Just reunited with this gem after 4 years

PUNK182

Should say sooner 
If it’s too much 
For that room that u been living
I hear rumors 
That you’re clueless 
I stay cool with ur oblivion 
The sooner I give in to it
The urge to hit ignore 
I see nights inside your kitchen I think Percocet endorsed 
Standin shirtless at you’re door 
Way more nervous than before 
Like for certain, think your purpose match perfect with your decor 
Like how smoke still stain your curtains
But her purse says Michael Kors
Way too much for me to work with, 
Might get worse with my support 
And I 
Urge you to think 
Bout them words before speak them
A current in sea
I submerge 
With the deep end 
Earth at my feet 
Make me hurtfully seasick 
I know when you’re distant
In existence that is speak in

time (x1000000000)

There were signs
I tried so hard not to waste your time
It gets so hard not to chase a high 
How’d you feel if I said you should stay behind
Here you stand while I sit face to face with god
And my life’s
Been a ride 
For some time
You’re so damaged how’d you manage to survive?
On this planet 
Disadvantages arise

face to face with god (prod. nitrous)

flashin (p yago x jolst)

scumbag

https://fanlink.to/lfadb
guitar by @kill_vein

i’m just trying to find
a reason to care
i once believed in a god till i cried out to him
and nobody was there

a burden on my brain
that isnt going away
and now i’m looking for reasons
that i shouldn’t need this
but i can’t turn away

i know i said the last time
that i wouldn’t relapse
but now i’m standing
on my deathbed
and i don’t want to stay
when i've always been this way

i know i said the last time
that i wouldn’t go back
but now it’s been 3 nights
at the hotel we met at
and you’re not here with me
but the memory remains

and as i took my last line
i was approaching the light
you laid your head next to mine
what a beautiful sight

i made up my mind
i’m friending i’m fried
i don’t need these drugs
i just need your love

ive got no reason to hide
tell momma i’m fine
it’ll be ok down the line
but i’m tired of trying

i know i said the last time
that i wouldn’t relapse
but now i’m standing
on my deathbed
and i don’t want to stay
when i've always been this way

i know i said the last time
that i wouldn’t go back
but now it’s been 3 nights
at the hotel we met at
and you’re not here with me
but the  memory remains

letterfromadeathbed (prod. heffy & killvein)

OFF WITH YOUR HEAD

GOTHBOICLIQUE
HORSE HEAD
MACKNED
COLDHART
LIL TRACY
YAWNS
FISH NARC
2017

Horse Head, Mackned, Cold Hart, Lil Tracy - Boyle Heights (prod. fish narc x Yawns)

prod @gosuto [prod. gosuto] rip gosuto

I was in the clouds
Always looking down
I was by myself because 
Noone was around

Now i think im next
But im still depressed
Hanging by a thread
maybe hanging by my neck

X2

All black fit you cant see me with the lights out 
All these fights i just really wanna lie down
All that hate but they started being nice now
All your love but i feel it start to wind down

Do you hate me 
Do you love me
Askin whats wrong
I said nothing

All these people wanna peace of me
No peace no sleep cant breathe 

I was in the clouds
Always looking down
I was by myself because 
Noone was around

Now i think im next
But im still depressed
Hanging by a thread
maybe hanging by my neck

X2

Got it from my mo-o-om
Wish she wasn’t go-o-one
New style what i go-o-ot
I think im the o-o-one

yuuh
I was in the clouds
Always looking down
I was by myself because 
Noone was around

Now i think im next
But im still depressed
Hanging by a thread
maybe hanging by my neck

X2

all black fit

[prod. Dee B]

So sad so sad
That it fell apart before it all began
Too bad too bad
That you lost me you can never get me back

Billboard number 1 is where i wanna be
Rising to the top i came from underneath
In a mental hell left rotten like the pills beneath the cotton that be fucking up my dreams when i cant sleep
 
I was made for this
Im getting paid for this
You all make me sick
And this pains a bitch

Say you hate my shit
But you play my shit
So dont say we clique
Thats fake and shit

Shout out everyone fucking with me at south by
You was rocking me before the “sold out” signs
If u a fan then you know its cold outside
Do it for the people who need drugs to get by

Why you upset
That im so wet
I don’t like to flex
I’m already next x2

So sad so sad
That it fell apart before it all began
Too bad too bad
That you lost me you can never get me back

never get me back x4

yuh yuh yuh

so sad, so sad

[prod. jakkyboi]

the whats new scooby doo x drake vine that i saw two years ago was stuck in my head so u know i had to do it to em
dont sue me please i have like 6 dollars

these gir1s

art by emotionalbuu @emotionalbuu
twitter.com/emotionalbuu

Production and guitar is me on this one

You just wanna get up in my face
Give me space, throw your dignity away
When you chase, you take
So much away from me
You make it hard to sleep

I'm tired
Too tired to act like I like you
Anyway, who likes getting lied to
No hate, it's just that I tried to
Think of something to say
But nothing really comes to mind
Tryna focus on a paycheck
Hit me up that's fine
But I'm spinnin like a tape deck
Read between the lines
and the story starts to make sense
I don't have time, I don't really have time for you

