walk alone in a barren land
of a torn and tattered street.

Sailing above the ground
as you're clearing out your head.
Looking around and you realize
it's a path that you have led.

Knowing what you have found
your feet digging deep in the earth.
Open your eyes, let your body rise
and move on for what it's worth.

Straight down,
shedding skin
Twist, turn...
take it all in.

Night scares
clearing out of your soul.
All your dreams have now 
become whole.

Arise.

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Shaken, arise
you begin to wake.
The clouds above you break apart
and clears your mental state.
clears your mental state.
clears your mental state.
clears your mental state.
clears your mental state....

Going South (Ralski & Constricted Freedom)

Eins, zwei, drei, vier,
fünf, sechs, sieben, acht.

Anticipation,
You see it coming!
Fascination
until the end.

Manipulation,
living life without a care.
Desperation,
without a friend.

Domination,
bound to go nowhere.
Deprivation,
you're going down.

Separation,
where did it all go?
Extermination,
nothing around.

You get into my head
and then you wonder.
Alive, or am I dead?
I still ponder...
...push then comes to shove.
A ritual; The ruins of love.

Thirteen things I did today;
1. Looked at picture books
2. Got drunk
3. Got even
4. Heard marching bands playing noctified jazz
5. Sharpened my tongue on sandpaper
6.  Got religious
7. Got rigteous

Domination,
bound to go nowhere.
Deprivation,
you're going down.

Separation,
where did it all go?
Extermination,
nothing around..

There is nothing left of my body
And there is nothing left of my soul.
You chewed me up and spit me out
Always in control.

You get into my head
and then you wonder.
Alive, or am I dead?
I still ponder...
...push then comes to shove.
A ritual; The ruins of love.

8.  Was nasty to a barfly
9.  Kissed a saintly faced boy in a rainy doorway while the new mastic flag runs daisy wheels in the disco sky
10. Became a euro whole
11. Discovered cellulite on the back of my thighs
12. Passed a cemetery on the train and got scared
13. Drank a beer

Administrator's Album

Ruins of Love

TYPHON - Delusions of Reality

Released February 10, 2021
Remixed and remastered on March 1, 2025

Ralski - Drums https://soundcloud.com/chris-r-amesquita
Ed - Guitar, ghatam
Justin - Bass

Music written by Ralski in the 90's, revisited, reproduced and mastered virtually during a global pandemic.

https://typhon2.bandcamp.com/album/delusions-of-reality
ralski.bigcartel.com
mhnhn.com

Here's the story behind the music:

It depicts a battle between american indians and an american regiment. It starts with a military march into indian ground. The second tempo change, along with the intro is native indians lurking in the dark getting ready for their attack, then the attack. The third change is natives strolling through the remains of the battle picking up pieces and tending to their own injured. Then the 4th change is the second attack, total chaos.

Delusions of Reality

Pow Wow

Pow Wow - TYPHON (Ralski, Justin Harrison & Ed)

Hi there people 😎 Thank you for stopping by. Please like & repost if you enjoy the music, much appreciated 🙌🏼

Also check out DarkLight, with my brother Junez, we've done four albums.

Peace, love, mUsIC and harmony to the world and to to all ✌🏼

Cheers,
Ed

Email: constrictedfreedom@gmail.com