In My Room

I'm speeding down I-15
And talking on the phone
I love my rich friends
Who take me everywhere

I smell like his cologne
And how he treats his home
Hollywood dreaming

I never thought I'd be famous
But I feel like I'm a star
We repeat each other
And finish what we start

And I get what I want
Next week I'll get so scared
Feel like a runway dreamer
Runaway dreaming

I'm speeding down I-15
And talking on the phone
I love my rich friends
Who take me everywhere

I smell like his cologne
And how he treats his home
Hollywood dreaming

I been thinking of calling
I might wait 'til the cycle repeats
I'm living a love song
And I'm living a bad dream

And I get what I want
Next week I'll get so scared
Feel like a runway dreamer
Runaway dreaming

I just wanna make music with you
I just wanna make music with you

I'm speeding down I-15
And talking on the phone
I can't say I'm not in love
Or the place I used to call home

I never thought I'd be famous
But I feel like I'm a star
We repeat each other
And we finish what we start

I smell like his cologne
And how he treats his home
Hollywood dreaming

Famous girl

Do you feel small when you hold me?
I think my money's counterfeit
And I could buy you anything
If I had any time to spend

And everybody's seen my body
They all have my number and know my name
And everybody's touched and said they loved me

You don't do it like any of my friends
We act like the walls were paper-thin
Hold your ghosts, say it in my ear
How close?

And it can't get better than right now
Kissin' the bottle when angel sounds
And I'm not an addict 'til I come down
Kiss me to sleep before I drown

And verybody's seen my body
They all have my number and know my name
And everybody's touched and said they loved me

But I don't do it like someone who's alone
I feel crazy for loving you so
Hold your ghosts, say it in my ear
How close?

Sick / relapse

He sweats through all of his clothes
He forces himself to sleep
And only thinks of me
It seems like nobody knows
About this new kind of free
Where I am the only girl

When I make the tides change
And tell you I want you
Come crashing

When I make your life change
And rid of the past
Boy I'm the future
You told me so

You don't know her
You don't know her
You don't know her
You don't know her

Waves crashing onto me
Waves crashing onto me
He's crashing onto me
He crashes like a thousand waves

Waves crashing onto me
Waves crashing onto me
It's crashing like a thousand waves
My love is like a thousand waves

Waves crashing onto me
Do you think I'm afraid?
Do you think I'm afraid?
It's like a thousand waves

Ghostholding

Spider

letting go of misanthropy and wanting community

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...LIKE WATCHING A ZOMBIE TURN

Vanisher, Horizon Scraper

THUNDRRR

CASPER (with Maruja)

CROWDKILLING 101

#ILostMyMindButNotMySoul ##ThatOneSentimentalFriend ###TheConceptOfBeingADariacorePuristIn2025 And some vox and guitar from me

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