Produced by me💙

RISING

[prod. HKFiftyOne] 

Speeding down the highway going fast
Honestly I think i want to crash
I guess that you and me weren’t made to last
Im dying young my heart beats fast
 
Im really fucking mad things went this way
Dont really understand the things I say
Hurt you  I dont deserve you
My heart might stop but ill never desert you
 
Maybe I could be someone someday
I could be the one you look to 
When you have something to say
 
I’m the night and you’re the day
With you my darkness starts to fade
And no one else could do the same
I write this song to call your name
 
Honest 
Im not honest 
I promise
To make no promise
 
Speeding down the highway going fast
Honestly I think i want to crash
I guess that you and me weren’t made to last
Im built to fall you’re built to stand
 
And I cant stand my state of mind
And loving me is a waste of time
So let me go and just waste mine
Now i can see that love is blind
 
Im really fucking mad this is how it is
But in the same vein i cant take this
I love you for the life you gave me
This is my last chance i need you to save me
 
I’m the night and you’re the day
With you my darkness starts to fade
And no one else could do the same
I write this song to call your name

im still wearing your necklace

Music Video on Elevator <3 : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rfo3pI2nALw

Thanks for all the support on my 1st EP - I wanna keep posting new stuff so show your friends & help me make more music love u guys <3
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Written/Produced/Mixed/Mastered by: Alec Jackson

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LYRICS:

Hop out my dreams & hop in my car
We got GPS, I still wonder where you are
I try to run away but I don't get very far
The only time I feel is when you in my arms
(x3)


Just another boy from the midwest
Leaving all my friends, whats the difference
They don't know a damn thing about me
Leave it all behind, let 'em doubt me
I just wanna know what you in it for
I been all alone, can you check your phone
I just need somebody to talk to...


Hop out my dreams & hop in my car
We got GPS, I still wonder where you are
I try to run away but I don't get very far
The only time I feel is when you in my arms
(x3)

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baby do you hate me (prod. sketchmyname) out on spotify

NEW TAPE OUT "BLACK TUESDAY" @ItsYungManny

Black Tuesday

Hey Xan (ft. XanMan)

Roddy Rackzz - I Know [Prod. DC 1-30]

Roddy Rackzz - Right Now [Prod. DC 1-30]

soundcloud.com/convolk

convolk:
so i'm keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
leading me on
you're pissing me off
ain't called in a week
or maybe a month
now i'm losing track
now you're saving face
you're winning the game
i'm losing the race
but 
i'm keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
down 

shattered:
keeping my hopes up
i wanna throw up
she don't feel nothing
yeah she don't feel nothing 
i write songs
try to make you go away
but your so close
almost touching on your face
and i love you 
but you always lie to me
i can't trust you
i guess it's only up to me
leading me on
you're pissing me off
ain't called in a week
or maybe a month
now i'm losing track
now i'm losing sleep
i'm getting the bag
but still feeling sad
but i'm keeping my hopes up
maybe you'll show up
maybe you'll love me
and not wanna break me
i highly doubt that 
you tend to be rude
you never loved me
but that's just what i see 
i could write another line about the time you broke my heart
but 
inside of my head 
is where my problems tend to start
i got panic
i got sadness
i got all the things that hurt
and i've fallen for a girl
who would fuck me for a shirt
took my heart 
and you ripped and you burned it
your last love 
was a gift
should return it
should return it
should return it
should return it 
don't let me down
down 
down 
down

convolk:
so i'm keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
leading me on
you're pissing me off
ain't called in a week
or maybe a month
now i'm losing track
now you're saving face
you're winning the game
i'm losing the race
but 
i'm keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
down

keeping my hopes up w/ convolk (prod. jakkyboi)

Change (Prod by DC)

[Prod. DC 1-30]

i mixed this on skullcandys so fuck you if you dont like it ill change the mix eventually

No i dont feel 
Ok
Everyone mean 
To me
Falling asleep
Never wake up
That is a dream
To me

When i say im up next
Its Already happening

Make a few racks again
Tragedy thinks we friends

Wish you could see 
Me now

You wanna be 
Me now

Yeah im a
Creepy pup

Xanax
Beam me up

Bumping tracy in the cut
Findin glee in lust

Man im geek as fuck
Damn u weak as fuck

Bitches come and go you know i stay
I see people on the train 
Looking at me all the same

Ever since i was a baby i knew hate
When my parents split right after i was born 
Thats the first taste



i could say a bunch of things 
You’d never listen to
You told me 
“kill yourself nobody misses you”
I guess that im the fool
Guess what you said is true
я сказал что буду первый и я сделал 
ты слушаешь как кушаешь и друг ты переел 
Россия моя страна keep it real
больно на дороге но я полечу как стрел
No i dont feel 
Ok
Everyone mean 
To me
Falling asleep
Never wake up
That is a dream
To me

When i say im up next
Its Already happening

Make a few racks again
Tragedy thinks we friends

Told the teacher fuck yourself bitch im a demon on a leash 
If you unleash me pay your penance mercy let me rest in peace
I hear these voices in my skeleton not leaving me to sleep 
I might just have to take the plunge if i do not learn how to breath

No i dont feel 
Ok
Everyone mean 
To me
Falling asleep
Never wake up
That is a dream
To me

When i say im up next
Its Already happening

Make a few racks again
Tragedy thinks we friends

Falling Asleep

Worlds We'll Never Know

Chased Away

(prod. blade901)
soundcloud.com/blade_901

[lyrics]

ya i wake up at night again
breaking entitlement 
folding my hands to the back of my head
obvious tension, furious silence
cover in canvas in august.

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

you taught me how to not be there
while mommy always taught me not to stop and stare
these people i erase from my thoughts go where?
i'm sick of every lie that i cry with swear

it's been a long time, i'm feelin like shit
pick up the gun, now i'm wid it
i'm feelin fucked up, i wanna get buck
just lost my mind like i'm vision
blood splattered all in my kitchen
she wanna think that it's pretend 
not comin back for a minute
i'm gone but i'm still singin
 
she's so cold
hold me close and dont let me go
baby that's fine
you leave me alone all the time
oh yeah, please tell me was it worth it
too many fucking voices they're echoing
in my head
oh wait, now tell me where your hiding
left me with nothing when I was ten
but now i'm crying

i see you stand all alone
outside our house i watched you go
not enough to feel bad, just enough to let go
every thought in my head eats away at my soul
mom and dad are upset, I don't know what to do
i was just a young boy crying alone in my room

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

don't enter pt. 3 (prod. blade901)

Drawings On My Wall (prod. Jake Markow)

Lyrics:
I'm so cold right now, hit a low right now
Hit a bowl while I'm drunk I'm in the flow right now
In the gutter right now, get her number right now
Get the number for the plug cause it's over right now

Gotta cope with the pain, get that shit out my brain
I don't need to explain, gotta run from the blade
Gotta stitch up my veins, shawty stay in your lane
Why you call me insane, I got scars you got the same hoe

I'm boutta pass out, (yeah)
I'm boutta crash out, (yeah)
I'm boutta cash out, (yeah)
See the tunnel with no light, (yeah)

You been on my mind too
Shame that I cant find you
No feeling inside you

But nothing can hide you
I know that you lie too
It's okay dont cry boo

I feel a migraine comin on
Shit too real so I run along
Nothin real when I'm analog
World is gone while I'm in this song

Falling Asleep

convolk

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