All I got for you is resentment, I'm venting
All you want from me is attention, you're tempting
Yeah I'm condescending but you just keep investing
Thought that this was over but I guess it's never ending
Once upon a time we cared about each other
It makes me shutter
How much pain you made me suffer
Now I'm doin fine, I had time to recover
You said you hate me so don't ask around for my number
Cause I won't call you back

I'm tired
Too tired to act like I like you
Anyway, who likes getting lied to
No hate, it's just that I tried to
Think of something to say
But nothing really comes to mind
Tryna focus on a paycheck
Hit me up that's fine
But I'm spinnin like a tape deck
Read between the lines
and the story starts to make sense
I don't have time, I don't really have time for you

I won't call you back
I'd rather die than talk to you

I Don't Have Time for You

I <3 me way 2 much 💖 insta - jakkyboiii

shoulda called back shoulda called back shoulda but i didn’t and i coulda cuz i want u now i never wanna know yeah
now i never wanna know yeah woaaahhh

shoulda called back shoulda called back shoulda but i didn’t now ur gone in the back ya forget everything i told ya 
forget everything i told ya 
and don’t call back again

whoaaaaaaaaaaa
ya don’t call back like

ayye money coming in i told ya
paint my nails say i’m pretty and i want love
ya I don’t think i want her and i don't ya
i’ll admit it baby it’s just paranoia 

ayye now go do a line
put shit to the side now i’m dripping by 
hey I think u missed this time 
stab me in the back but i’m perfectly  fine

u and i in a little toy shop
buy all the dope old stuff we loved 
i don’t give a fuck i love me too much yee
i love me way too much

i’m getting high just to numb the pain
i don’t think i’m fine but I'm better that way
i don’t think i’m fine but I'm better that way
I think I'm over it 🤷‍♂️

shoulda called back but i didn't

First single from GOOD MORNING CRUEL WORLD

EYES ft. Rawska (Prod. YAWNS)

[produced by yago beats]
[mixed and mastered by convolk]

lyrics: 

If i died tomorrow
Would you cry for me 
would you hide the sorrow
Dont you lie to me

Trapped inside the car
Watch me idly
As the world lives
But it died for me

If i died tomorrow
Would you cry for me 
would you lay your head down
Dont you lie to me

Never been the man
That i strive to be
As the world lives
But it died for me

you cure me when
im near the end
my medicine x2

When i was a kid i was broke
Never had hope
Thinking of sink, never float

Thinking how thick of a rope i would need to keep my feet from touching the floor 

Bitch now i know
River card made me a boat
Done without selling a soul
you love me more than I know
And i love you more than i show 
Heart made of gold

Wait 

nanana x2
ooh

If i died tomorrow
Would you cry for me 
would you hide the sorrow
Dont you lie to me

Trapped inside the car
Watch me idly
As the world lives
But it died for me

If i died tomorrow
Would you cry for me 
would you lay your head down
Dont you lie to me

Never been the man
That i strive to be
As the world lives
But it died for me

everything hurts when she love me its the worst
when she love me its the worst 
x2

you cure me when
im near the end
my medicine x2

medicine

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lyrics - 

when you dont fit in you feel invisible
dont fit in you feel invisible

shoot my shot oh shit got blocked
iced out rock on my wrist dont touch
said you changed but im used to plost
thought youd save me but i guess not
cant stop wont stop
in the coupe i pop
grey goose, champagne, mixed juice on the rocks
and the thought of you aint comin back tonight

yea
wake up
i used to hate myself
cause i was never good enough for anyone i know
when you dont fit in you feel invisible
dont fit in you feel invisible

you told me that you werent leaving
look into your eyes there just so damn deceiving
my heart isnt beating
i guess the whole time there was no fuckin meaning
wrong place wrong time
and its all my fault
baby all i lost
will tear me up
forever
(wake up, i gotta save myself)

cause i been ridin solo imma get it on my own
im on a mission i got a vision woah
you put me in a prison and it turned to be my home
life sentence, cough medicine pour
lost my thoughts and the pain wont stop
fell in love with the way she moves im gone
my heart went cold 
she could never see me im invisible

chorus repeats :)

invisible

fun while it lasted.


if i do if i dont, doesn’t matter cause ill fuck up
get knocked down try again, get so nervous that I up chuck
fingers long i might slice, i can’t trust myself with knives
need someone to hold my hand and someone else to supervise

You know I have no self control no need to fabricate the truth
then we can talk about the good times and all the evil things you do
Made a world full of your bullshit tried to fill my head with lies
so when I tell you that I’m leaving it should come as no surprise

no surprise, why’d i try? just to end up here again
fooled me once, fooled me twice, fooled around with all your friends
idk why im so lame
one more day i’ll go insane

if i do if i dont, doesn’t matter cause ill fuck up
Get knocked down and try again, but get so nervous that I up chuck 
fingers long i might slice, i can’t trust myself with knives
need someone to hold my hand and someone else to supervise

maybe i could learn to skate 
or play guitar to compensate
for all the little secrets that i keep
cause my dreams warned, be on the ball.
i took advantage of it all 
she was my girl, lights in my world, my everything.
then life said sike, why’d you try? 
just to end up here again?
fooled you once fooled you twice, please don’t tell me it ends
idk why im so lame
one more day i’ll go insane

these gir1s

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