probably crying

i fell in love and u went to vegas </3
.
.
.

Who would of guessed you'd run off with my love
You been fighting demons in your drugs
Is this life or is this what you want
Call it love or call it feeling numb

So sorry
You know where to call me
Maybe it's haunting
No point at all in stopping

Maybe it'd be fun if we were numb
Beauty in the pain of giving up

So sorry
So exhausting
I still hear your voice
It's always talking

Maybe I was dumb for playing along
I just wish the story was twice as long

Who would of guessed you'd run off with my love
You been fighting demons in your drugs
Is this life or is this what you want
Call it love or call it feeling numb

So sorry
You know where to call me
Maybe it's haunting
No point at all in stopping
.
.
.
<3

-emo fruits aka how many times must i fall for her schemes!!!

i fell in love and u went to vegas (prod. glorygasp)

Міністерство Нейтралітету

all the broken dreams i see them now

all the broken dreams i feel them now

and all this pain thats going thrue my veins

ive been waiting here now im sitting all alone x2

Broken Dreams

follow and support @nadiakuk

first vocal track released as 'cabe' so tell me what you think. there will be more next year...
other vocals and beats @kryptik_official

snapchat: kryptikbeats
instagram: yung_kryptik

lyrics:
it started with a sweet kiss . i guess you were my weakness...
somethings on your mind. tell me why
all the love was sweet bliss. red roses with the cheap tricks
somethings on your mind. tell me I'm the reason why
i never felt from the start, just numb
tell me I'm the fucking reason for this outcome...
all these feelings i can't outrun...

yeah.. 
i saw that you called...aye...
fuck that shit guess i'll miss them all... girl,
i thought you was the best of them all... but...
i was the dumbest one of them all... yeah...
fuck it pack another bowl... yeah...
all i have to do is make a call... aye
ring ring ring thats her on the phone... 
knock knock knock on the door now its on...

from the start (prod. nadiak)

an idea

fingers tight around my arm, quiet you slept
too long since my heart has beat this hard, hide my breath
cornered, calm my nerves, 
destroyer, ive done this before 

call it, im wasting your time
dont soften it, leave me to die

destrooy

from album
inspir by nedarb+horse head (numb)
mix/sung/prod:me

[prod. convolk]

Free Download

brooks was here

not on my album just a song to delay it a bit more 

lyrics:
i don't believe that you can love me
i believe that i'm ugly
i believe that everything i love leaves me in the end
cause i tried to steal, i tried to keep you
you ran away cause i got scared and oh..
i don't know how to talk to you
i don't know how to follow through
cause i just doubt myself in everything i do 
i don't know how to love

i don't know how to love w/ convolk (prod. imdepression)

@deadbeatteen
@hatedyl
(ft. deadbeatteen)[prod. DYL]

you're cute but i'm dead

@hkfiftyone  [prod. HKFiftyOne]
Lying on the floor
Slamming on my door
Yeah i used to love you i dont love you anymore

Lying on the floor
And im staring at the ceiling
Guess i never noticed no one cares about my feelings

You’re not on my mind cuz im thinking bout the money
Feeling like im pretty but my pretty feels ugly
Getting real tired of girls who wanna fuck me
Im not searching for you i wont find someone to love me

Flow so nice they like who is that
Hit me on my line be like who is that
If you copycat i think you is whack
If you got my back then i got you back

I just wanna burn a fuckin louis bag
How you broke but say that you be poppin tags
I been spending time you been spending racks
Even when im rich i will not fuck with that

Now I been losing all my friends
Saying that they real but they pretend
Now i dont give about fuck them
Only give a fuck about the ends

And when they see you coming up
They gon hit you up like you the plug
Then when you see your phone blow up
You gon laugh cuz you dont give a fuck


Lying on the floor
Slamming on my door
Yeah i used to love you i dont love you anymore

Lying on the floor
And im staring at the ceiling
Guess i never noticed no one cares about my feelings

You’re not on my mind cuz im thinking bout the money
Feeling like im pretty but my pretty feels ugly
Getting real tired of girls who wanna fuck me
Im not searching for you i wont find someone to love me

Lying On The Floor

@guardinmusic
@imnegativezer0

lyrics:
ive been saving this for the weekend
an eighth of spliffs to numb my emotions
my hair is split, im cutting the lose ends
my brain is shit, im tired of trying
im sick of this patience 
logic comes to dying
i knew you were lying but i didnt care
you were something to stop my self hatred
i didnt dare ask a question
you're always on my mind
intervention for loving too many times
did i mention this pain is a way of life?
you learn to live with it
or you let it eat you alive

id kill myself
just to be myself
dont even ask the question
all ill be is a burden

who the fuck am i
just another psychopathic little prick you decide
it's much better here without me cause you're feeling alive
all i ever did was love you but everything dies 

there's a monster in my head that's rippin' me apart 
vacant spaces in the places where we both would start
to separate and every day i blow my candles out
i sit inside but that's not something you  could care about
my heartbeat has grown tired of the wind
if you don't love me anymore than please don't bother to attend 
i'm a waste of energy i'll never see the point in this
arms length, this love is tragic, i'm not something you would miss

i'm so fucking lost without you
they don't really care about you

Follow me <3

before the storm (ft. guardin) [prod. negative zero]

afterlife (ft. convolk)(prod. jody)

here is lyrics
Smooth skin with her long hair
Call me when I fuckin' care
'Cause I did so fuckin' much
But you were never even there
Now I'm comin' up all you can do is fuckin' stare
And you think about me when you're in there with no underwear
Tell me that I'm not shit
Bitch, I know I'm hot shit
Glowin' up, I'm turnin' up
And now I'll never stop it
Never fit in
So I break a mold
Never fuck with me
'Cause I'll break a ho

