still

prod. brakence & ilytwelve 
1st half is a remix of password - brakence 
2nd half is self produced trash hehe
( sample - cavern music )
lyrics: 
i got it from my dad 
and my momma got my back
i ain’t looking for contention 
no point in that
i can’t get mad 
i’m 15 forever 
now i got that cash 
and a brand new flat 
and you can stop by whenever
last love was a bad one 
i was being a bastard lover and a pastor 

i just wanna wake up

you need to wake up 

i got it from my dad
my momma got my back 

" i love you "
im being captured they takin my blood now
dont got time for games dont got time for fun now
they want me to grow up 
i just wanna be 15 forever 
they want me to wake up
but i dont wanna wake up no 
im being captured they takin my blood now
dont got time for games dont got time for fun now
they want me to grow up 
i just wanna be 15 forever 
they want me to wake up
but i dont wanna wake up no

you need to wake up.

¿ecalp siht si tahw

wake up.

prod. ilytwelve

you say i sound like him oh well 
i’m just doing what i love 
tryna make it my living 
i don’t wanna be no scrub 
and i don’t wanna be no one but me 
i don’t wanna be no one 
this when shit get ugly 
singing shit through my lungs 

ain’t nothing copacetic keep it real 
i never come in second first or fail 
now everybody hmu sayin i’m gon hit a mil 
but where were y’all at when i fell? 
( gone ) 
yeah, where were y’all at when i fell? 
yeah, where were y’all at when i-

don’t know what to feel 
been so caught up in your lies 
don’t even know what’s real 
don’t wanna work a 9 to 5 
that ain’t how i wanna live 
don’t wanna work a 9 to 5 
that ain’t how i wanna live 
stop 
show what you’re made of
don’t want the fake shit 
baby i want the real love but 
can’t ever get it 
i never know your intentions 
picked up my heart 
and you left me with these incisions 
i just 
wanna be me don’t wanna be no one else 
but how can i fucking do that 
i don’t even know myself 
trade a penny for a dime 
and my time for some help 
cause i don’t need to know nobody 
i just wanna know myself yeah 
( fuck ) 

ain’t nothing copacetic keep it real 
i never come in second first or fail 
now everybody hmu sayin i’m gon hit a mil 
but where were y’all at when i fell? 
( gone ) 
yeah, where were y’all at when i fell? 
yeah, where were y’all at when i-
fell.
( gone )

epiphany

buttons

Isabel

all in good time

streaming http://elroy.70angels.com/infinitelove

produced by elroy + alez karlo

Infinite Love

viola by Gloria Hui

if i ever got to leave here by success i wouldn’t wait for you
i’d rather keep our thoughts in checkmate
and i’ve been hurting tryna pull this out my chest
is there another way to say that i won’t talk to you again
i won’t talk to you again

cos i ain’t doing favors
maybe confounded
couldn’t give a fuck about it
i ain’t doing favors
on the way get grounded
stable like mountain
fake your nature
say you changed but i doubt it
put your money where your mouth is
i ain’t doing favors
if longevity is out there
need amenity you out there

just feel no info
you should give me my respect
you ain’t know what you’re in for
not pretty at best
my thought’s in limbo
no law no intro
if you’re talking bout the credo
know i’m coming for the neck

i don’t wanna be provocative
i just ain’t tryna breathe your oxygen
why you going round startin shit
i’ve found that need no argument
you commited cardinal sin
knees weak no sleep we gon drift apart
just mark in it, ain’t no meager feat
but fuck off tryna politic
and chase my goals I can’t date it back
i don’t wait for shit
i ain’t made for that
we got the same flow woa where’d it go
i need to change clothes but still blow it off like a staple fact and I’m gone
then spend all my luck on twitter
know me, found i ain’t the same in winter
but this a marathon and all these fuckboys sprinters
gonna paint a moral high ground that’s a painkiller
you can feed me lies if you’re compelled
i’ma be frank for my health
my sweetheart handsome as well
cos i C both sides like chanel
this an artist’s ocean - my blueprint
say that you ain’t bugging you lucid
ain’t it funny how you can’t prove it
who do I always see running back

i ain’t doing favors
maybe confounded
couldn’t give a fuck about it
i ain’t doing favors
on the way get grounded
stable like mountain
fake your nature
say you changed but i doubt it
put your money where your mouth is
i ain’t doing favors
if longevity is out there
i need amenity, you out here

fuck you, you too basic for a maybe
you lucky if you waitlisted i’m lazy
stuck on a few pages in a daydream
no one’s gonna be able to save me
these days self hatred is motivation
spreads outside me and i’m running out patience
let you lie but but cut you out the equation
never liable when bluffing i never say shit
where’d the mood go
flip the beat like judo
you got that fools gold
say you don’t you do tho
on my feet uh
ain’t no mass appel uh
pity a leader
wouldn’t wanna be you
and I been waiting way too long to be free from you
free from you

I’ll remember this up out the top of my head
no equiquite cos i won’t edit with the thought of a threat
make your bets, this ain’t reddit won’t argue on in no thread
it’s art, taking shots in the dark, beat already dead
couldn’t give less of a fuck what you say
cos i’m a gifted mess and i’m stuck in my ways
everybody want a feature i won’t ask for no pay
a teacher by night preacher by day, but don’t actually pray
i’m that kinda fake
i hold that kinda weight
float leave a passionate wake
i ain’t burning no rubber
i’m back in action been averting stunners since day one
i’ll curve a sucker cos they too basic like A1
and it hurts to say this but don’t call my line
i been done with you since autumn you ain’t worth my time
the fuck does it take get out the matrix and learn your lie
i thought you knew the first time

favors//mess

i don’t know me outside this head
you reminded me of what I thought free meant
and so we made a friendship out of finding out who we are
and i’ve stopped trying since you told me i’m only what i want
that ain’t me

so could you call me over without the bitter hesitation to place your money where your mouth is
all my thoughts are clouded but i can still say i’m bout it soon as my head gon cave in
and if i had the chance to remake all my decisions well i wouldn’t take it
cos you got me fucked up but if i don’t use this as agency i’ll never change

breathe easy

but sincerely it’s my fault
been chasing the answer to what it is we want
and i ain’t found out yet
but i’ll wait for the right time
gotta few bad voices i might lie
so just tell me if you’ve had enough
i don’t want you stressed out
so i pray to god the best of me is showing when I’m with you
gotta a ways to go my eyes are open is that an issue
and i’m prone to show a lack of potent
it's like fuck my indecision I need to restore my focus
cos I’ve been wasted on myself i’ll just let you know
ain’t past mistakes that i made, i don’t let it go
i can’t forget anything need you to hold me over once again 

i take you everywhere with me
waiting for a day to arrive
cos i can think i’m on fire
every time you burn out my eyes

so call me over without the bitter hesitation to place your money where your mouth is
all my thoughts are clouded but i can still say i’m bout it soon as my head gon cave in
and if i had the chance to remake all my decisions well i wouldn’t take it
cos you got me fucked up but if i don’t use this as agency i’ll never change

Isabel

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