Run, baby, run
Run, don't you run
Run, baby, run
Aye, aye, aye
Aye, aye, aye

It was always you
You know I wanna come through
I can't stop thinkin' 'bout you
Can't stop thinkin' 'bout you
No, it was always you
You know I wanna come thru
I can't stop thinkin' 'bout you
Can't stop thinkin' 'bout you, no

actually, its not my song, here is real singer of this song @convolk

convolk - your loss

- [prod. van beats]

sample: balance and composure, jon simmons let me use it pls dont sue me

run me outta town
got me outta bounds
dont forget me now
never let me out

when i come around
you just let me down
so ill let you down
and ill let me drown

x2

i been in a cage for 2 weeks
cant get out of bed im too weak  
anxiety holds my shoestrings
cant get out of my head im too keen

this hospital room is too clean
when im on my own im losing
man ill end my life and you'll see
when we wake up to a new dream

ooo
ooo
ooo
ooo

thats my anxiety

run me outta town
got me outta bounds
dont forget me now
never let me out

when i come around
you just let me down
so ill let you down
and ill let me drown

x2

take another ativan
mix it with a bad friend
sleeping like a sandman
blood all on my hands again

im cain now my brother's dead
sorry bout the headache
im really gonna die next year
from underground to under grave

anxiety!

https://www.instagram.com/xxlil_illxx/

feature @convolk 
https://www.instagram.com/convolk_/
prod by @jakkyboi
https://www.instagram.com/jakkyboiii/

LYRICS
They all wanna be rap stars
But I’m a rock star
Gonna blow up 
Finna take this shit real far
Find me getting high
running from the cop cars
Shawty make it pop for me
Like I’m a pop star


Nah I ain’t play
Fuck what you saying
You gon see me in the headlines
Making money rain and
I’ll be getting to the bag
Coming up from the basement
When the mixtape hits
Gonna get the pay slip
Yeah I’m

All outta fucks to give
Get a dollar sign tatted on my face n shit
Bet im gonna get a hundred million plays this year
Got a billion dollar brain and I maintain the shit
Hook game
Going insane
Ain’t nobody better than me in the fucking game
But I stay humble
Buzzing like a bumble
Beat so fly
Jakkyboi make it rumble

They all wanna be rap stars
But I’m a rock star
Gonna blow up 
Finna take this shit real far
Find me getting high
running from the cop cars
Shawty make it pop for me
Like I’m a pop star


Nah I ain’t play
Fuck what you saying
You gon see me in the headlines
Making money rain and
I’ll be getting to the bag
Coming up from the basement
When the mixtape hits
Gonna get the pay slip
Yeah I’m

ain't nobody better than me in the fucking game
what the fuck's a name when you really just a lame?
what a fuckin name when you all just the same?
i don't give a fuck bitch i'm tryina make change
nirvana and foo fighters, i wish that girl knew who i was
i wanna come up quick and not fall back
i want a benz all black and you fall back

They all wanna be rap stars
But I’m a rock star
Gonna blow up 
Finna take this shit real far
Find me getting high
running from the cop cars
Shawty make it pop for me
Like I’m a pop star


Nah I ain’t play
Fuck what you saying
You gon see me in the headlines
Making money rain and
I’ll be getting to the bag
Coming up from the basement
When the mixtape hits
Gonna get the pay slip
Yeah I’m

01 Rap Starz Feat. convolk (Prod. Jakky Boi)

And I swear it's not fair
It's not right
How you tell me all these fucking lies
Every night
I've been feeling like i might die
I'm traumatized
Kiss me kiss me I go braindead
Every time
She told me I'm no good
But that's fine
Now I know I'm always in her mind
Getting to bands
I can't worry bout you
Every time you come around me it's always bad news

Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to
Every time you come around me it's always bad news
Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to

Braindead baby
Idk what's goin on
You don't know what I'd do
To get inside your arms
I'd go to lengths
That you've never fucking seen
Go to all those places
That you see inside your dreams
Stuck like a tattoo
Don't know what to do
Drowning like a typhoon
Imma die soon
Alone in my room
Wanna see you
Wanna feel you
Wanna kill you
Don't know what's goin on
Don't know what I'm doing wrong
Won't be here for long
Miss me when i'm gone

And I swear it's not fair
It's not right
How you tell me all these fucking lies
Every night
I've been feeling like i might die
I'm traumatized
Kiss me kiss me i go braindead
Every time
She told me i'm no good
But that's fine
Now i know i'm always in her mind
Getting to bands
I can't worry bout you
Every time you come around me it's always bad news

Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to

I be on my own got no one to turn to

brooks was here

convolk

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